June 13th

Man, I don't know how to tell you this... Myrtle Beach is amazing! It's so calming to have this weekend away. I thought to myself as I was laying in bed not wanting to wake up Bella and Emmy,

I was so happy to have gone away for the weekend. But, I kept thinking about Blake. I was worried about his business meetings. I had hoped they had gone well. I haven't talked to him since I told him I had arrived. He just sent a thumbs up back. Very blunt.

Lawrence and Gregory have been keeping there distance but I still notice them everywhere I go. They are like guarding me but at afar. Which is good because I don't need them reporting back to Blake all the things I've been saying.

"Hey sleepyhead, you up?" Bella said as she gently knocked and walked in.

"Yeah, I am up." I said looking up from my notebook.

"Ohhh, you're writing in your diary." Bella giggled sitting down at the bottom of the bed.

"Yeah, I started writing in it a couple weeks ago and I am trying to become more consistent in writing it." I said.

"Oh cool beans. Em and I were gonna go to the spa wanna join?" She asked.

"Sure, I'd love to, lemme finished this real quick." I replied and I finished what I was writing.

Well I've gotta go, I'll write when I get back from the spa...

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Several hours later...

I feel like a brand new person! Spa days are THE best.

I got a really rejuvenating facial and a really relaxing back massage. The girls and I had so much fun.

It really got my mind off of Blake too, I don't know why I keep thinking about him. His lips upon mine. He was a really good kisser. I'll admit that. Ugh... I need to stop this. We are FAKE dating, I'm not supposed to develop feelings for him.

I miss him though.

"Hey Kate. You want to get pizza with us?" Emmy asked.

"Sure, let's get sausage." I suggested.

"Sounds okay to me." Emmy said. "I think Bells will agree too."

"Bella, you good with sausage?" Em asked her.

"Sausage, what?" She replied looking confused.

"Pizza."Em said.

"Yeah that works for me." She said. Emmy went and ordered it and had it set to delivery so we could eat it here then go for a sunset beach walk.

I put on a pale pink sundress and a pair of camel colored wedge heels.

Then I heard a vibrating noise. Must be my phone I thought to myself. I dug around in my purse and pulled it out. I had 6 missed calls from Blake. I swiped the green button to answer.

"Hello." I said.

"Kate, are you okay? Why the hell aren't you answering your phone? Why aren't you with Lawrence and Gregory?" He practically screamed.

"Blake, I'm okay, we must have some what bad service here." I lied. "Gregory and Lawrence are guarding our room and I just got done at the spa."

"You cared the crap out of me Kate. If you are planning on staying there longer you will have to check in with me every 2 hours. Okay?" He said.

"Come on, I can handle myself. Nothing is going to happen to me." I said angrily.

"Either you call every 2 hours or you come back to New York." He said.

"Fine, I will call you, but I am not happy about this."

"Good, talk to you in two hours, and if you're late I will have Lawrence and Gregory barge in." He warned.

"Okay, okay. Fine, I won't be late. Just please go." I said pretending to be still mad.

"Bye." I hung up.

I didn't want him to know I secretly missed him. You know how weird that would have been. I wonder how his business meetings went.

"Ooh you ok like you've just got off the phone with lover boy." Emmy cooed.

"Shut it Em." I warned and started giggling.

"You know Kate, he isn't as bad as you think." Bella said carrying the pizza in.

"Let's just eat." I said changing the subject. I get easily embarrassed about my personal love life. I don't even know why now because this isn't even real. I started gobbling down pizza, one slice turned to two, and two turn to three very quickly.

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BLAKE:

Why was I so protective over her? I wondered. I haven't been so over protective of anyone since Mira.

I called her and she seemed like she didn't want to talk to me. Is this all in my head? Does she not like me like I thought?

I spent the last few days golfing with the boys and every time they would bring up Kate, I would smile or something. They knew I was whipped. Was I though? I couldn't admit it to anyone because if I did the whole contract would be blown.

"Hey man, whats up?" Tyler said. I ignored him and kept deep into my thoughts.

"Blake?" He tried again.

"BLAKE!" He yelled.

"Huh, yeah." I said. acknowledging him this time.

"What's up? Are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah I am fine. I am going to go see mom now though." I said and walked away. I approached my mother office and hoped she was in there. I knocked.

"Come in." She responded.

"Hey honey, is everything okay?" She asked.

"Yes... No... I don't know." I hesitated.

"Do you want to talk about it?" She asked not pressuring me into it.

I sighed.

"It's about that girl isn't it?" She pressed lightly.

"How did you know?" I asked.

"Call it mothers intuition or the fact I haven't seen you so happy yet confused since Mira." She answered.

"Mom, I think I love her." I blurted.

"I know you do son. You need to tell her, let her know how you feel." She responded with a soft smile.

"It's not that easy mom. What if she doesn't feel the same?" I asked.

"I'm sure she does. I've seen the way she looks at you. She looks at you with admiration." She answered.

"Mom, I need to tell you something but you can't tell anyone outside of this room." I said. She nodded. "Kate and I are under contract to fake date for a year, we did it because Tyler said it was going to be the only way to get the media off of thinking I was either a playboy or gay."

My mom sighed.

"Dear, Tyler already told me. I knew before your contract was even signed. But, none the less, I mean it tell Kate you want a real relationship. You need to do it though befoe she feels as if there's no hope for you as a couple. Make her feel wanted, sow her how much you truly care and she will reciprocate." She advised.

Then my phone rang and my face lit up.

"You better not even think about doing this over the phone." She mumbled

"How, what?... How did you know." I asked.

"Your face lights up every time she says anything to you." She shrugged.

I smiled and answered the call.

"Two hours right on the dot. Not a minute late." I answered sarcastically. My mother glared and laughed to herself.

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