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"Well, I was planning to kill myself. But then you came along."

I was shocked once again, this boy was full of surprises. Why would someone so... kind, want to die? "Oh..."

Silence. But not the comfortable silence like before.

The silence that rips through you, making you want to leave. The silence that gives you the worst possible headache that will not go until the silence is filled. The silence that blocks out every other sound, and gives a whole new meaning to 'tension'.

That, was the kind of silence in between us.

"Sorry... I made this awkward, didn't I?" He said.

"No... I'm just trying to figure out what to say." Taehyung smiled sadly.

He sighed. "There's a lot you can tell by a persons appearance Jungkook. But one of those is not what a person is thinking, at least not what they're truly thinking. You would never be able to tell what their intentions are unless they directly told you. Even so, that could be a lie." He said. I nodded.

"There are other things you can't tell just from a persons appearance, although it's different for me. I'm sure by now you've noticed the... Injuries. But even with that in mind, you can't always assume. I could've fallen down stairs for all you know. I appreciate you not asking about it though, thank you for that."

"Its none of my business, not my place to ask." He nodded.

"Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, even if I didn't have the bruises, I might not be happy. Just because somebody looks a certain way, doesn't mean they are that way. Just because somebody looks sad, does not mean they are. Although in my case, I look sad and actually am sad."

"I did notice you looked a bit sad when I was walking over to you." He nodded again.

"Yeah, well, as for why want to die, there are a number of reasons." He continued. "Although now that I'm talking to you, I don't think I'll follow through with my plans." I inwardly sigh in relief. "I don't feel like attempting again with it not succeeding, then having to stay in the psych ward."

I looked down. He's attempted before...

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