When the van pulled up to the Dominos about 20 minuets away from the field. Ryan couldn't thank god enough. Beth kept snuggling up to him and trying to kiss him.

Harlow on the other hand was talking to another member of the team: Mario. He seemed to be flirting with her, however he didn't think Brendon noticed. Brendon had his arm around her shoulders but was spacing out the window.

"Ok everyone out!" Jack yelled at everyone in the van. Harlow laughed, not giggled, laughed and got out of the van first. Jumping down and started running towards the door. Brendon jumped out right after her and ran up behind her. He jumped on her and hugged her from behind.

Ryan sighed and slowly climbed out of van wondering what it would be like if he had Brendon to himself.

"Babe!" Ryan rolled his eyes as Beth leapt down from the van right into Ryan. He stumbled backwards but caught himself by grabbing onto Beth's arm. "Geez, get some meat on you." She mumbled out of the corner of her mouth.

"Yeah I need to get some meat on me." Ryan muttered under his breath hoping she didn't hear him.

"What are you saying?" She snapped back and put her arms on her boney hips.

"You think I'm skinny?" Ryan asked pointing a finger at his chest.

"Yes! If you couldn't catch a 90 pound girl, then yes!" Beth crossed her arms over her chest. "And I'm average." Ryan closed his eyes cringing with the word 'average'. The doctors had always used that to describe him. And it always made him feel like he was just another person.

"90 pounds for a 16 year old isn't 'average'. I was 90 pounds when I was in 4th grade. And that's when I could finally ride in the front seat." Is what Ryan would have said if he didn't want to drop the conversation.

Ryan just threw his hands up quickly as an 'I surrender' and walked inside. Only to want to walk right back up or slap someone out of jealousy.

Brendon was smiling and kissing Harlow's nose. Harlow was blushing and leaning into him telling him something.

"Ryan! Take a seat." Brendon jumped up a little and patted the seat next to him.

"Thanks, I think Bethany would like to sit next to me though." Beth sighed rolling her eyes and sat next to me.

Neither of us had ever said I love you. And they've been dating for almost 2 years now. And Ryan hates it. He's gay! He's gay! He likes boys! He doesn't like girls. And he doesn't want to be dating her. She's never been nice to him, so Ryan returns the favor. He wishes Brendon was gay, or bi, or pan. But he's straight. The only reason Ryan hasn't broken up with her is that his parents would kill him if they knew he were gay.

"They asked what of pizza you want." Ryan was brought back by Brendon leaning in and whispering in his ear.

"O-oh. Cheese."

"I'll share that with him." Ryan blushed when Brendon flashed him a smile once the waiter walked away.

"He was hot." Gerard smirked from across the table.

"Oh shut up! All you ever do is flirt with waiters! He's so short! And I bet you can't get him to go out with you!" Ryan rolled his eyes at Pete and Gerard's conversation.

"Wanna bet?"

"Shut it guys!" Brendon whispered putting his hands across the table as if that was going to stop anything.

"Sorry."

"Sorry." Both of them mumbled. Ryan smiled and leaned back. Maybe this could be comfortable. The sun had set, it was dark out now, and it felt nice.

That's when Beth leaned into his side. Ryan sighed loudly and tried to turn away from her.

He got a glimpse of Harlow and Brendon, cuddled up to each other but both having separate conversations with different people. Harlow talking to Mario and Brendon talking to Gerard.

Ryan sighed and realized he got stuck with Beth. And not Brendon.

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A/N
So much positive feedback thank you💕💕
I wore a dress tonight bc we went to a fancy dinner and there was white table cloth and I spilled my ketchup on it and then covered it with my napkin and I stuffed so many crackers in my frens purse lol I can't even eat them
Also we saw a dog walking when we were going home and when we got out of the car to make sure it wasn't lost I got a really bad feeling and once we got home I started crying bc idk it was really creepy and the dog disappeared like out of nowhere
And I'm wearing mascara and so I'm pretty sure it's running down my face
And I'm working on updating meaningless so yay
•Song Suggestion•: Joyriding by frnk iero and the celebration
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~