I had this strange dream .

I saw Reece in a Hagrid costume and he was wishing me "Happy birthday Harry" with that slimy green cake.

And then I felt something squirming beside me. At first I thought it was my err little Valentino stirring up and then I was like.. . .

Wait !

Back up a second!

What was little Val doing beside me?

That thought freaked me out so bad, my eyes shot open and Oh my fucking g-

"Do you mind?"

Taylor was way too close. Way way too close. Like how those hero heroine are plastered against each other in the movies . . .

Her face was smashed in my chest and oh my God! My arm was around her! Her hair was all tangled and shit! I could feel her breasts .

My face turned beet red and I thanked the Lord she couldn't see me right now.

"Val?" Her muffled voice came and it jolted me into my senses.

Immediately, I removed my arm and pushed myself up. Which was a messy move because her head fell flat on the pillow like thump!

My back was pressed up against the headboard. And then everything came back to me .

Zap!

We were about to have sex.

Zap!

Chloe saw my dick.

Zap!

I ran away. Naked.

And I was had to apologise to the lady of my heart.

Taylor squirmed some more and then she sat up , all awkward.

Hell, I felt like begging her. Sorry for everything Taylor. I freaked out! I'm so sorry! I promise it won't happen!

Taylor released this huge sigh and then she looked at me. Really looked at me.

I know I looked like a rat caught in trap.

"Taylor I-"

"I think we should take a break."

Her voice was solemn. The way principal talks to student. My apology died on my tongue.

I was so not expecting this.

"W-what?!"

Taylor leaned against the headboard, beside me. Her shoulder brushing mine.

She was hot.

I was cold. So very cold.

Ice was shattering all around my heart. I went numb.

Electricity went out of my body. Everything turned dark in me.

"You clearly need some time Val. . to sort out whatever is going in your head." She shrugged.

I smiled.

"You're what's going in my head."

She didn't look at me . Nor did she smile and that's when I knew.

That's when I knew it's over.

I messed up.

My over thinking killed everything. I taught I was looking out for her in every way possible but it back fired on me.

My eyes teared up a bit and I looked away. Out the window.

"I'm sorry. .I wish I could- I'm sorry."

I was proud of how steady my voice was even though I was breaking inside.

"I love you Val but . . ." She went silent.

When you say but in the end of I love you. . .you ruin a person.

My eyes turned blurry. The window blurred out .

I didn't say anything . If Taylor wanted to take a decision without me then be it.

Anything for her.

I didn't hear her leaving the bed. I didn't hear the door shutting close.

All I heard were the tears finally escaping. .

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