chapter 11
No one's pov
****3 months later****
I should've told them, I should've told them before we left the cave. I should've told them before everything got to This.
Before we left the cave
I should have told them I got a bad vibe after the 'earthquake'.
It might have been better.
It's worst than I could've imagine.
I know that I should try to fight it but I'm to weak to do this any of it.
I should know it's an illusion none of its happening but yet it is.
Everything is hell right now in the manor everyone hates me even Alfred, I've withdrawn from everyone.
I never thought harsh words would ever come out of the ones I love mouths well at least until now.
" I fucking hate you why didn't mother kill you just go die already! " Damian yelled. I stayed silent.
"Why was I ever your friend your just trash that doesn't belong here. I don't need or want you." Sonace said laughing at me.
"Your such a disappointment do one thing that will make me proud of you and kill yourself." Father said that hurt deeply.
"Why would you think we would consider you as a sister your stupid fat and ugly". Jason said.
"Your an annoying cunt." Dick said. Isn't he supposed to be up lifting.
"Your so fucking annoying and a Brat." Tim said.
"And your WORTHLESS.!" All of them said.
"Me love you why would I love you, you're so clingy and you a robot I don't want or need that." When Bart said that I got up from the dinner table without touching my food and went into my room grabbed my backpack and packed clothing for a one day trip to Arabia.
"Mother" I said over the phone.
"Yes my child" Her calm voice soothed me. Throughout this whole ordinal mother has been here to comfort me.
"May I come talk to you on the island is can't stay here tonight it's to hard." I know I shouldn't show weakness but this is way past physical pain. Surprisingly mother understands it.
"Of coarse Skylar I'll come pick you up in an hour." She hung up the phone when she hung up i went to my door and locked it , waiting for mother to come for me.
Since this started I've picked up the habit of cutting but mother doesnt know and father wouldn't care. no one knows, I plan on keeping it that way. I went to my bathroom and took out my razor.
"One cut , two, three " I started counting as the blood dripped down.
"Seven, eight, nine, ten" I cut myself ten times today that's more than this afternoon. I do it so much now that my left thigh and arm are filled with them. Then I heard the sound of my mother's helicopter so I put on my long sleeve sweater. And was greeted by the warm hug of my mother's arms and her smell of cinnamon
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"My beautiful child I'm so sorry you have to go through this ." Before I could respond I heard banging on my door, everyone that was in the manor busted though but it was too late I was gone.
Everyone else's POV
"Skylar why are you so distant from us what did we do ?" Damian asked
"Ya i miss talking to you" Sonance said.
" I want my daughter back" Bruce said.
"I wanna talk to my bad ass sister " Jason said.
Skylar just got up and walked away not touching her food and going to her room.
An hour later we heard a helicopter, it was near Skylars room.
We saw Talia so we rushed to her room it was locked when we got it open we saw she was gone.
***Time Skip to dropping Skylar home****
"Skylar my child my sunshine remember you can always come back home to me or call me when ever you want to. Just stay strong for me please. I love you." After she said the stay strong part all I could say to myself was that it's already too late for me.
"Ok mother remember read the note I gave to you when you get home" that note I give her was my suicide note. I wrote one for everyone in this house as well as her.
I came back the night so I can die in the morning before I went to bed I put on a white sundress with a sports bra underneath and fell asleep knowing full well tomorrow mother is going to come back to try to stop me, but it will be to late.
I woke up the next morning, went to the bathroom. I took out a bottles of pills and filled my bathtub with water I wrote my notes to everyone in the house and slipped it under there doors even Bart because he stayed the night. I gave Alfred his as he was walking down the stairs I knew he was gonna read it once he gets downstairs so I rushed to slip the last one in Dads room the letters read
Dear whoever is gave this to
You have, made my life special in good and bad ways
I love every single one of you
I'm sorry for being
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry I'm still alive to even be writing this
Because in all truth in don't wanna be here and no one else wants me her
So these are my good byes I'm sorry
Sincerely
Skylar Alexandra AL Ghule Wayne
I rushed to my room went to the bathroom and locked the door. I shut of the bath foset I took the pill bottle I slowly went into the bathtub fully clothed from what I had on last night and relaxed my body preparing myself.
I heard Alfred running up the stairs witch meant he read it. I heard Damians door slam open and heavy footsteps running around instead of hearing it anymore I swallowed every single pill in the bottle and drank some water from my cup. After a minute when I started to hear banging on my door. I felt dissy, I sank into my tub. All the noise around me sounded like and echo, my vision went blurry then Klarion the witch boy appeared in my eyesight with a wicked grin.
"Bye bye little Skylar. Sweet dreams." He said disappearing into thin air
I couldn't feel my limbs anymore I dropped the bottle and my razors then I heard glass brake in my bedroom, my bathroom door broke down. I saw Mother,Father,Bart, Sonance, Damian, Dick,Jason, Tim ,Alfred and all the girls with tears in there eyes the last thing I heard was Barts voice.
"Skylar Angel please don't leave me, I love you Skylar please don't leave. DON'T CLOSE YOU EYES PLEASE " He said while crying but that's exactly what I did. The last thing I felt was Bart picking up my unresponsive body from the tub that was filled with blood from my cuts.
I didn't make it. I didn't want two.
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