Gratefully I was able to stay away from Bella in the touchy way but once in a while I become a softie towards her. I seriously don’t understand these emotions. At a time I want to play and mess with her, but then I get pissed when she talks to other guys. Freaking emotion swings. 
 
 
When I found out that Jonah made Bella upset, I beat the living shit out of him. I know like the fuck would I defend this chick. Well I do admit she is super hot, super hot.  
 
 
Today there is a huge party by Kyle Sulking. And his parties are the shit. I smirked to myself to finally have time to party and forget the whole gang shit. “Dude hurry up I want to see the new sexy chick,” Nick yelled as I rolled my eyes.
 
 
I ran downstairs and looked at all of them smirking. “Wow this is world record, hmmm finally excited to go to school I see,” I chuckled as they scoffed. “I’m surprised you aren’t that excited to see a new hot chick,” Damien chuckled as I glared at him.
 
 
“I’m always interested but I don’t show it, like you horny guys,” I smirked as they rolled their eyes. “Shit you say that because you got all eyes on Bella McCann,” James smirked as I glared at him. This fucker really just ruined my day.
 
 
He is right you just don’t want to admit it. We got in James white Tahoe and left to school. I wonder who the new girl is. Will she be able to help me forget Bella? You know you will always be attracted to her. There has to be a way to forget her ugh.
 
 
We arrived to school and Isaac ran with Nick trying to look for the “hot girl”. I’ll be laughing if that “hot girl” turns out to be a ugly version of medusa. Damien rolled his eyes as James followed. I wonder why he isn’t following them.
 
 
“Oh dd why aren’t you following them to go to the hot girl who is a version of Demi Lovato,” I said doing a voice a whiny girl. He looked at me and raises an eyebrow. “Please don’t do that you sound more annoying than Abbie and her friends,” Damien said as I rolled my eyes.
 
 
“Ahh changing subject I see, I totally understand if you have a crush on a girl,” I chuckled as he glared at me. “I’m just not interested and no I don’t do that shit, come on I’m a player too,” Damien scoffed. I looked at him busted out laughing.
 
 
“Oh man you are hilarious….you too much of a sweetie pie when it come to girls,” I said wiping the tears off my face. Man that was a good one. “Shut the hell up! I treat some girls with respect if they deserve it, but if not I can become the jerkiest and player guy ever,” Damien hissed.
 
 
I raise my hand up in surrender. “Awe le me guess who Mr. Damien is crushing on…..hhhmm oh is it Dandelion,” I snorted as he glared at me. “What the fuck! Plus biggest freaking girl slut ever,” Damien hissed as I started laughing again.
 
 
Oh my god he still doesn’t find out. One time in a party we accidently put this drug in Damien cup that gets you horny and well he grabbed which ever girl and fucked her. And for his luck it was Dandelion. And we he woke up by her side he freaked out and took a shower three times a day.
 
 
“Ah that was the day I’ll never forget, I’m surprised you don’t have stds,” I said as Damien snorted. “God helped me on that one,”  Damien chuckled, as I nodded and started walking to where the guys ran to. “Don’t think I would forget about getting my answer,” I said as Damien groaned.
 
 
The guys were leaned in the wall staring at something ahead of them. I walked with Damien behind me and stared at where they were staring at. Soon a guy with blonde hair came out and I instally remembered him. Sebastian, one of my best friends that Damien and I grew up with.
 
 
“No way it’s him,” Damien said as I nodded. Then my girl best friend came out. Peyton looked extremely pretty like always. The guys looked at her in awe struck as Damien and I grinned. My eyes scan and I found Bella, and she looked different in some way 10 more attractive, if that’s even possible.
 

She was staring at Sebastian blushing and I clenched my jaw. She is not allowed to love or like anyone but ME. Ahh there it goes again my stupid jealousy.

I can't believe I'm getting pissed off already just because Bella is blushing towards Sebastian. "Holy fuck she is smoking hot!" James gasp as Isaac and Nick nodded. 

Sebastian glanced at my way and grinned. He elbowed Peyton and she smiled. I do admit I had I a crush on her when I was 16. They started walking towards us and the guys smirked at me. “Noah! Damien! No time no see dudes,” Sebastian grinned as we did our bro hand shake.
 
 
“Aw you guys are all grown up into ugly little shits,” Peyton chuckled as she hugged us. Well more likely squeezing me to death.  We slightly glared at her…shit I’m hotter than ever. She hugged Damien as well and the guys were staring at us with their mouths open.
 
 
“Neuken dit, we hebben geen kans (Fuck this, we have no chance)”Nick mumbled.
 
“Zoals altijd, dus wie is er voor de nachtclub(Like always, so who's up for the night club)” Isaac said as they all mumbled a yes.
 
 
I chuckled and shook my head. “Guys this is Peyton and Sebastian…they came here to join our gang,” Damien said as Peyton waved. They all nodded and smiled at Peyton. Sebastian waved and they nod at him.
 
 
“Well let’s start this boring day,” I mumbled as they chuckled. “That has to change, my brother and I need to make sure of that,” peyton giggled as I rolled my eyes chuckling.
 
 
Bella's POV:
 
 
I swear last week I was so freaking depressed and no it’s not about Jonah. I got over that the next day. So my crush actually left from him. Jerk butt. Oh also thanks to Jonah and Evie for pissing me off I now cuss a lot.
 
I need to start readong the bible shit. Crap I said another cuss word! -.-Sunday my sweet best friend (note sarcasm) bought me loads of clothes with my dad money. She begged my dad with this crazy story of me looking homeless with the clothes I had.
 
 
In my opinion I looked decent. But no Mrs. I want everything perfect thought other wise. She wanted me to paint my hair, which was too far. I didn’t know that until I was at the salon and they asked if I wanted to bleach my hair.
 
I chased Evie all around the mall for suggesting bleaching my hair. The hell I would’ve looked like a wide out paint brush.  So now Evie threat me to rip my posters and post a embarrassing video of me twerking, so I had to wear a girly outfit.
 
 
Well at least I didn’t put on a skirt like her. We were at school with Kyle and Mike. “Bella can you please come to my party,” Kyle pouted. I rolled my eyes and smirked. “no, I don’t want to end up like this girl over here *points at Evie* like a crazy llama that ate hash brownies,” I said.
 
 
“I did not look like a crazy Llama,” Evie scoffed. Mike, Kyle, and I busted out laughing. “Oh god you are hilarious, you lucky she said llama I was going to say you looked like a monkey giving birth,” Mike said as I laughed harder.
 
 
We suddenly started laughing so hard I almost farted, and pee my pants. “Wait how do you know when a monkey is giving birth,” Evie asked. “Discovery channel,” Mike snorted as we laughed again.
 
 
“Oh god you are an idiot,” I giggled as Mike rolled his eyes. Do other people act like us? Hopefully, or maybe we are big weirdoes. “Hey new kids,”KYLE said as a new car approached. I was staring and a hot guy with blonde hair came out.
 
 
Holy fudges! He is so hot. Noah is hotter -.- I ignored my brain because seriously?! “Oh my god are we on a freaking Hollister photo shoot because holy fuck he is damn hot!” Evie squealed as the guys rolled their eyes.
 
 
“I bet I’m hotter,” Kyle and Mike scoffed as we laughed patting their shoulders. “In your dreams,” Evie and I said. “Oh he and you would make a cute couple,” Evie said as I blushed.
 
 
“You said that with Noah,” I mumbled as Evie grinned. “Well you got two packages, let’s see which is the right one,”Evie giggled as I glared at her. Then a gorgeous girl came out. Oh my god she is goals. “Whoa, hot tamale alert,” Mike said as Evie and I giggled.
 
 
I smiled a the girl and she smiled back. The sexy guy elbowed her and they walked towards NOAH? What the f*ck is she walking towards him. Oh is Bella jealous. I mentally groaned and glared at them.
 
They hugged each other and that sting my heart. Oh come on really Bella. The Bell rang I walked with Kyle to my first period.
 
(Physics class, period before lunch) 
 
 
You know what sucks I’m a totally loner in this class. Ahh I left my gym bag in my locker. Holy Cheetos I’m going to be late. I ran to my locker and took out my gym bag. “Stupid gym bag,” I mumbled.
 
 
Just as I was close to the door like nearly feet away my perfume falls out. Ahh really! I kneeled down and picked it up. I soon as I stood up the door flew open and I fell flat on my butt.
 
 
Oh god, my butt hurts…my nose. “Oh my god I’m so sorry, I didn’t see you there…are you ok? “ An unfamiliar voice said. I grabbed my nose and nodded. “I’m fine.” I said as I stood up. “I’m sorry,” The guy said I looked up and I think I almost faint.
 
 
It was the hot dude. “It’s ok,” I smiled a little as he started at me. “I feel bad can I buy you lunch,” He said as my knees went weak. “Um what no you don’t need to….but you can give my nose a kiss,” I mumbled the last part.
 
 
He chuckled and stared at me. “If you want to,” he said as he kissed my nose. Holy bananas that was embarrassing! “Ha…I uh…nose no I didn’t,” I sutured as I blushed.
 
 
“You’re cute,” He said as I blushed more. Remind me to take a shower in holy water please. “My name is Sebastian nice to meet you…” Sebastian said as he took out his hand to me. “Bella, and nice to meet you,” I mumbled as redness filled my cheeks.
 
 
“Well, I have to change to my gym clothes, wait for me for lunch,” Sebastian said as I blushed. Oh god his name is divine. Noah is more divine. Why do I always make a stupid impression? Really who asks, can you kiss my nose?  Me of course.