Caroline's POV

It's been a few weeks or a month may be, since me and Daniel got back together as a couple. As in "boyfriend-girlfriend" relationship. And I've been soo happy cause he has changed..... he changed to be a sweet, romantic, attentive Daniel. But now everything changed..... thinking about it makes me cry. I remember.. a month back may be... no... may be a week after we got together.. while he was still trying to win my forgiveness.. I even told him that..

"Cara.... baby.... where are you? I'm home.." he said in a sing-song voice. But I could feel that something was wrong just by his voice.

I quickly ran downstairs to see his face. I've been lonely these days since I've stopped working. Because he says that now that I'm his girlfriend I shouldn't work for him. First his explanation was that that it won't be good if I work cause he's already earning, he doesn't like to see me working.... but then when I started glaring at him he said.. 'oh it's fine.. you can work.. if you wish to..' he said with a sad voice.. So since that day I decided I won't work. Wait wait wait.. don't get me wrong. I mean I won't work for him. But I haven't found a job yet. I'm inexperienced and half of the people won't give me the job since I'm his girlfriend and if he gets pissed he'll ruin them.. uff!

As soon as he saw me he threw whatever he had in his hand on the sofa and picked me up and we were already inside our room. He actually was super fast today and I was already naked infront of him. He pushed me on the bed. I was lying with my stomach front. I didn't even have the time to relax or take a breath, he pulled my hair and entered me deep from behind. It feels deeper.. I can feel him...

But one thing I know is that..... it was not love-making. We just fucked. I could feels his cold self. It was pain and pleasure mixed. The Daniel I know never was so rough with me. Not even on our first night together. He waited for me to let go and released inside me.

Again, before I could take that in. He turned me around on the bed so that we were now face to face. He pulled both my legs onto his shoulder and came forward to bite my breasts. And suddenly he pushed inside me again. The pleasure was too much. He was too hard. And too rough. I felt like something tore inside me. I screamt but he didn't let go or stop. It's like he didn't hear me... I didn't try to complain until we finished, until he emptied all his juices inside of me. And then he pulled out, satisfied. He pulled out quickly making me hiss in pain and he was stroking his dick looking into my eyes. He turned down to look at his hand and his libido which had traces of blood and then he looked into me.......

I could see the look of shock in his eyes.. "Did'nt know I had another hymen huh?" I said laughing at myself. But it was paining. Surely laughing wasn't a good thing to do at the moment.

"Cara..... oh fuck! Stay here..." he said and quickly pulled on his boxers and ran into the washroom. He came back with a towel in hand. He cleaned me up with that warm wet towel.. but I wasn't finished with him yet.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?! What the hell happened? Why were you acting like that?" I asked him confused with myself as well. I didn't know if I asked the write questions. "What's bothering you? What's got you so worked up?" I asked.

"I did a mistake Cara.. something happened today.. and I feel so guilty. Not something. Everything was like a roller coaster today." He said with a tired expression.

"Tell me Daniel..... I know something really bad has happened!" I asked him.

"Just promise you'll hear me out completely without interrupting ok? Oh and no misinterpretations or no jumping into conclusions. Ok?" He asked and I nodded.
"I swear.. I didn't do anything. I had just finished with a meeting and I was sitting in my cabin when Natasha suddenly barged in and kissed me. I swear I had nothing to do with it. I didn't kiss her back. I pushed her off me. You can even see the CCTV footage. I didn't cheat on you.." he said continuously without taking a breath.

I did feel bad.. that she kissed MY Daniel. But it wasn't his fault as well. He didn't know she'd just barge in and kiss him! I swear I'd pull her hair if I could. I was still on the bed and didn't speak a word. I could see Daniel fidgeting for the FIRST time.

"Cara.... I love you. I was once cheated. So I know what you might be feeling. Please forgive me" he pleaded.

"Daniel! I'm not angry with you. I trust you. I know you would never cheat on me. Even though you have a Casanova image. I know what you are now.." I said holding the blanket upto my chest.

Daniel came and sat back next to me and said "Thanks" and kissed my forehead. I snuggled closer to him. I was happy that Daniel trusted me enough. He didn't lie to me or hide it from me. I smiled to myself and went into a deep peaceful sleep.

End of Flashback

But the problem starts here. That was the last time Daniel even came closer to me. He doesn't even sit close to me. He sleeps on the far end of the bed. He doesn't touch me.... Sometimes I doubt if he and Natasha got back together and that's why he's ignoring me? But no! Daniel would never do that to me. He loves me right? Or was it a joke for him. He doesn't even touch me by mistake. And before, he couldn't even stay a minute without touching me. Atleast he used to hold my hand and caress it without knowing himself. And now...... everything's falling apart. And it's just been a month or more? This can't go on like this.. I'll speak to him tonight.

I haven't been working.. and it's giving me a lot of time to think negative. I can't loose Daniel as well. You definitely can't forget your first love no matter what. But Daniel made me finally move on from him. I don't know of it was hate or love that I felt for Edward all these years. But with Daniel coming into my life I don't feel anything for him. Not even hatred. But I don't think I can handle if Daniel leaves me. I was already a mess when I left him that day. I might even die without him. Edward used to hit me, hate me only because I never let him to touch me. I never even let him kiss me. But he somehow found his pleasure in me, not by forcing me, but by hitting me. Is this the reason? Is Daniel staying away from me for the same reason? Has he lost interest in me? I wouldn't be shocked.. I did trust him. I do.... but what if my doubts were right? I've even decorated our bedroom with candles and rose petals. Surprises, gifts are all definitely not my thing... I don't know if it's upto his likes.

"CARA!" I heard him scream my name. He's home! I quickly ran downstairs. He was sitting on the sofa already waiting for me with a pleasant smile. "I have a surprise for you.. guess what happened?" He asked with a huge smile but I gave him a quizzical look.

"That day before leaving Greece I had gone to speak to Dad that morning.." he was expecting an answer but I was still confused and didn't reply so he continued happily. "Aaaand.. I told him what Natasha did to you near the pool. Dad was angry and he even wanted to cancel the merger that instant. But I didn't want him to take a decision without thinking because of me and later regret it. So the merger was still on. But after that day. I did my best... we could have cancelled it that day in Greece. But I regretted my suggestion to Dad. I was still working on how to cancel the merger. And mission accomplished!" He said brightly like a child.

"Wow! I didn't know you were busy with that... congratulations anyway" I said with a small smile. I know it didn't reach my eyes. Cause I was still thinking about something.

"Yeah.... you didn't. Because I did it all for you" he said again smiling. What's with him smiling so brightly today! Let's ruin the moment. I'm gonna ask him!

"Why? I know it's not that you actually care about me. Then why? Tell me." I demanded looking down.

"Be MINE, Caroline" he said. I always loved the way my name rolled on his tongue.

I saw him coming towards me as I took small steps backwards until my back hit the wall. I could see his face getting closer to mine to reach my lips.
But I quickly moved my face away when I looked back he was frowning with confusion. What am I doing. This is what I wanted right? And I wanted to fight? No. If he does touch me tonight. I'll let it go. I'll never ask him why. 'Why he ignored me?' But if he doesn't..... I don't know what I'll do myself.

He was still frowning and took a step back. What? I don't understand him. "I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have done that" he said rubbing his forehead.

That's it! What's wrong with him. I quickly ran into the bedroom. Obviously I forgot I had lighted our room with only candles. There's nothing left now.

"Carrr..... what is all this" he asked slowly. I turned back and he was still looking around the room.

I gave a chuckle and said "it doesn't matter anymore..." I told him bitterly.

"What? Cara? Answer me properly!" He said frustrated now. Yeah! That's exactly how I was feeling all these days. Frustrated! Or more like sexually frustrated!

"Look who's talking" I muttered silently but he still heard it and gave an impatient look of confusion. "Why won't you touch me Daniel?" I finally got the guts to ask him.

Suddenly his expression changed.. and he looked like a deer caught in the headlights. "I do..." he trailed off. It's not difficult to guess that he's lieing!

"Really Daniel? You expect me to believe that? Stop lieing" I said but stopped when I couldn't stop the tears. I was crying. But enough of crying, I can't be seen weak infront of him. I always cry. Not today atleast. I wiped my tears away and stood strongly infront of him.
"It's alright. You can tell me the truth.. I think I can handle it just fine. You have another girl? You finally got bored of me and you're back with Natasha or any other girl?" I asked seriously without a hint of expression on my face.

"CARA!" His voice boomed inside our entire house. "Where did you get such sick idea from?" He asked disgusted with what I said.

"Then why? You don't touch me, you don't even come closer to me. You don't hug me while I sleep." I said disappointed with him.

"Do you even hear yourself? Hug you while sleeping? Really? You're acting like a typical nagging girlfriend!" He screamed louder than me.

"Then what do you expect?! If I don't sleep with my boyfriend! Then what? You expect me to sleep with our neighbour?!" I asked sarcastically and that didn't go well with him.

"CAROLINE!" He screamt furiously, scaring me to death. I've never seen him like this. Tears were threatening to come out. And I didn't want to loose and cry infront of him. So I quickly ran into the other room and locked it behind me.

I hugged the pillow and cried my heart out. I felt like screaming and throwing things. And I did. I threw all the books, all the vases to the floor. Or I smashed it on the wall. I even broke the the large closet mirror.

"Cara...." again! Why has he come here now? I was write. He's an Arrogant Asshole! That actually seems like a good word for him. "Cara! CARA! What happened? Open the door!" He ordered. Huh!

"Just go away. Why do you care now?! Oh and if you're worried about your vases and room then don't worry I'll cover the expenses somehow!" I screamt through the door.

"Cara! Open the door! Or I already have the key, do you want me to open?!" He threatened me. He just threatened ME?

"Don't you dare open the door Daniel! I don't know what I'll do myself. You open the door I swear I'll jump from the balcany!" I said. I'm serious! No... I'm not serious. But yeah I am kind of serious.

"Ok ok.. no I won't. I won't open the door. Just don't do anything stupid. Please" he said. The nerve of this man! He indirectly called me stupid! But I kept quiet and didn't reply back.
I was standing in the middle of the room thinking about my life. How it changed just in five months.....

I suddenly felt my vision blurring. My head was aching. My legs gave out. And I felt immense pain spread through out my body. I finally fell on the floor hitting my head hard...... and then.. then.............

Daniel's POV

Mad girl! What's wrong with her. I had my reasons for not touching her. She says she'll jump from the balcony now! God! I waited standing next to the door. What if she really jumps? And she didn't even reply back.... but soon.... I heard a loud thud.

That's it! I'm going in......

Oh fuck! She was lieing on the floor with blood oozing out of her head. It didn't look deep. But I need to take her to the hospital. She's loosing her consciousness. Fuck! This is all beacuse of me! She's trying to keep her eyes open but finally closes her eyes. Shit shit shit! I quickly picked her bridal style and brought her all the way downstairs to my car. I quickly put her seatbelt on and left to the hospital.

The hospital was a bit crowdy today but Alex owns it. And the Doctors know me here. I immediately admitted Cara. They pushed me out of the room.. god! Why don't they let the family in?

Caroline's POV

I woke up in a bright room. There was light everywhere and people with white coats on. They look like Doctors. I look around myself...... it looks like a hospital. "Who are you all? And where am I?" I asked. And they suddenly had a scared expression on their faces.

"What was the last thing you remembered child?" I man almost in his 50s asked me. I touched my head and it was bandaged. And when I tried to think..... I was waiting for Daniel.... the merger got cancelled... we fought! Lol! I was throwing a tantrum. Which he deserved I thought bitterly.

"I remember. I collapsed in my room hitting my head on the floor" I said and they all heaved a sigh. All the other doctors went out and a nurse came in with papers in her hand.

"Thank God! Otherwise your husband would have killed us ma'am" the old man said smiling, who was not so old. He took the papers from the nurse and started reading it.... hmm... they are my reports I guess.

"Mrs. Rochester....." he called out to me. Now I know why Darcy used to say that when people call her with that name why0 she feels old. I looked upto him and he continued "I think you're perfectly fine. Well actually, it's common to faint at this time. But it's good that you actually came to the hospital, I'm not trying to scare you, and all is fine right now, but we need to do few tests to know that the baby is fine" he said with all seriousness.

Wait what?! "What what what what what? Did you jusy say baby?" I asked shocked.

"Yes Mrs. Rochester. I'm sorry I didn't know you didn't know. Anyways it's a very early stage. You're newly pregnant. But I think we need to check whether the baby is fine. And I think I'll let you to share the happy news with your husband yourself?" he said smiling and left.

Holy fuck! Fuck fuck fuck! Husband? My ass! What am I gonna say to Daniel!? He's gonna kill me! I know he wanted a baby at first. But now? He has obviously changed. He doesn't even desire me anymore. He's gonna hate me for this. He wouldn't have expected a baby at this time of his life. God! I can't imagine him with a baby and diapers. I'm gonna ruin his life. But it's not my mistake! He knew I was definitely not on the pill, he should have had the sense to wear a condom. I'll kill him if he tries to say or deny that it's not his baby or if he tries any such tactics. I touch my non existent bump and speak to my baby in our thoughts there's a baby in there. Like really? But I'm not sure yet. I can't believe the doctor's words. I would want him to conduct the test infront of my eyes and proove it to me. But Daniel? He'll never accept the baby. What if he doesn't want the baby and tries to kill me. Or what if he forces me to abort it. Remembering the way he screamt at me today.. I know it is very much possible. At the end, it's his decision. I will NOT abort this child or give it for adoption. And if that's the only option for me to stay with him then I rather not. I'll leave with my baby. But he could get angry like before if I try to tell him..... do I even have to tell him? He might hit me like Edward. He'd kill my baby......?

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So how are you all? I know it's been a loooong time. Actually the longest. I never took a week to update. But sorry I was busy with college, assignments, aaaand what do you call a dentist's hospital? I don't know and that's almost half an hour away from my house. It has been an extremely exhausting week!

SO WHAT DO YOU THINK IS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT? IS SHE GONNA LEAVE HIM?!

You all wanna know how I am? May be not. But I'll tell you anyways. Right now one line can define my life.
--->"Heights of ugliness wid Braces!"
Thank god! Atleast it's invisible but damn painful.

I feel like breaking my teeth and throwing it away. Ok ok.. bye guys.
I need to take my painkiller and I'll happily go sleep. So bye. I'm sorry but I'm a bit in a hurry to sleep ;-)

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