(These types of chapters are going to be about daydreams/dreams that I have been having. Dont worry I'll be updating to the normal story too!! Also this dream is from the beginning of December in 2019)

(This is a break chapter. I will be adding these in every nkw and then. I have finished 5 new chapters that I will be posting each one a day as I work on more! :P )

I woke up at the sound of my dog barking, it was 9 am which probably meant the cat from across the street was walking into our driveway to eat the food I put out for it. Or she was just barking at literally a car passing by. I got up and stood in front of my mirror looking at my messed up hair and laughed softly, "I wonder how it even gets like this..." I then walked over to my closet and took out my new black and yellow Billie Eilish hoodie and some grey sweatpants, quickly getting dressed. I then went into the bathroom and combed out the knots in my hair.

"Ow my hair is short so how do I even get knots this bad!" I put down the brush and picked up my blue hairspray can, spraying another coat so my blue streak was brighter and easier to see. Then I put on some black mascara, walked downstairs, and sat on the big couch while eating a peach. Later on at 11 am, I told my brother I was going to the park so I packed my bag with water and a few snacks. While opening the garage door I put on my Bluetooth headphones and started listening to some Billie Eilish.

I got onto the cold seat up my bike and started to pedal out of the driveway, my gears jerking a little as I did. Well they were only jerking because the gears always adjust but it wasn't anything I worried about.

The wind blew through my brunette locks as I pedaled down the street eventually making it to see nobody at the park. Perfect. I could let my emotions out without anyone knowing...

"We fall apart as it gets dark.. I'm in your arms in Central Park.. There's nothing you could do or say- I can't escape the way, I love you... I don't want to, but I love you!!" I sang along softly to "i love you" while a few warm tears started to roll off my face and onto my hoodie. I sat alone on the park bench by the playground, letting all of my feelings just slowly spill out while singing.

Though soon enough I heard a soft feminine voice from behind me, "You sing very well! It almost sounds like you have a connection with the song or you are singing like the song is meant for somebody..." Hmm well it was definitely a girl who was talking to me.

I glanced behind my shoulder at the girl and my heart got a weird feeling. She had a ripped plaid jacket on, a white shirt, and some black jeans. I started to talk as I stood up and turned around, "Thank y-" was all I managed to say before we were both crying in each other's arms...

I was so overwhelmed with happiness and just hugged her so tight as I cried. Who is this girl, how do you know her? That's what you are wondering I bet... After all the times I cried missing this girl, having a clear memory of who she was. Yet it had been so long that I didn't recognize her until we looked into each others eye.

Robin... I couldn't believe it was really her...

All of the sudden everything went black as I felt myself being shook. My ears started to ring and all I could hear was muffled speaking. My hearing cleared and I opened my eyes to a very scared mom. "Skyie.. You were crying in your sleep again.."

And yet I cry over something I'll never have...