Vivian's POV

He continued his sweet torture, and I didn't stop him. How could I? I was guilty of being addicted to his kisses.

After what seemed like so long, I push him away.

"We need to go." I said. He pouted but let me go. I chuckle but leave the room, he followed. We went down and out of the hospital. I had already been given the discharge papers.

Sebastian gave me a ride to the dorm. I gave him a short goodbye kiss and left.

Once inside the dorm, Thea and Alex helped me pack. By 1 am, we were done. The whole time, we talked, about the fun times, our favorite songs playing in the background. Once the work was done, we collapsed on our beds, the girls falling asleep almost instantly.

I resisted taking the sleeping pills, Sebastian had made me promise. I did last minute touches to the packed luggage. I went for my phone, to message Sebastian. I reminded him about the timing. I didn't get a reply, I didn't expect one. It was 3 in the morning by now.

I spent the rest of time on social media, watching videos, seeing news about Sebastian and I. The media always had something or the other to say about us, but now that it was known that we were engaged, the intensity increased. People guessed how we met, when we are getting married. Most of all they seemed to hate that they can't get anything on Sebastian's background or family.

I had already hid everything, not seeing it myself either. I have lived my whole life under the gaze of others, no one would crave privacy more than me. So I respected his privacy.

By 7 in the morning, I fell asleep.

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I couldn't breath, the pressure on my body was all a nightmare, but it felt real. I could feel the hands choking me, each action worse than the before, it was like living the past again. I was pushed, there was no more space, but I was pushed more.

I struggled, to move, to breath, begging for mercy. He showed none.

"Vivian." I hear a voice softly speak, it was smooth, velvet. I looked around searching for that voice, the pressure released from my body. I took a deep breath. "Vivian!" The voice was more frantic now. I wanted to reach out, to grab the hand which felt right in front of me. "Vivian!" This time it was a shout.

"Sebastian!" I screamed.

My eyes shot open, I gasped for air. Clutching the sheets, I shot up straight. There was no one around. Alex and Thea asleep. The time read 9 in the morning.

I went and took a hot shower. I scrubbed my skin like crazy, until it was left red. The water was way to hot for my skin. I wanted to feel numb.

Once I was done showering, I turn on the cold faucet. Letting the ice cold water run down my head and body, I found it hard to breath. Seconds later I moved out of the shower, closing the water faucet. Wrapping a towel against my body I stand in front of the mirror.

The dark circles hadn't decreased, my hair looked limp. Taking the straighter out, I plug it in. Putting on some song, I begin getting ready. This was the only way to spend my time, to get ready. I put on some clothes.

Two hours, that is the time it took me to get ready, I called Sebastian.

"Hello?" His voice was heard. My breath caught up, the nightmare coming alive in my memories.

"Hi, your bags are taken?" I ask him.

"Yeah, when are you coming though?"

"Now." I inform him. Grabbing a coat and my car keys, I write post it note and put it on the fridge.

"See you then." He says and cuts the call. Putting the phone in my pocket, I grab two suitcases. I open the door, making sure not to make much noise. I was sure Alex and Thea won't wake up for the next hour or so.

Putting suitcases in the elevator, I press for level 5, Ray and Dustin's floor. Leaving my luggage behind, I walk to their dorm. Ray opens the door at the third ring.

"Hey." I say, he looked like he just woke up.

"Is something wrong? Are you fine? Going somewhere? You need help-?" I hug him,making him shut up. His arms go around me.

I move back after some minutes.

"I am moving. I didn't tell you before. To clear it out, I am not engaged to Sebastian, it's all fake." I don't go inside, lowering my voice. "We are moving in, it will all end in two months. I will send you the adress. I need to leave now, he is waiting for me. So bye." I kiss his cheek. I am sure he didn't even understand what I said.

I run to the elevator and press the button for ground. As the doors close Ray shouts, "Viv! Stop."

I don't.

When the elevator stops, I take out the suitcases and put them in the trunk of my car. Getting inside the car, I start driving to Sebastian's, playing some music.

There was very less traffic so I reached fast. Once down, I message him to come down.

I had decided to leave 1 bag behind at the dorm, it didn't contain anything necessary.

I see Sebastian come, along with his friends. He had two bags, one carried by Axel and other by Leo. Sebastian was dressed in a grey shirt and jeans, a small duffel bag in his hand.

In 10 minutes, goodbyes were said and we were back on road. I dind't speak anything, just drove. He, on the other hand tried to make small talks.

"Vivian. What's wrong?" He asks at last. I don't answer. "Did you have your breakfast?"

"Sebastian, no offence but can you please not speak for some time?" I ask, my tone very rough.

He listened, not speaking anymore. I had to pull myself together. The destination was another 20 minutes ride.

Don't be rude to him.

I took a deep breath.

"I didn't have any breakfast. I am low on sleep, I woke up with a nightmare, and have no idea why I'm doing this." I say all together.

"We could always stop if you want." He tells me, after moments of silence.

"I don't know what I want." I say as soft as a whisper. We reached the building, but did not leave the car. "You know what?" I turn to him. "I just want to carry on and see where this goes."

"Okay." He answers, simple. That irritated me for some reason. Why is he so....understanding, submissive?

Getting out of the car,I hand the keys to the valet, asking the bell boy to carry the bags right up to the penthouse on the top floor.

Sebastian and I walk in to the elevator, no exchange of words. He reached for my hand, and I let him hold it. Once the elevator door opened, we walked out.

There was a huge door, with a security number system at the right. Punching in the code, I let Sebastian walk in first, just as the door opens with a click.

"Woah." I hear him mumble as he walks in.
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A/N: Hey. So did you like this chapter?

Also do you think that Vivian is being too unfair to her best friends?

So...if you guys have any questions, you can ask.

Love, Milk
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