Why??? If my mother WAS ready, I probably wouldn't be in this horrible life! When I was born, I just had my mother, as family. She was still in college, when she had me. But now, I'm all alone! My mother had always focused on her work, but she was always busy, and never thought about having a child. When my mother found out about me, she wasn't ready. She was always busy, and she had never dated, or even met a man that she thought was the "man of her dreams".
When I came into my mother's life, she was happy that she had me, but she didn't earn a lot of money, and couldn't afford to pay for two people. So, my mother gave me up, to her older sister. Her sister never met the "man of her dreams", herself. She didn't even have children, but she had always wanted children.
When I was about to turn 5 years old, and was about to go to elementary school, my aunt told me this story. She didn't want to tell me too late, because I had always questioned if my aunt was my real mother. She looked kind of like me, but everything else wasn't exactly the same. I never saw my mother, but there is a reason why my mother named me Joy. My mother was happy to have a child.. But she wasn't ready.. Now, I'm all alone.. In Seattle.. My aunt took care of me, until I was 8 years old. She died in a car crash, while she was in an Uber, on her way back home. Where am I in Seattle? I'm now in an orphanage, with no hope for a new family. I've been in this horrific place, for 4 years now. I'm 12 years old now. I watched a lot of movies with girls in an orphanage, and usually the oldest girls NEVER GET ADOPTED. Please DON'T ask me why my mother never tried to find me, ONCE! I have to go, the owner of this orphanage is coming, WISH ME LUCK!

Sorry that this isn't long, I'll try to make the chapter longer next time.