tw: lil bit of smut

"The man is driving me mad! He has been following me everywhere since the war had ended like a lost puppy, he is constantly making fun of my height and he won't stop grinning at me. All i want is to be left alone!" i exclaimed laying on Nyras bed.

She was brushing her hair at her bedside table as she laughed. "Maybe this is good that he doesn't hate. Everyone else does" she said. I sat up from the bed giving her an annoyed look. "What's that suppose to mean?" i questioned.

"I mean, you are pretty cruel to everyone at court so... Many people despise you. This could be a good thing that he doesn't" she said. "You don't despise me, so you?" i asked. "Of course i don't. But lots of people do."

"You've grown some balls since i've been away" i mumbled. "Someone had to give father a hard time" she teased. I smirked slightly at her new born confidence. It was then i saw that she had her feasting dress on and her hair seemed neater than usual. "Where are you going?" i asked looking her up and down.

She froze as i spoke. "What do you mean? It's after dark... I have nowhere to go" she said. "I mean, you have been brushing your hair for over an hour and you have your feast dress on. You are meeting someone, aren't you?"

"I am not!" she exclaimed.

"You are."

"No i'm not."

"Yes you are."

"Rhaena. I am going to bed soon. I just... I just wanted to see if this dress looked nice on. I'm taking it off soon" she said. "Alright" i said. I didn't believe her for one second. "Well, if you are going to sleep soon... I better leave."

"Very well" she said. I stood over her and tied up her parted hair. "Your hair looks nice like this" i said. She gave me a small smile. "Thank you" she mumbled. I rubbed her shoulders as she stared at herself in the mirror. "Have fun" i teased before walking out of the door.

Once i closed her door, i was met with ser Criston Cole. "You waited for me" i said with a smirk. "It's my job to wait on you, princess" he said. "Of course... That's why you stayed."

"Are you doing anything tonight, princess?" he asked. "Why? Do you want to take me somewhere?" i teased. "I mean, am i walking you to your chambers or downstairs" he said trying to hide his smug smile. He failed.

"I believe i'll just retire to my chambers. You are welcome to join me if you wish" i said. His cheeks turned bright red as he hung his head. "It was only a joke, ser Criston. But i will be there... Awake... In my nightdress" i said.

He gulped as i looked up at him. I chuckled to myself as we arrived at my chamber door. I leaned against the door refusing to step inside yet. "What will you be doing whilst i'm in there?" i asked. "My job, my lady. Guarding your door."

"You remembered i liked it when you called me '''my lady'... Huh?" i said. "It's my job to remember what you like, my lady" he said. I rolled my eyes playfully. "You keep taking about 'your job' why can't you just say you don't despise me" i said.

"I don't think i could despise you even if i tried, my lady."

My cocky facade faltered as my smile faded. I remembered Nyras words. "Many people despise you. This could be a good thing that he doesn't."
I gave him a small nod. "Goodnight, ser Criston" i said. "Goodnight, my lady."

I slowly shut the door and took a deep breath in and out. To be honest, all i wanted to do was drag the man into my chambers and do things the god "The Maiden" would despise me for.

I began to change into my night dress until i saw a mysterious bag with a note on my table. I slowly made my way over to it and began to read the letter. It was a map of the secret passage ways in the castle.

I rolled my eyes at whoever wrote this. Do they not know i've been sneaking out since before i could talk? But it did intrigue me.... This could be a horrible idea. Maybe someone was trying to lure me out of the castle and finally be rid of me.. But i did not care. I wanted to find out who left this.

I searched through the bag and found old, boyish clothes. I quickly threw it on and smiled at myself. I had never worn pants before, bar the war. But the armour was much too uncomfortable to actually enjoy wearing them. I then pulled on a baggy hat that kept falling down passed my eyes.

I snuck through the castle walls and made my way down to the balcony. A hooded figure stood directly under the moon so all i could see was a shadow. I grabbed my dagger, weary of who it could be.

I took a sigh of relief as i saw prince Daemon turn to me with a smug look. "Your not planning on killing me yet, are you?" he asked. I tied my dagger back onto my thigh as i chuckled. "Not yet."

As i pulled my pants back down, i noticed Daemons smug look disappear as his face dropped. "Never seen a woman's skin before, huh?" i teased. He snapped out of his daze quickly. "Come" he said as he rushed down the stairs.

"Where are we going?" i asked following after him. He stayed quiet. "Hello? Where are you taking me?" i asked again. He continued to stay quiet. "Fine. Do not answer. I don't care" i mumbled in frustration.

We both walked to the streets of Fleabottom, our hoods covering our faces so we would not be recognised. I missed Fleabottom. I missed the feeling of being free and wild. There was children stealing, people fucking in the middle of the paths, men and women both drinking and no lords or ladies to judge what i do.

I smiled at the common people playing their music and dancing barefoot. Suddenly, i felt someone crash into me as i stumbled back. "Fuck off boy!" the drunken man yelled. I smiled brightly. "He called me boy" i said as Daemon chuckled.

Daemon grabbed a free ragged bottle of wine as i chugged it in one. "You've been here before?" Daemon questioned. "Many times" i said. "What do you do down here?" he asked. "Many things. There is an inn not far from here that know who i am. They serve me wine and give me free lodging" i said.

"And that's all you do?" he asked smugly. I gave him a confused look. "What if i told you i could show more of the town" he said. I smiled with excitement as i nodded.

We continued pushing through the crowds as i saw a table full of lemon cakes. I ran over and peeled the lemon off before shoving it in my mouth. I loved these cakes more than i loved my family.

"Hey! You have to pay for that!" the man behind the table called out. It was only then i realised i had no money to give him. I grabbed three more cakes before running off. The man grabbed his bread knife trying to storm after me but before he could, Daemon shoved him back. "I'll get him" Daemon said to the man through gritted teeth.

I ran as fast as i could through the alley ways, eating the cakes along the way. I continued running to tease Daemon who followed after me. But as i ran through this one, i felt someone grab my arm and pull me towards them.

"And where do you think your going?" the knight asked. I slowly looked up to see ser Harwin Strong. I did not know the knight well, but he certainly knew me. "Princess?" he questioned. His whole body tensed up as he immediately let me go. "Harwin i found a man stealing a woman's necklace. You should-"

I then turned my head to see Rhaenyra giddily strolling towards him. Her smile faded once she saw me. "Rhaena!" she exclaimed. "Nyra?" i questioned. I finally put the pieces together as i glanced back at ser Harwin. "So you were meeting someone?"

During all the chaos, Daemon strolled up the alley, stopping once he saw ser Harwin and Rhaenyra. The four of us glanced between each other as we all stayed silent. "I won't tell if you won't" i said. "Agreed" Nyra said.

Harwin and Nyra walked up the alley as Daemon and i walked the opposite way. "Enjoyed that did you?" Daemon said. "Very much so" i said with laughter. Suddenly, i felt Daemons hand brush against mine before he grabbed it tightly.

I gulped slightly as he looked down at me. I squeezed his hand tightly as we walked towards what i thought was a bar... But it certainly wasn't. We pushed passed the curtain as the crowd grew bigger and bigger.

Daemon still had my hand caught as i crashed into many peoples shoulders. He then swiped the hat from my head as i felt my stomach drop. I felt my hair fall down my back. I knew i could not hide my silver locks from the common people. They would know who i am. "What are you doing?" i questioned afraid we would be seen. He did not speak as we continued our way inside.

The room was dark with thin linen blocking each room for "privacy" but i could see everything. I then knew where we were. I felt my stomach tighten as i realised we were in a brothel. But i decided to trust Daemon... He knew what he was doing.

There were naked men and women dancing and both men and women watched them. Drinking wine and laughing, moaning amongst themselves. Women and men, women and women, men and men... Everyone.

I grabbed Daemons arm so i would not loose him in the crowd. "You told me you did not wish to wed and squeeze out heirs. But as you see now, fucking is a pleasure."

Daemon stood still, inches away from me. "For the woman as it is the man" he said as i looked around at crowds of people. It was then i felt Daemons hands find their way to my waist as he nuzzled his forehead against mine. "Do you know how long i've been waiting for this moment?" he asked, consumed by the moment.

"There's nothing more that i want than to take you as mine" he whispered as he came closer to me. "Even if i despise you?" i finally spoke up. "Even if you despise me" he mumbled. "Even though your married?" i asked. "Even though i am married... I want you."

"Then take me... But i warn you... You will not be the first."

He let out a raspy breath as though my words drove him even more mad. Daemon's lips crashed onto mine as i instantly kissed him back. I didn't realise it, but all this time i had despised him... He still intrigued me so.

He was so rogue, so cruel to others yet there was also a side to him others would not believe. He was like me.

He turned me around and pushed me up against the wall. I slight moan i tried so hard to suppress escaped me as he kissed my neck. I unknotted my trousers as my hand slammed against the wall.

He laid his hand over mine as i smirked. I turned back to him wanting to be in control. I pulled the man down to my height as he fingers made their way from my jaw to my chin and then to my lips. Daemon reached forward, caressing my face gently, looking me up and down. It as was if he had never seen me before. I ran my hands through his silver hair as i reached up to him.

But then suddenly, he pulled away. I rolled my eyes thinking he was just teasing, but he then pulled away again. My smile faded slightly as he stood frozen. "Come on. Show me the famous 'rouge prince' everyone tells me so much about" i teased.

I reached up one last time as Daemon sighed. "I... I'm sorry" he mumbled before storming off. I laughed silently thinking he was just continuing to tease me. "Dameon!" i called out... But there was no answer.

It was then i realised the man was not coming back. I grabbed my trousers and pulled them up around me. I had never felt more weak. I saw peoples eyes on me, judging my every move.

I quickly ran out of the brothel in a fit of rage. I would not allow any tears to escape my eyes. I knew better by now. I fled back to the castle hoping no one had seen me.

Once i was inside the castle walls, i realised i would have to pass ser Criston. I huffed and puffed before running passed him. I saw his face drop once he spotted me. I hung my head hoping to avoid his shocked gaze. "Princess?... Princess are you hurt?" he said as i slammed the door.

I leaned my head against the door hoping he would shut up. "I shall alert the lord Commander" he said. I immediately swung the door open as he spoke. "No! No!" i exclaimed.

I looked the man up and down and remembered how mesmerising he was. Maybe this night wouldn't be completely shit. I grabbed his helmet from him and held it out playfully. He was not impressed.

"Give it back" he said coldly. I smirked as he tried to grab it from me, but i backed away further into my chambers. He rolled his eyes taking a step towards me. "Are you finished?" he asked.

I shook my head holding his helmet out once again. He tried to take it from me once again before i pulled it back to my chest. I could tell he was getting more and more angry with me.

"Fine" i said handing him his helmet back. "Thank you" he spat. As he took his helmet, i slowly closed my chamber door. "What are you doing?" he asked. Once he tried to open the door, i leaned in and kissed him gently.

He stood there frozen once i pulled out from the kiss. "You can leave if you truly wish it" i said. He still did not move or speak. I slowly began to untie my loose shirt and he stopped me. "Please don't" he mumbled.

"Like i said, you can leave if you wish... But i need to change" i said. I untied my shirt and lifted it over my head. He tried to avoid my gaze as i gently began to remove his armour. I unclipped the armour around his arm and placed it on the floor, not once removing my gaze from him.

I reached up on my feet and lifted up his chin. I kissed him once again as he still did not make one move. "So... Are you going to stay?" i asked. He didn't know what to do. By being with me, he would break his oath as a kingsgaurd... But if he didn't stay with me, he would not be able to live with himself.

His hands made their way up my arms as looked me up and down. I then began to remove his armour that laid across his back before trying to remove his white cloak. He flinched slightly as i did.

"You do not have to stay" i mumbled. "No, no... That's... That's not it... Just... Just let me do it" he said. He took of his cloak himself and laid it on my chair. I honestly thought he would leave at his moment. But he did not. He hesitated before turning back and kissing me passionately.

I smiled at him softly before taking his hand in mine, leading him to my bed. We both sat down on my bed removing our shoes. I let out a small chuckle as ser Criston laughed.

I removed my trousers quickly as did Cole. We both hesitated wondering if this was the right thing to do... But it was too late now. Ser Criston grabbed me tightly as his hands lead down to my hips.

I pushed the man to the bed, knowing he's been out of practice for a while. I ran my hands down his scarred chest as he held his hands over mine. "Have you... Have you done this before?" he asked. I held my tongue. I was afraid if i told him the truth, he would see me differently... Maybe then he would despise me.

I shook my head. "Have you?" i asked. He suddenly flipped me over as his chain hung over my head. "Once or twice" he teased. Criston slid his hands down to my sides as his lips caressed against my neck.

A slight moan escaped me as i felt his hardened cock pushing inside me. This time felt different than the others. I truly knew this man and i believe he knew me. I liked him... I mean, i truly liked him. He didn't want my titles, nor my name, he just wanted me for myself.

I held onto the man's back tightly, not caring if i left scars on his back. "Faster" i mumbled into his ear. I wanted to be as close to him as possible.  He followed my instruction, snapping his hips harder into me. I ran my hands through his dark, curly hair as he continued to kiss every part of my skin.

A loud groan escaped me as he took one of my breasts in his mouth. We were both in perfect sink before he groaned against my lips as his seed filled me. He fell into the crook of my neck, panting to catch his breath. I will admit, i was saddened that i hadn't been able to catch my own high... But i'm sure we'd have many more chances to do that.

I kissed the man's jaw gently, remembering all his features. His eyes were as brown as an oak tree but in certain lights, they almost looked black. His skin was tanned and his hair was full of curls.

He kissed me softly as i smiled against his lips. We then laid down on my bed as he held me closely. "I do not want you to leave" i said. His hot breath teased my skin as he gave me a weak smile.

"I do not want to leave either... But i'm afraid people will notice my absence outside your chambers" he said. I shook my head. "Not if you tell them you were in here with me. What do you say? The bastard dragon and the knight? We could go down in the history books."

He chuckled softly. "Or you will be shipped off to a lord and my head will be put on a spike" he said being more realistic. I sighed knowing he was right. "Fine... But i will come find you first thing tomorrow" i said.

"And i will be waiting, my lady."