Yibo couldn't sleep.

He couldn't eat.

And he couldn't think straight because his dreams his thoughts and even his reality were occupied by one person and that person was Zhan.

Yibo had sex with numerous people, after that incident with Zhan but he couldn't remove Zhan from his head he was always there, he wanted to touch Zhan.

He wanted to talk to him, walk with him, see him smile at him, he just wanted any reaction from Zhan towards himself but all these days Zhan has only ignored him.

How is it possible that Yibo is so affected while seems to have no affect? so these days Zhan felt nothing towards him? Yibo felt angry again why is  he so affected when it should be Zhan who should be affected the most?

Yibo had thought that Zhan might come to him again and beg him to take him back and Yibo would have taken him back as a friend with benefit of course.

But why is Zhan so unaffected?

However he didn't know how much Zhan was suffering internally, he cried himself to sleep while thinking of the reason why he was treated like this but of course Yibo does not know that.

"Yibo...is everything okay?" his mother asked as they were sitting on dinning table while having dinner, even his father had notice his odd behaviour he didn't talk much and neither went out much.

"Son is there anything wrong?" his father asked and Yibo just shook his head,

"Everything is kay it's just I had a fight with A-Xiang  so..."

The other two nodded, "Oh don't worry fighting between friends is normal" Mrs. Wang said and his father also quietly ate his dinner the she added, "Is that Xiao Kid bothering you again?"

His father also looked up, "Xiao kid?"

Mrs. Wang spoke, "Honey that kid Xiao Zhan is in same batch as Yibo I am afraid that he might harm him...he already broke his bike before..."

"Mom don't worry he couldn't do anything to me"

However his father sighed, "Yibo and Irene...that child..leave him alone..."

Mrs. Wang spoke, "Why that child is the son..."

"His father is dead..." Mr. Wang spoke, "And that child has already suffered a lot...his aunt is enough for him"

Danielle Wang, Yibo's father had known Yanli and the Xiao family since a long time ago, and after his brother's death, after he became the head he has met Yanli a lot of times and he as seen Yanli brutally beating and starving Zhan a lot of times.

There were times when she slapped Zhan in front of her him and one time he had to step in, in order to stop her, however with years their communications have stopped but Danielle has seen Zhan suffering with his own eyes.

That friendless child with and toxic abusive guardian lived a life worse than death because of his father's mistake.

There was one time when he had seen Zhan crying while sitting behind the bush and he couldn't see him cry so he gave him a candy and Zhan took the candy with shaking hands and  thanked him apparently he was beaten because he had stolen chocolates and he was beaten so badly that his wound were visible.

That day Danielle had a huge fight with Yanli, and he fought with her because he didn't like how she was treating Zhan , it would be better to kill Zhan if she had to treat him like this and after that day Danielle broke all relations with her.

And his hatred became deeper for Xiao's but not even once he had hated Zhan he has always pitied him, but unfortunately Yibo didn't understand that for him all Xiao's were evil since that's what he has been told since childhood.

But now his father said something like, "Father why do you say so?" he asked he wanted to know what made his father soft for a Xiao? and even Yibo's mother wanted to know.

So his father told him everything he knew., and Yibo's face became paler and paler as he heard what his father was saying his heart clenched while his body shivered.

He felt  like some one repeatedly stabbing his heart, and the pain only increased.

"That's why I am saying Yibo, leave that child alone his aunt is enough for him and I am sure that till today she must have that control on him that family of insane people...god knows how that poor child survived."

Yibo has never in his life felt so disgusted by himself, he abruptly stood up, "I...I am. not hungry anymore" he said and walked away his parents tried to stop him but he didn't.

If what his father said was true then...shit what has he done?

Yibo's heart drowned with guilt... as he sat down on the floor near his bed it became difficult for him to breathe...as he thought about everything he did and said.

How is he going to make things right?
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From the moment Yibo stepped his foot in the college on the next day his eyes searched for Zhan he wanted to see him he wanted to meet him..he wanted to just be near him.

And thankfully he found Zhan in the class, but Zhan ignored, Yibo also couldn't say anything to him because the teacher had entered the class, and as Yibo can only stare at Zhan ,never in his life he has felt so desperate to talk to someone.

After the class was over Yibo went to Zhan, "Zhan can I..." Zhan was shocked for a moment before his heart was beating faster but he ignored it and Yibo but Yibo tried to grab his hand and Zhan just shook it and left the room.

After that they had no class with each other and during the lunchtime Yibo again tried to talk to him and this time Jiang Cheng was there, and he being the asshole he is interrupted Yibo,"What do you want."

"I want to talk to Zhan so shut up."

"How about no and you are bothering us so get lost..." he said while Yibo roughly grabbed Zhan's hand and dragged him but Jiang Cheng grabbed his other hand and smiled, "And where are you taking him?"

Simon also stood up,"Yibo just get lost and don't create a scene here."

Yibo just looked at Zhan and held his wrist tighter, A-Xiang spoke this time,"Yibo just let him go,"

Yibo just looked at Zhan," Zhan I want to talk to you so come with me..." he ordered but Jiang Cheng once again said, "Let go of him he has someone better."

Yibo looked at Jiang Cheng with an intention to kill him,"And who is that?"

Jiang Cheng smiled and grabbed Zhan's chin before putting his lips against Zhan's in front of every student present in the canteen, Yibo's eyes widened and his mouth was agape and his hold loosened on Zhan's hand while Simon and A-Xiang's eyes became so wide that they could fall.

While Zhan was so shocked that he froze and Jiang Cheng only smirked, "You see that now fuck off."

Author's note: Just so you know Jiang Cheng has no interest in Zhan he is just doing this to piss, Yibo, since he likes to mess with others.