(warning for the end of this chapter, it's extremely cringey)

It 's December 31st, 2019, at 11:00 PM. Terry and I were having a New Years Party and had been eating Little Ceasers for the past hour.

"I can't get enough of this cheese pizza" he explained to me. "Yeah me t-" I started choking on a stringy piece of cheese, being embarrassing is my best quality if you ask me.

While eating our pizza we were watching Peppa Pig, honestly, the cartoon logic of little kid shows is hilarious! Eventually, we were laughing our asses off from a meme. 

At around 11:45 we went upstairs to my room "Sky, thanks for inviting me, this has been awesome!!" he whispered. I giggled, "No problem Terro!" "SKYYYY YOU KNOW I HATE THAT NAME" he chuckled.

Suddenly my mom screamed up the stairs "Kids get down here and watch the ball drop!" We rushed down as fast as we could, without even turning on the light so I tripped on the middle step. "5,4,3,2,1"

"Happy New Year!!!!" I and Terry screamed and said cheers while devouring our red velvet cake with some grape sparkling wine. It was now officially 2019, a new year with hopefully less stress and drama. 

~~~~Later in January~~~~ ( this chapter(s) is about a before the dream/dream so I'll be using these for characters: and these for action/setting " these for thoughts <>)

/Dream One/

<Megan... She's my straight best friend. She's super funny, nice, and the greatest friend I've had for a long time. But I also thought she is pretty. When I think about these things I knew it wasn't just a random thought, it was serious and I meant it. If I ever said anything I feel like I'll lose her like I lost Paisley> 

"Slowly Sky fell into a deep sleep where she began dreaming about it, the two girls were hanging out downtown after school, at the dam"

Sky: Ah it's so nice out! The mist feels so great!

Megan: Yeah it does actually... 

"few minutes of silence and then somebody knocks into Sky who then accidentally knocks into Megan" 

Unknown: Uh sorry!

Sky: You okay Megan? "she grabbed Megan's hand and helped her up, ignoring the random guy"

Megan: Yeah, I'm alright. "She got pushed by the same guy into Sky which made Sky fall behind the railing"

Sky: AHHH HOLY SHIT BISCUITS HELP ME!! "She screamed while holding on to the ledge" (lmao)

Megan: I got you!! "Megan pulled her up and karate kicked the guy"

Sky: Thanks for saving me "She was blushing and Megan noticed it"

Megan: Yeah uh no problem. Can I ask you a question? 

Sky: Yeah, ask away!

Megan: Do you like me? Please answer honestly

Sky: Yeah... I do

Megan: WHAT! I can't be friends with some creep, that's- ugh so weird! "Megan slaps Sky and runs off"

Sky: N-no Meg w-wait... I-I UGH ITS A-ALWAYS MY F-FAULT! "She falls to her knees, causing it to shred the skin and bleed, balling her eyes out with mascara everywhere"

Sky: I-i love- why do I even c-care I knew t-this would h-happen. I can't love anyone without getting heartbroken. Now I've lost her, and she was literally the GREATEST friend I've had for so long. She cared about me, more than my other friends, and I could feel it and I'm sure she felt it too.

/The dreams end and Sky wakes up crying her eyes out/

"I-I can't do this a-anymore, I've g-gotta l-let go" I whispered to myself.

(yes I'm leaving this awkward chapter like that because I'm not a skilled writer XD and obviously this dream would never be realistic)