1 month later...

Jimin attend her class as usual, accompanied by her bestfriend Aeri. Sometimes they would meet Ningning if their class time didn't calshing with each other. Why not? All of them are friends now.

Aeri sipping her tea quietly while Ningning walk away to take their order at the counter. While Jimin stirring the straw of her drink, full of thoughts inside her head.

"Thinking of Minjeong again?", Aeri asked with her little smirk on the face. Jimin sighing heavily while still continuing her activity; playing with the straw.

"Call her then", Aeri said and Jimin sighing again.

"She said she'll be busy until 5. I don't know what should I do....", Jimin pouted, and Aeri couldn't help but to facepalming herself with Jimin's facts.

It's already 4 now.

"Gosh, Jimin! You need to only wait for one hour! Be patient girl~", Aeri scoffs.

It's been 1 month since Jimin and Minjeong dating and so far, it was good. The only difficulties they have is their long distance relationship. Jimin is in Seoul, while Minjeong is in Busan.

Jimin still staring blankly at her drinks, and it feels like life without Minjeong presence sure is hard. But thanks to relationship they have right now, Jimin could feel that she getting better.

"Are you going to the hospital alone later?", Ningning asked just to make sure. It's because this was the day where Jimin need to meet her therapist and the only free time the therapist have for today is at 7 in the night.

Jimin nodded her head as her answer, then finally taking her first sip of her drink. Why does it taste a bit bland? An orange juice shouldn't taste this bland. It should be sweet as honey--- I mean... as orange!

"Even my tastebuds goes wrong when Minjeong wasn't here...", Jimin sighing for the thousand times and her two friends couldn't help to sigh in unison. Even though Jimin got better for her depression and trauma, she ain't get better from missing Minjeong all day.

"You're frustrating me Yu Jimin", Aeri sigh and finally stand up from her seat, followed by Ning who was just right next to her.

"Where did you guys wanna go?", Jimin asked.

"You don't remember?", Aeri asked in disbelief.

"Remember what??", Jimin just scratching her neck in confusion. She had no idea what Aeri was talking about right now.

"Gosh, Yu Jimin. You're really frustrating me!", Aeri scoffs.

"What? What did I forgot?"

"It's Ning and I first date, Jimin. Our first date! Don't you remember that I confessed to her this morning? Goshhh Yu Jimin. You were just right next to me when its happen!", Aeri growl in desbelief again.

"I guess Jimin eonni thinking about Minjeong all day long was the reason why she forgot that~", Ning continued her 'now girlfriend' frustration explanation.

"That's the reason why you need to go to the hospital alone today. Remember now?", Aeri gave Jimin a look on her face and Jimin finally remembered the reason why. She smirked slyly whith her smile and waving her hands a goodbye to both of 'em.

"Ah yeah~ sorry sorry. Enjoy your date then. Make sure to treat Ningning well, Aeri!"

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Jimin take her seat across her therapist. As usual, her therapist greets her with his smile and handshake. Later, he pulled out a paper and pen from the drawer and writing something on it that Jimin don't even know about.

"You called your girlfriend today?", he asked and Jimin sighing heavily after hearing his question.

"I did. But it only last for 2 minutes because she needs to go as the customer was overloading the store at that moment..."

Jimin facing her head down. It was a sad fact. A really sad fact. Knowing how much her hearts now desperately needing Minjeong in her life, but at the same time need to understand how busy Minjeong is, it's a pain in the heart.

"How long has it been again? 1 month?", the therapist asked with his little smile. Jimin only nodded her head weakly as her answer.

"Are you happy with your realtionship?", he continued.

"I am happy, but somehow... it's a bit hard..."

"So your girlfriend was a bad person I see---"

"What made you think Minjeong was a bad person!", suddenly Jimin slamming the therapist table hard with her palm in angry, and that's definitely made the mid 40 man startled. But he was intended to do that anyway, to analyse Jimin's behaviour.

"But you said your realtionship was kinda hard just now?", he asked while slightly tilting his head.

"It did because she was busy with her work and study. But, Minjeong wasn't a bad person! She's never being a bad person! She was really a nice person even from the start. How dare you talk sick about Minjeong like that!", Jimin keep getting angry as her therapist keep getting startled with her words.

"Jimin-sshi, what I meant is that---"

"If it wasn't because of Minjeong, I already died long time ago. Minjeong was the one who teach me how beautiful patience and love is. Minjeong was the one who teach me how not to give up in every single day of my life. Without Minjeong, I don't know how should I live anymore!"

Jimim paused after saying all those long things about how she treasured Minjeong now. The doctor gave his final little smile before wrote things on the paper again. He put the pen down and starts tyoing something on the computer right next to him.

"You did getting better Jimin-sshi~", he giggled a little bit before giving Jimin a look. Jimin who was confused by the sudden statement couldn't help from stop being angry and taking her seat again.

"What do you mean by that...", Jimin asked.

"No signs of triggering like you did in the early stage of your PTSD, no sudden screams or wailing. The only thing left was your longing for this Kim Minjeong", he asnwered.

He was right. Jimin in the early stage of her sexual abuse trauma was horrible. She was so damn afraid of men. Any kind of men, including the therapist himself. She screams everytime a man approaches her. But now she could face mens without shouting first and for certain men, she coyld talk to 'em. But sometimes meeting men make her shivers. She couldn't help it. That's how her body will automatically react.

"Kim Minjeong really helps you a lot~", the therapist answered.

"and I need her for my life....", Jimin continued the therapist words,  not until the doors behind Jimin suddenly opened, revealing the sudden appearance of her girlfriend with two big luggage in her hands, and the happy smile on her face.

"M-Minjeong..."

"Hi love~"

Jimin in no time stand up from her seat and crushed her body into her girlfriend embrace tightly. Gosh, she missed Minjeong's presence a lot.

"Welcome, Minjeong-sshi", the doctor smile calmly as he knows this was the plan from the start.

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Stepping outside from the therapy room, Jimin held Minjeong's hands tight with her own while eye was glued into Minjeong. Only god knows how much Jimin miss and love this girl infront of her right now.

"What make you come here? Didn't you have work? Also, what's with the luggages?"

Minjeong hugged Jimin into her embrace gently, stalking her hair soft and Jimin digging her face in Minjeong's neck in reflex.

"Ning told me to come here. Also about work, I quit"

"You what??", Jimin pulled her face to look onto Minjeong's. Minjeong quitted?

"I quit, both work and studies. I don't think I want to continue with my studies anymore~", Minjeong smiled as she fix Jimin's hair with her fingers.

"Then..."

"Then...?"

"You come here for what?"

Minjeong pulled Jimin again into her embrace, and its time to explain everything to Jimin. What she felt after 1 month Jimin came back to her, asking her to be her girlfriend.

"It's all strart since that day..."

"The day where you came to me..."

"The day where you kissed me..."

"I was wondering since then, did I hurt you for the months because of my stupid selfishness? I guess I did at how bad you said you missed me that day. Since that day, I couldn't help myself anymore. I don't want to look at you from far away anymore, like I used to for years, since high school".

"I want to look at you close to me every single day where I can make sure that you were alright and were cared by others"

"I quit my studies and work, because I want to be with you eonni..."

"I can find other work later, but from now on..."

"Let's live together~", Minjeong smiled and it succeed leaving Jimin in stun without saying a single word. Maybe the proposal was too much, but Jimin know this is it. This is what she need the most right now.

Minjeong's presence.

Jimin suddenly pulled Minjeong's face into a deep kiss, and she couldn't help from being teary of it. From the start, it was all Minjeong. It was all Minjeong.

In that high dark skies, decorated with various stars who having crush on Jimin all this years, who knows that Minjeong, a mystery piece of stardust deep in the sky was also there, watching her all along.

"It's always you...", Jimin break the kiss while their face still inches aparts.

"From the start it always you, who cares for me...", Jimin continued and Minjeong letting out a tiny smile on her beautiful face.

"It's because I love you, from the start 'till the end", she answered.

"Thank you, for not giving up, and for always watching for me"

Like how stardust was even exists before a star appeared, that's how Minjeong fell in love with her before Jimin even learnt what is love. Thus, Minjeong, her beautifullest stardust will always be there, watching her every single day.

"I love you too, Minjeong"

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THE END

idk what kind of bullshit am i writing....ㅠㅠ
let's move on and make a better fanfic ㅠㅠ