I woke up to hear a nice voice, I smile slowly. I blink my eyes slowly to adjust to the light, I look to my right to see Jungkook & RM Oppa's singing. I slowly raise my bed into a half sitting position, I open my mouth to say something.

A small squeak comes out, I giggle a little bit. They both run to me after they each hugged me. RM Oppa ran out to call the others, I see Yoon-gi & Jimin Oppa come thru the door first followed my Tae-Tae. I smiled and waved, they come towards the bed.

In came Appa(PD-Nim), Jhope, Jin and my boys. Yoongi and Jimin, hug me a lot longer than normal. Which obviously angered Tae, but I grabbed his hand and told them its fine that he shouldn't worry. He yanked his hand from me and raised his hand, A body jumped over me.

It was jungkook, "Hyung you would hit her?" Why, would you she did nothing wrong! Blame Yoon-gi hyung, don't blame her! Get out!! I told everyone, I can't do this anymore. I'm leaving as soon as I'm better. They all left, everyone glaring at Tae, I crossed my arms and leaned back. I knew why he was mad, I heard Jungkook & RM talking about it. That's why I woke up, they tried to play it off my singing that sweet sounding song.

Am I really leaving? NO! Did I really mean it? YES! Are me and Tae over? I Don't Know. Do I have feelings for someone else? Yes, but I wouldn't do that to them. I texted Appa to come back, he came in the room. I told him to go to my house and pack my clothes. Whatever he doesn't pack I'll just buy it, I need space.

I need to be away from them, I need to think. I want him to make it as I disappeared, but in fact, I'll be staying with him. In his guest house, Away from the boys and everyone else. I need to think of my future, he tells me to become an Idol. I told him no, there's no way in hell I'd do it.

I told him, I'd rather be a choreographer for the rest of my life. He then offered me a job at his company, I told him no. I think it is best if I worked somewhere else, not at bighit or anywhere where I had friends.

I wanted to start from the bottom like the song "Started from the Bottom now we here!" It was the only way, I would stay in Seoul. He gave me a nod, he hugged me and left the room. I closed my eyes to get more rest, I wanted my own life where no one would judge me.

But now everyone knows who I am, it was time to change me. Appa came with the hair dye, I told him no visitors. Tell it was doctors orders, I can't be around them right now.



The boys were nowhere to be seen, I was glad it was only Appa & me. He had his driver take me home, while he went to my house to tell them. The story would be I snuck away when visiting hours were over, I needed a real break and time to heal.

I heard Tae was dating someone from Red Velvet, Appa said it was to get them their more. Did I care? NO! Did it hurt? 💯%, yes! It ripped my heart to pieces. I was at home when I heard a knock at the door, I didn't answer Appa usually texted when it was him.

I ignored it when my phone went off, shit! I looked down to see Yoon-gi Oppa is calling! I clicked ignore when I turned around to look outside, Yoon-gi looked dead at me. I put my head down, I owned the door and yanked him in. I went to sit down when he said he had 2 more people. In came Jimin & Jungkook. They crossed their arms and waited for my explanation

How'd you know?
PD-Nim said he had to bring lunch home to his daughter! Last time we checked he didn't have a daughter.
What now? Are you going to rat me out?
Why, did you leave? Why not tell us three at least?
Too much pressure, I do T like being called useless. Because somehow someway Jimin would let it slip to Tae, Jimin looked hurt. Do you keep secrets from him, Jimin?
No, but when it comes to you I'd take it too my grave. We all would especially us three. You should have trusted us, we would do anything for you.

I know, Miahne please forgive me, I didn't know what else to do!

Of course, we forgive you, we heard from PD Nim that your working at a company? Which one?

Yep, nope I'm not telling you! So you guys could harass me at work no thanks.

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