Vivian's POV

"What?!" I choke on the cake.

"Oh my God!" He rubs my back. "You need water?" He asks, as I cough wildly.

After a few seconds I'm back to normal. Still the words that had come out of his mouth a few moments back shocked me.

"I am sorry, did I hear you right?" I ask him, dumbfounded.

"Yeah, I asked whether you need water." He laughs.

"You know what I meant, idiot." I smile too. He just looked so cute.

"Yeah. I do mean it. It might be too soon to S\say, but I know what I feel." He places a hand softly on my cheek, coming closer. "And its okay if you don't feel the same yet. But who can resist me?"

"You had to ruin the moment didn't you?"

"Couldn't help it."

"Well same here. I love myself too then." I kiss his nose.

"Tease." He mumbles, pulling for a full kiss. He clearly wants the control. Guess who gets it then.

I pull away from him. "I am sleepy. Lets talk tomorrow." Getting up from the couch, I leave a dumbfounded Sebastian on the couch.

"Oh by the way." I turn to him. "I love you too."
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The next Morning

Sebastian's POV

She is hiding something. I am sure of it.

Vivian has gotten a lot better in the span of a week. Not one meal goes by that she misses. She is taking all her new tablets.

I mean its a great thing, but so sudden.

Its a Sunday morning, this bed is so comfortable I would rather not get up. The smell of chicken is what changes my mind.

She must have ordered some food.

Freshening up, I leave my room. The sight I see is one for my sore eyes.

Vivian was in the kitchen, dancing softly to the music playing. She was in her some shorts and my shirt. She was cooking something.

Changes do happen.

Without even thinking I move towards her. Snaking my arms around her waist, I drop my head on her shoulder.

She smells of vanilla and musk. Heaven must be like this.

"Good morning." She kisses my cheek.

"It is a very good morning." I meant it. "What's cooking?"

"Originally, I planned on making some french toast. But I am craving some chicken enchiladas. Set the table please. These are almost done."

I go on doing what she has asked. "Imma go get your medicines okay?"

"Yeah sure."

I go to her room and see the medicines on the side table. Going back out, I settle on a chair.

Vivian does too and we eat in silence.

"I am going out today. Alex and Thea want to meet up." She starts.

"When will you be back?"

"I'll be late. Do you have any plans?" She asks.

"Yeah. I will be out in a while too." I answer briefly. 

"Message me when you get back, okay?" She says, getting up as we were done eating.

"Will do. The food was great." I tell her honestly, taking her hand.

"I know." She laughs.

"Take care of yourself out." I move to her, kissing her forehead.

All of this felt so natural for me. I never went into any relationships before, didn't have the time nor the right girl.

The lines between fake and real faded so fast for us.

"I will. Now let me go get ready." She goes in her room.

Picking up the dishes and placing them in the washer, I go to change too.

Today will be hard day, but atleast i clear my conscience.
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Vivian left 3 hours back while I was still home, figuring out ways to tell her. Figuring out how to set things right. 

Grabbing my car keys, I leave the apartment in hurry.

I was on my way to pay back the money and cut off this stupid thing when I got a phone call.

"Hello?"

"Sebastian? Viv-viv she-" Dustin is the caller.

"What happened? Tell me." I pull the car over as he starts talking.

"She-she"s at the hospital. Ray just took her. She asked for you, Sebastian." He rushes the words out.

"I'm coming," I cut the phone.

Please let her be okay.

I rush to the only hospital she will be at.
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20 minutes back.
Vivian's POV

"So how long are you going to keep up?" Thea asks.

"It's not fake any more." I mumble.

"So what? No dating. You directly jump to engaged?" Alex questions.

"Isn't it too fast?" Ray points out.

"So there is a set pace for love?" I ask without a thought.

Shit.

"Love?"

"I need to pee!" I jump up from the couch, rushing into the washroom.

It was an easy escape but I really did need to pee.

Then I see the blood.

It takes a minute for it register.

My baby! I am losing my baby.

I stare at the blood spots for a few minutes as tears stream down.

It will all be alright.

Sebastian's smooth voice pulls me out of the daze.

There is still a chance they can save this baby If I go now.

I clean up as fast and rush out.

"I-I need to go to the hospital. Now! Call Sebastian, please!"
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A/N: Don't kill me yet.

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