I really didn't want it to come to this, but I feel I owe you all an explanation.

So I'm putting the story on hold, because I've been so stressed out these days that I haven't had much time/drive to write a whole lot.

And every time I get a comments like

"please update"

"Can't wait for next chapter"

"Update soon"

It breaks my heart a little because I feel as if I'm letting you all down. As encouraging as it can be to receive those comments, it can also feel like a lot of pressure for me.

But that probably had more to do with the state of my mental health more than anything, which is another big reason why I haven't felt up to writing. This is why I feel it's the fairest thing for both you and I, to be honest with you, and let you all know what's going on, so that no one's hanging around waiting, when I really don't know when the next update will be.

All this said, I want to assure you all that I WILL continue to push myself to work on this, because I really do love this book and can still picture where I want it to go.

I've also decided I want to finish writing the whole thing before I publish any more, to avoid getting stuck in another funk again where I'm letting people down. (I'd just like to add that I'll probably continue to do so with the rest of my future stories.)

I really can't stress enough how thankful I am to all of you who have waited and put up with my bullshit. It means more to me than you'll ever realise. I know it hasn't been easy to wait but I thank you profusely for doing so. I serious appreciate every single one of you for your kind comments and especially the ones that make me laugh and brighten my day. I always try to reply but know that I see you and I thank you.

If you've actually read through this, thank you, I love you!
This isn't the end, and I can promise that when I'm ready, I'll provide you with quality content! You guys mean so much to me.

Thank you. x

Published~29|mar|2019