(Keep in mind I started writing this when I was 12, bare with me okay? My writing DOES get better in further chapters)

My name is Skylar Treko but people call me Sky, I am 12 years old. It's some random time in October in 2018. Many people have told me 7th grade is probably going to be the worst year of middle school but I wasn't sure that it was true until now.

I picked up my backpack and swung it around my shoulder as I walked out to the bus, getting on and finding my way to the middle and sitting next to my best friend Terry. We had a new bus driver this year so we had a new route and my old friend Owen, that was now in 6th grade is on my bus!

We hadn't seen each other for a year so it was a great surprise. The ride was long and dark, I ended up falling asleep for a little and woke up after my friend Terry patted me on the back.

The moment we walked into the school I instantly wanted to hide and try not to run into my ex-best friend.

Terry and I decided it was a good idea to go to the library and check out some new books. When we went into the library I felt a cold breeze of air flood around me, it felt amazing. Terry darted to the middle isle and happily laughed. "Finally they have the last book!! I've been waiting for a month!" he whispered to me as my glance went from him to across the room at her... Paisley, aka The Demon, was my closest friend and now a mortal enemy.

She gave me a look as she started to walk toward the exit and my heart sank when I noticed one of her friends walked up to me and said "Paisley doesn't want to be your damn friend anymore, she also wants you to un-follow her on social media and stop looking at her like that in the hallway, Dyke."

Inside I felt my heart shatter into thousands of pieces, Terry caught my eyes and nodded opening his arms for a hug. "O-okay s-sure... Just tell her I'll be there i-if she ever needs me" I stuttered while resting in Terry's arms.

She left and Terry started hugging tighter "Sky... I am so so sorry this is happening if you want to talk I am here for you." Just as he said that the one minute bell rung "Crap, I hate to leave you right now but we gotta get to class" he said already out the door. I waved goodbye as I started to dart back to my class.

Instead of actually going to class I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror "Why am I so stupid?! We have been friends for 4 years and I knew this would happen! UGH, my stupid heart always gets into the way, why do I have to like girls and not boys!!" I shouted, not caring about if anybody heard me.

Tears full of mascara sprinted down my face faster than lightning and pooled under my bloody red eyes, it was my first time losing a friend who meant everything to me.

The whole world became blurry when I started to sink down to the floor, not being able to breathe enough since I was crying so hard. I kept trying to breathe and calm down but the tears just wouldn't stop... My thoughts went to the three new friends I had.

Slowly, my tears stopped and I could breathe normally once again. Rylie, Ameria, and Megan were my three friends I made at the beginning of the year, although Megan and I were just starting to become friends.

I drew a blade from my pocket and ran in across my skin before sinking it down.

A dark trickle of blood came out and made my arm sting.. "Fuck..." I murmured. I didn't stop at one though.. I kept going... watching the blood stain my sleeves each time and my hand start shaking lots more.

Before I knew it the bell had rung and it was now 2nd Hour, quickly I splashed water onto my makeup smeared face and walked out.

The rest of the day went slower than a snail, Ameria kept asking me what happened and why I wasn't at 1st hour so I explained the story as tears filled my eyes and She gave me a big ol' bear hug after I finished. "Sorry Skylar, I know how it feels to be in that situation too" she whispered to me before we left the lockers on our way to 6th hour.

I walked so slow to my class, tuned out from what anyone was saying, my stomach roared since I had not eaten anything since yesterday at lunch... I was slowly starving myself...

"Why can't this day just be over already" I thought while sitting at my desk our teacher announced, "Today we will be starting your stories on an experience you've had in the past, it can be good, bad, neutral, or anything you want just remember there needs to be dialogue." I sighed and decided I'd write about what had happened today and just like that the bell rang.

Once I packed up and hopped on the bus I sat by Terry and cried softly in his arms. "Shh shh it's okay Sky, you are okay I'm here." He kept saying until I calmed down. Owen also comforted me even though he didn't know what had gone down.

I looked up and realized it was my stop so I got up and waved to my friends and slowly walked down the long aisle and down the steep steps into the storm of frigid rain outside.

Just as I thought the day couldn't get worse, my brother wasn't home and the doors were all locked. I began to cry again since I had to wait until 6 pm for anybody to be home. So instead of waiting outside, I walked in the rain with my hood down, starving, cold, and heartbroken. I had nobody to talk to, nowhere to go, no source of heat, and nothing to eat.

( Yes I am leaving the chapter like that XD, guess you'll have to keep reading to see if Skylar is alright. Also this, unfortunately, a true story soo, it does help that ya'll support me! :/ )