"Babe, I'm home" Jungkook entered the house and you ran down the huge staircase. His sight got locked with your toes that were descending the royal blue carpet displayed on the stairs. No doubt he kept you like a queen.

"Gladly," you giggled before he embraced you in his arms. The scent of your hair was the only thing that relaxed his wornout muscles at that moment.

He didn't know why but at that time hugging you felt as if he's still powerful.

"So, what did you bring me?" He backed away before removing his coat.

"Well, something new," he loosened his tie.

"It's always something new," you assisted him.

"You wanted to go out right?" Jungkook internally feared too while taking you outside. You nodded.

"Then I'm taking you out," he told you and you squealed to see the beautiful world again.

"I knew you couldn't turn my wishes down" you kissed his knuckles before he sighed.

"We've been invite," your smile dropped because you didn't want to enter another house, another party, another ball where people act disgusting but wanted to watch the graffiti walls with Jungkook, holding hands, inhaling fresh air and talking.

"Where? And by whom?"

"Jimin.....he wants us to have dinner with him..."

"Jungkook," you were in disbelief. "I'm not going to dine with him..."

"(Y/N) what did I tell you earlier?"

"But his gaze and behaviour is flirtatious. He gets me pretty uncomfortable,"

"I'm sure it's not that. You're just overthinking," internally Jk even had doubts on Jimin's intentions but at that time his reputation was what he only cared.

"Me?" You mumbled.

"Yes. Areum?" Jungkook called and the respective maid stepped forward. "Get (Y/N) ready. And make her look expensive."

Those words were eating you up as If he had auctioned you to Jimin.

"Yes sire"

"But Jungkook-" Areum already pushed you upstairs.

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You looked at yourself in the mirror wearing a strapless dark green velvet long dress with deep green opera gloves, hair loosely curled, back combed and the light makeup making you look like a queen. You didn't want to look expensive strangely in front of Jimin. You already hated that dude.

Your lumiere green lens looked up in the mirror with the lashes in front of your eyes. There he was, standing with his hands in his pockets, leaning against the door frame as he admired your beauty.

"You may leave," he ordered the maids and they all bowed before him and left. He walked lousily towards you and you lowered your gaze as it was time for the accessory.

Which wasn't picked by the maid nor you. The task was completed by Jungkook.

"You look perfect, darling," he breathed out as he locked his gaze with you in he mirror while his hands rested on your naked shoulders. "I'm so lucky to have you" his chin rested on the top of your head as you kept your gaze locked with his.

His benevolent nature made you do all the things he wanted you to do. Either it was the intimate dance with Jimin or this dinner.

He pulled out a box from his pocket and turned his back to the mirror to look at you.

"Here's another gift" he said before opening the box and you lightly gasped as you saw a ring which had a green emerald between with small beautiful shining diamonds surrounding it.

"Good Gracious," you were dazzled. He plucked the ring out from the cushion it was embedded in, and grabbed your hand which was covered with the Opera gloves.

He kissed the back of your hand multiple times while keeping his gaze locked with yours. No doubt you were looking expensive and extremely beautiful. But for Jungkook, you were always expensive. There was nothing in the world he can trade you for.

Well, at least that's what you thought.

He slipped the ring on your middle finger and then brought your hand closer to his gaze.

"My eyes are going to turn into diamonties if I keep staring at your immense beauty" he remarked.

"It's because of you..." you looked at the ring when he left your hand. Your long slick fingers embedded into the velvet green cloth were even more appealing.

He smiled to you before he brought his finger with which he touched your blushed cheek. You kept your gaze locked in to his eyes as he traced his finger from your cheek to your lips. For a moment, you closed your eyes as you felt everything. His finger traced then towards your clavicle which wasn't appealing to him.

"Wait" his smile dropped as he looked at your empty neck. "There is something more for you" he told before pulling out another big silk box.

He opened the lid and turned it towards you. You eyes beamed with star shine as you looked at the necklace/pendant he brought you. It wasn't heavy neither too simple nor inexpensive. It was a whole set containing a simple elegant emerald green necklace with the earrings embedded into the cushions.

"Beautiful..." you breathed out as your clothes fingers lightly touched the beads.

"Beautiful things are for rich/royal people. And we are royalty, (Y/N). There is nothing in this world I can't get you. There is nothing I can't give you if you won't deny me," he chuckled before grabbed the necklace and walking behind you. You collected your hair to the side as Jungkook placed the necklace on your chest and dragged it upwards to tie it round.

A simple necklace which had diamomties shining on the string and the diamonties from both the sides came to meet a medium sized green emerald which was surrounded by shiny diamonds. Just like the ring.

It was mesmerising how one benevolent man made you feel expensive and valuable.

But......why was it that you had everything but still felt empty. And emptiness was heavy.

The earrings were also pierced into your ears by Jungkook and the earrings also had a medium sized green emerald with diamonds surrounding it's boundary leading it towards the pin.

"This sight is to die for. You are to die for," he breathed as he held your shoulders and rested his chin on your head while looking at you in the mirror.

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You stood with your hand wrapped around Jungkook's bicep outside Jimin's villa.

"Just act friendly......I hope you know" Jungkook told you and you nodded. You were hopping that you won't disappoint Jungkook this time.

The big doors opened before you and you guys entered when Jimin walked down the stairs.

Dark blue seductive hair, neatly combed, piercing's on point, his ash grey coat wrapped round him beneath of which he was wearing a white collar royal shirt with a tie that looked as if he ordered this all especially from Milan.

"Ahh Mr. And Mrs. Jungkook," Jimin greeted before hugging Jungkook and then turning towards you.

He couldn't take his eyes off of you. Uncomfortable level started rising as you composed yourself to not look revealing which Jungkook made sure of. Even though you were wearing a strapless dress but your husband made sure you didn't reveal any cleavage.

"Glad to see you here" Jimin, this time bowed before you. But he didn't keep his eyes off of the expensive beautiful masterpiece almost as if Mona Lisa wasn't important anymore.

"C'mon I'll show you around," Jimin offered before showing you both around the Villa, he newly bought.

While Jungkook checked the Villa out with you Jimin checked you out.

"How much?"

"Take everything...." Jimin unconsciously let out before you and Jungkook looked at him. Your hand round Jungkook's bicep tightened as Jimin was undressing you with his gaze.

"Jimin I asked about the Villa" Jungkook chuckled, not getting the hint but you got the hint.

"Oh yeah....this one is about 668000$"

"Quite alot" you whispered.

"It's the least I could afford," he winked at you before showing you both the wine room there.

"You have tons of them" you talked.

"Just like how I lived tons of years lonely and in love. If you look closely these are all empty bottles,"

"Why empty?" You asked.

"Each bottle here sums up the days I've felt lonely, felt as if no one's there to listen to me or to hold me through my rough time."

"How many are they?"

"1095,"

"That's alot of bottles you've preserved. Glad Jk doesn't have this corner,"

"Every substantial person has this corner where he keeps 100's of branded luxury expensive wine. We need it" he nudged Jungkook's arm.

"She hates the smell. I do have the corner but I don't keep any wine in it,"

"Yes" you smiled to Jungkook.

"Hmm......want to have a try?" He asked Jungkook while grabbing a maroon red bottle and Jungkook couldn't resist.

"Sure"

"Seriously?" You asked and he nodded.

"Great. We're gonna have it after the dinner. C'mon I think it's time for us to sit down in the dining hall and chat more about ourselves,"

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The oofy dining table made out of 100% branded wood imported from Italy was where you all seated next.

There were varieties of food, foods that you've had before with Jungkook. Kobe beef, Turkey, sesame chicken, fish, thai soup, Seoul's kimchi, caviar, martini, and much more. You were confused as to from where you should start.

"Please dive in," he asked and you all filled your plates with a bit of everything.

"Is it always quiet here?" Jungkook broke the voice of only forks and spoons rolling.

"Mostly." Jimin replied while slicing the Turkey's leg. "I live alone"

"You don't have a family?" You asked and he looked at you instantly while stopping his motion. Your heart raced faster thinking you didnt ask something stupid.

"Had," he replied back before again dropping his gaze on his food.

"What--"

"How much time has it been since you married Jungkook?" Jimin asked cutting you off and you felt absurd.

"3 years" Jungkook replied instead so that you can't say something that will piss Jimin even more off.

"Oh" he nodded. "Still no family?" He taunted you as he raised his brow.

"No" Jungkook sighed and the sadness in his voice was noticeable. You just stared at Jimin, in disbelief.

"Sad." He shrugged due to which you balled your hands into fists. "Hope one day.....you'll work hard," Jimin sympathetically placed his hand on Jungkook's shoulder to which Jungkook felt extremely bad and angered.

He thought that Jungkook had problems with himself when in fact, it was you who was Genophobic. Jimin knew everything but to tease, he pretended.

"Here try this" Jimin smirked to himself as Jungkook just went into a silence trauma. He served the Kobe beef to Jungkook.

Jungkook's sadness was what you couldn't tolerate. You thought of a comeback when,

"Ah haha....it's not me who have problems." Jungkook smiled warmly. "She's just Genophobic" Jungkook explained and you felt awkward.

"Fear of intercourse-"

"So Jimin" you cut him off while throwing the handkerchief on the table. "Tell us. Where has your family disappeared? Earlier you referred to the rough time, I believe your rough time started when your wife left you knowing you'd turn out to be a rascal-" You scrunched your lips in disgust when he laughed.

"It ended,"

"How? We would like to know. Did your Mrs. died or did you cheat on her and--"

"(Y/N)" Jungkook whispered you to stop but Jimin chuckled and placed his palm on Jungkook's chest without breaking the gaze with you.

"She cheated on me," you and Jungkook immediately looked at Jimin and you slightly felt guilty of asking him that as there was concern in his eyes.

"Oh I-" You inquired more.

"Maybe because she found someone more minted than me."

"Who could be more affluent than you?" You asked when Jungkook placed his hand on yours to keep you quiet.

"Don't know. I only know that she left me with a dude who was her high school friend. But seriously, I don't even give a fuck-I'm sorry I cursed infront of you lady but yeah I don't actually care. Because if she found someone affluent than me then I also got my eyes on the most beautiful woman. At least more precious than her," he stared at you and you exactly knew he was referring to you.

"Maybe because she soon realised that a punk like you don't deserve her,"

"(Y/N)" Jungkook signalled you to not ask him more.

"It's totally copacetic Guk. I hope your wife doesn't fuck anyone behind your back," he chuckled but you and Jk just stared at Jimin.

"You unimaginable bast-"

"Cuz mine did," a tear erupted in Jimin's eye and you were a soft person.

"Be sympathetic (Y/N). At once," Jk whispered to you and you sighed before,

"It's okay, Jimin" you placed your hand on top of his as he was sobbing, "Everything's going to be alright. I'm sure you're just going to find your true love just like how I found Jungkook," you assured but what you didn't know was that a spark fired in Jimin's body when you placed your hand onto his.

And strangely, you could feel the sparks too......so, you quickly pulled your hand back.

"Your happily ever after is near,"

"Just so you know happily ever after also takes a little bit of hell, darling"

You looked at him before he lowered his gaze to have his meal but only you knew how you felt.

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Jungkook shuffled the keys in his pockets as you both made your way back to your mansion.

He winked at you and you passed him a small smile, admiring him. His black hair falling on his lids, black turtle neck sweater underneath his coat, you loved him.

Didn't you?

Your smile broke. Why do you always ask yourself?

"You're fascinating" Jungkook wrapped his arms around your waist from behind as you both entered into your house.

"Now you tell. I didn't embarrass you tonight right?"

"Nope. Not at all and I hope you're not going to disappoint me further" he pushed the strand of your hair behind your ear.

You backed off when you again saw the desire in his eyes.

The desire which Jimin challenged.

"Come let's go to our room" he grabbed your hand and took you slowly to your shared room with Jungkook.

"I'm going---what're you doing?" You giggled as he again latched to you. He was a bit drunk too due to Jimin's classic wine room.

"3 years are so much, (Y/N). I think now we're both ready to have a family" he whispered as his lips lightly touched your ear lobe.

"F-family?"

"Why not?" He asked while slowly undoing your necklace. "People are making fun of me" he told as he threw your earrings on the dresser.

"But--"

"Face your fear, tonight" he kissed your shoulder but you still didn't feel aroused. It was just......nothing. An empty lonely feeling.

You were longing to be touched but-but not like this. Not this fast. Not this minute.

"I'll undress you" he whispered while removing the catcher from your hair. "You undress me" he said before he took your hands in his and placed them on his powerful firm chest.

"I-I..." tears sprang out as it felt wrong..

"C'mon....." his eyes pleaded.

"Jungkook it's hard for me," you sighed because you couldn't do it. It was hard and difficult for you.

"You have no idea how much hard it already is...." he bit his lip but you were too naive to catch the hint.

"Think about it" he kissed the side of your neck. "A mini me would be perfect--"

"Jungkook" but you pushed him away.

"(Y/N) people are making fun of me." He grabbed your arm. "Please"

"I can't..I don't know there's this feeling that I can't compensate."

"Fuck that feeling!"

"Try to understand, Jungkook"

"It's been 3 years God damnit"

"I know you're drunk and I don't want to get hurt." You cried out as he grabbed your arm tightly.

"Hurt!?"

"Jagi leave me, please."

"Maybe one day I will,"

"Jungkook you're hurting me," you cried.

"So are you," he said through gritted teeth before he yanked your arm.

"I'm sorry" you cried. "I'm so sorry. I do want to end this feeling but I just can't. I try so hard.."

"I don't even get to touch you intimately and you're always running away"

"I don't know what happens to me"

"I'm your husband for God Sake, (Y/N)" he shouted in the agonising pain. "Or tell me if there is someone else in your life,"

You remained quiet only cried as he barked at you telling you that you're just a troublesome to him.

"There's no one in my life but you," you cupped his cheeks.

"Even though I'm all yours part of you tells me that you're not mine" he cried and you looked at him with hurt. But this time, he was in greater pain and frustration than you.

"Jung--"

"Don't talk to me, (Y/N)." He raised his hand. "Don't talk to me. When you'll convince yourself that you're ready to consent yourself, that day I'll talk to you." His eyes were cold.

"No...how would I be able to live like---"

"Just like how I'm living for three years" he spat before he took his leave.

How?

You fell to your knees.

Everyone tells you to grow out of it and learn.

But,

No one tells you how it could be done.

And without an answer to HOW, you'll never get past this feeling.

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