Did you?
Your eyes widened and the lump was stuck in your throat.
"Huh?"
"I know you heard me," he turned you around to face him. He knew you were hiding something and he was eager to know about it too but once his doubt was confirmed only then he thought he'll ask you.
"And it's just a bath," he cupped your face. "I won't touch you....I'm just going to sit and watch....atleast I have that right?" He rubbed his thumb on your cheek and you just were trying to find a reason to create distance.
"Won't that be awkward?"
"You don't want me to join, you don't want me to be near you....you're running away from me leaving me all scared....believe me," his voice cracked. "It's aching me. It's painful for me to think that my wife is going away from me who never did let me come towards her.....how am I going t-to," he gulped tears forming in his eyes. "How am I going to stop you if you were never there? If you're already gone?" He licked his lips joining foreheads with you.
"Why...are you saying that?"
"Cuz it's obvious." He wiped his tear away. "Have you ever reciprocated me feelings? Have you ever loved me? Have you even ever touched me? You just run," he sniffed. "I know I understand your condition but.....think na," he looked into your eyes holding your hands. "Think how frustrated at times I get,"
"Jungkook I tried," his eyes narrowed at your grammar too.
Tried....
Tried.
He just observed you then..
"I tried alot to culminate myself but believe me, I get uncomfortable real fast,"
Jk slid his hands from your cheeks as he just now start to analyse your motion, your attitude, your demeanor.
"It's been four years to our marriage (Y/N). Have you never felt anything?"
You remained quiet as he stared into your eyes with hope of an answer but your quietness made him even more temperamental.
He sniffed, smiled and wiped his small tears before he asked,
"You want a burger?"
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It was night time and Jk was acting all cute to you. He even took out a movie for you to watch, he ordered you burgers and everything and now you were setting the curtains as you guys entered into your room.
"You had a nice time?"
"Oh yes I did," you informed. "Thankyou,"
The formality was also killing him.
"Why do you have to thank me every time?"
"You're forgetting that it was a rule created by you?" You sighed before sitting onto the bed.
"Hmm," he hummed and sat beside you. You looked at him with a smile and he passed you a smile too. Your heart picked up it's pace as Jk brought his face closer to yours that you clutched onto the bed sheet. You were lowkey missing Jimin and his touch. You just didn't want Jk to be near you. His head straight came to rest in your laps and you yelped before standing up,
"What-"
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Jk," tears erupted in your eyes. "I'm really sorry. Just don't..be mad,"
Jk felt bad but more so, he was confused. Tae's words weren't letting him relax either.
"(Y/N), why would I hurt you?"
You opened your eyes, gripping your fists and gulped as you looked at him who was harmless.
"I feel like you're hiding something from me," his lower jaw slightly moved to the side as he stared into your dowey eyes that were watery.
"W-why would I hide anything from you?"
"Maybe cuz you're," he shrugged. "...running away from me?"
"N-no...you're misunderstanding things,"
He smiled.
"Love?"
"Hmm?"
"Did you ever lie to me?"
"N-no,"
"And what's the thing that I hate the most?" He inquired and you looked at him, your motions becoming slow.
"C'mon you know it,"
"L-lies..." you pursed your lips.
"Exactly," he walked to you, making you lean against the dressing table and capturing your frame in between his arms. "Love," he smiled tracing his finger from your shoulder to your hand, staring into your eyes. "Have you ever lied to me?"
You got goosebumps.
You looked into his eyes and you saw a burning Jk beneath that warm smile of his. The fire in his eyes suddenly showed you Jimin and your heart picked up it's pace as he disappeared.
"No," came out more like a breath.
"Hmm...why would you even lie to me," he locked his fingers with yours and stared into your eyes before smiling again, widely.
"Tell me, do you love me?" He attached his lips to your hand.
You were fearing him again.
"Y-yes,"
He smiled.
"Do you want me?"
"Y-yes,"
"Have you ever taken your mask off in front of anyone rather than me?" He asked and you stared into his eyes. His eyes not leaving your sockets. He kissed the back of your hand, fingers still locked.
"Hmm?"
"N-no....no one outside this mansion has seen me but you,"
His gaze dropped to your chest that was running up and down, rapidly. Your shivering hand was explaining it all too.
"Aww," he chuckled. "That's so...." his smile dropped and his gaze darkened. "...sweet," he said through gritted teeth as he bent your hand and the bone-crushing sound was audible.
"A-ahhhh!" You screamed when Jk crushed your hand slightly. "Jk it hurts....Jk please please," you cried..."h-have mercy!"
"All lies," he jerked your body and you cried falling onto your knees as he released the grip from your palm. "You liar,"
"Aaahhhh~" you screamed holding onto your hand tightly. "LORDDD!"
"Liar! Liar! Liar!"
"Jk please! Please have mercy," you cried and he walked to the door and locked it. "No Jk..."
"Shut up!" He spat cluthing your jaw and making you look at him. "I loved you so much just so that you can lie to me?" He roared and you sobbed for mercy.
"All lies." He chuckled. "All white lies. You showed your face to that Jimin didn't you??"
"Jk my hand hurts. Please, I beg you!"
"My heart hurts!" He shook you before throwing you against the closet. Your back hit the closet but your warm tears were asking you to beg for him to just kill you.
"All this time! All this time I waited for you to consent to me. I was patient and understanding but YOU!" He roared running towards you, holding onto your forearms. "But you had to do this!"
"Jk Stop!" You pushed him away from you. "Can't you ever see that I'm being hurt! Don't you see that I feel miserable. Don't say a damn word about being patient and understanding Jk!" You cried heavily.
"Why you-" he moved to hold you but instead you were unaware and cause of fear you unintentionally slapped Jk.
You gasped loudly when you did that and your fingers printed on his cheek were visible. Oh-Owh.....trouble just woke up.
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