I am going to use a scene from Black Butler(you will catch up there with the picture),but with a little changes to it, so this scene was created by Yana Toboso,Enjoy!

Through the years, being in the Tower, I was finally let out by them.They were hosting a ball in my honor in my so called 'recovery'. When I went to the ball ,I wore a beautiful long victorian dress

After they announced myprescence and they went straight way to their wives.I actually got along quite well with them before the ball commenced that night.

But,once they got to their wives,I saw the way they looked at their spouse's with so much: Love,Compassion, Gentleness, all the things that I tried to gain from them when I was human,even when I was living in that wretched Tower,I tried to seeif they would look at me with so much Love.

But,I never could break the barrier that they held for their wives.Not even for a second.

I  grew envious of them for they capture bu their hearts and not I.Although,I met someone, a man, he took interest in me,immediately ,once I was announced to the guests.

Through him, I finally got what I wanted from them. Love.

A year later, I got married to him and eventually became pregnant, but the man,I just learned to love,became ill with Endzeit.Three days later,he died.

The Next Tragedy, was in my 4th week of pregnancy, I had a miscarriage, but it didn't stop there,after my trip to the doctors, I ended up gettinginto a car crash.

I  ended up in the hospital again. They said that they had to take out my uterus, since it was the only way to save my life and it was torn to shreds by  glass imbeddding itself deep into my stomach.

They ended up visiting me along with their wives and children. I realized that I  had no one else to love me.I was eventually let out of the hospital, and sent back home,well, what they called home.

My depression gotten worse seeing them spend time with their families ,but me, I was all alone on the sidelines in that home.

Then,I started going to parties to make them think that I was alright, even though ,I wasn't at all.

I went to those parties or souŕees,in the same color dresses and thus, I got titled as "Lady of Ebony".To each party , I wore black,the same color of my heart that sunk so low,in order to find love.

I  would catch the attention of men all over the ballroom,but betrayal struck that night.

I saw the wives grow green with envy of me getting all attention 8f the men,but even when I was not wearing my best dress.

Why..

Why..

Why,are you being so idiotic and why  get jealous of me,when you have on what I could never gain?

Why..

Why do it, they love you and your willing to look upon another man and not have a second thought about on what you already HAVE ,that I can not?!

Why...