I've been practicing at least, 4 times a day. No one knows but I downloaded that Sing it app, I sometimes forget to put my mask on and they recognize me.

The celebrities that I've sung with said they wish, they wish that people were as humble as me. I smh in doubt, they said my good and they would give me tips to get better.

Lately, I've been practicing and I was surprised Christina Aguilera was my partner. I couldn't breathe, It had taken me 30 minutes to tell her what song. She told me, that this song was her favorite out of all her songs. I told her before BTS, I would only listen to her and this song as well.

She said I did a great job, I asked her she would like to go to our performance. It would bring me a great honor if she did. She wouldn't be the only celebrity there, she gave me two tips "Breathe & Smile".

[Time skip to May 1st]

I had invited the following: My parents, My Brother, Manager PD-Nim Oppa. Of course, my boys would be there and got7. I took the extra precautions and had heavy armed security. We never did find GOT7's Security Guards, but hey that's not my problem.

But Manager Oppa was able to get them more security guards. I laughed when he yelled at them, I pointed and teased. I can hear Yugyeom's brother saying he was going to win, I just sat there with a sad pout.

I told Mikey just wait, people always everything is impossible. I have faith in myself, hope for my future & all of my family here. I was ready, but will they be?

Manager Oppa said 1 song in Korean, 1 song in English, I scoffed can I do 2 songs in Korean? Ne, be my guest, I hope you know what you're doing Nani.

I always know what I'm doing, plus after this, we have 1 more day to practice then our by concert. After that, I wish to take everyone who participated in it to Magic Mountain.

We need some fun, after all our hard work. Yugyeom Oppa you first since you are older, I stuck out my tongue. My boys crowded around me, you go! I'm not ready yet!

Fine, But if you quit, you have to wash my car. Deal!

I walked up to the stage I took off my jacket and started to wait for the music to start, I blew a breathe out. Everyone wasn't ready for it.

https://youtu.be/Ej7euJ28mXs

I continued on to the 2nd song In Korean:

https://youtu.be/gzoGKJPN6nE

I took a big breath, I hope this works well. I took my hat off hand messed with my hair, This Is My Voice and I'm Proud.

https://youtu.be/Qr0-WEQnmPs

I bowed and all I heard was I FUCKING QUIT! I looked up and all of got7 to see them on their knees. My parents and brother ran to me with tears in their eyes, they were so happy that all this time I've been working on myself.

Not just for what I started but for girls and women to have more hope, that they could make the IMPOSSIBLE, POSSIBLE.

I sat at the edge of the stage, Manager Oppa. Just stood their jaw to the floor, I had Mikey and boys give him a chair and some water. I was ready, to show them that it was thanks to 2 people that I found my voice and I'd never ever forget that.

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