Endless torture.

My break is at night when I'm sleeping, but I don't get much time for that.

They know just how to torture me, they use the swords I recognized- Backbiter, Annabeth's cursed blade, Riptide which is my own sword. Sometimes they don't use blades I recognized, but they use poisoned daggers and stuff instead. Or whips.

They also call some of my "old friends" in to help, you know, the Minitour, Kelly, they make me fight aria and gain curses...

They show me memories of Zoë, Bianca, Beckendorf, Bob, Damasen, all of the friends I didn't save.

And Kronos used some of his time trick stuff to make it go faster and in less time.

They made my strengths my weaknesses and my worst fears, like water. They dump me in electrified water for a while. I don't think I ever want to touch water again.

It does hurt- they make it hurt worse every day. I just manage to hold in the screams so that they wouldn't gain the satisfaction of hearing it.

But then they found new forms of torture, they carved words into my skin, they would stretch me by my arms and legs until my shoulders dislocated, things like that.

When it finally hurt too much for me to hold in my screams, I still managed to hold them in, but for how much longer?

They made me fight some aria. But when I was about halfway through with them, I noticed a nicer-than-usual looking one.

"Who's curse are you?" I asked it.

Bob's, it said.

I knew I deserved whatever he wanted to happen to me. But then again, it looked nicer than the others. . .

Please, the aria said. I'm in agony! Please.

I killed it, and nothing happened.

Oooooookay.

I quickly killed the rest of them and got ready for the next torture.

They re-dislocated my shoulders over and over, and I held in my screams. And then-

Crack!

Yup, that was my mind. I'm finally insane. Yay.

I told Nico I might go insane. And look. Now I have.