You couldn't focus much on your lecture as you kept flipping through your phone.

You smiled, day suddenly brightened when Hoseok suddenly text you.

I'm sorry I let Jungkook go over to your place last night. I was piss drunk myself.
- Hoseok

Your smile fell a bit.

You don't have to apologize for anything oppa.
- Y/N

OH MY-DID YOU JUST-
- Hoseok

You smiled all alone and to yourself hugely.

What?
- Y/N

I'm going to go brag about this to Jimin who's been trying to get you to call him oppa since he met you. One sec.
- Hoseok

You giggled out loud.

Brows jumping as you felt eyes on you suddenly. There was a clearing of the throat by the front. Eyes widening when meeting your professor's irritated gaze, you swallowed before nodding in his direction a bit and apologizing.

"Sorry Mr. Haru," you said slowly as you put your phone away.

He looked annoyed but simply went back to teaching, calling out for other students to quit staring at me and focus on the lecture instead.

You swallowed slowly, feeling shitty over that happening as you glanced over at the group of people listening and attentive. Your eyes unknowingly seemed to try to find Racy.

When noticing what you were doing, your jaw clenched when remembering what happened this morning. You instantly stopped looking for the girl that wasn't even in the lecture hall to begin with.

Your phone vibrated in your pocket. Tempted, you sighed as you simply held off on touching it again, focusing on getting the remainder of notes for the second half of the lecture.

-

Absolutely exhausted and ready to just go home and pass out, the outing with Jungkook completely slipped your mind as you were looking into your bag for the keys to your car.

"Where you at?" You whined when you couldn't find it past your textbooks that successfully hid it.

You froze quick, your eyes jumping to the voice that suddenly erupted from in front of her car.

"Hi."

You eyed the awkward boy that stood before you. Taken aback, you managed to whisper, "what are you doing here? How'd you-"

"I used to come here with a friend," he clarified quick, "she studies here too..."

He trailed off near the end and your jaw clenched a bit. He knew you saw right through it. He nodded as he answered your unasked question. "Yes," he sighed out, "that friend being Racy."

You nodded, licking your lip a bit before moving towards the car again, hand touching the ends of your bag to find nothing.

You tried not focusing on how great he looked. His hair was styled, his jeans black and slightly ripped as they were snug against his legs. Plain white tee on, his jean jacket had a subtle scent of slight cologne.

"You look cool," you popped as you smiled lightly over at him.

He swallowed, nodding. "Thank you so much," he said out of breath. It was clear to the both of you there was tension.

"I've already said this in the, uh morning, but you," he looked down at you smiling, "y-you look nice as well."

You looked away at that. "I don't think I can do this today Jungkook," you replied honestly. It was hard enough maintaining eye contact with the boy, how was she supposed to spend her planned minimum of thirty minutes with the boy?

His lower jaw loosened. "I'm sorry for hurting you this morning," he softly let out, feeling like he was loosing you slowly with every move he made. "I want this-this night. You mean a lot to me already and I need you to see that," he tried to convince hesitantly.

"I don't mean anything to you...please don't lie to me," you said softly and bluntly.

His heart ached.

"Y/N-"

"I'm here to pick up a car?"

Both Jungkook and you looked over at the black haired boy that moved from behind her car. Your lips parted a bit at the sight of him.

"Jimin?"

"Ah, behave yourself! I'm still older than you," he teased when she informally greeted him.

Apologizing, she smiled before looking over at Jungkook in confusion.

"I'm here to take your car to our place," he said smiling, "Jungkook will be bringing you there now won't he?"

Your lips parted, Jungkook's jaw clenched when Jimin hit his back a little too hard while trying to be playful.

"Hyung-"

"No need to be shy," he said laughing before going over to you.

You swallowed at the look that boy gave you.

"Keys, beautiful," he said grinning at you.

Jungkook swallowed as he was looking over at Jimin near you, trying to be intimidating.

You slowly moved to grab at your keys before rolling your eyes when he grinned hugely. Placing them on his palm that was extended, you had a fake smile in return for him.

"Tell Hoseok oppa I said hi," you popped. His expression fell a bit.

"Funny," he said smiling back.

He moved and patted Jungkook who seemed tense on the shoulder. "You'll call me oppa one of these days," he chimed and you couldn't help but laugh.

"Bye."

"Bye hyung," Jungkook said smiling a tiny bit over at him.

He nodded at the both of you before plumping into the car seat and driving off with your car.

Awkwardly looking over at the ground, you were quiet when Jungkook suddenly moved closer to you. "Trust me for tonight," he said lowly as he extended his palm towards you.

You glanced up at him. He had the softest expression on his face. Harshly debating on whether or not this was even worth it, you sighed as you moved around him and towards his car that was parked on the other side of the lined up cars. People seemed to be staring at you walking towards the car but you avoided the stares, standing by the passenger seat.

Jungkook awkwardly had his hand close before slowly following you to the car. He didn't notice the stares at all, as the only focus right now was your form.

He stood close by you when suddenly at the passenger seat himself. You glanced over at him in confusion but instantly looked down when realizing how close he was. His cologne scratching at your brain and making your stomach flutter.

"Can we go?"

He nodded, unlocking the doors before leaning in from behind you and opening at your door.

You were taken aback at one, the fact that he opened the door for you, and two, at the fact that you swore you felt his lips by your neck as he had leaned down.

Y/N quit freaking out, you scolded. The last thing you needed was to lose your cool when already so hurt by the boy.

Sitting down, you were pretty stiff when eyeing the inside of the car. It was nice but then again, you didn't know much about cars so you vaguely paid attention to it. Focusing on the front while putting on your belt, you moved a bit slower when Jungkook sat in the driver's seat.

"You don't mind cold drinks right?" He asked and you shook your head.

He nodded, smiling a tad bit before pulling out of the driveway.

He only drove out for about 10 minutes. It surprised you how close this place was and yet you had never heard of it in your entire life. It was beautiful.

A little park and gathering area with many trees, grassy land, rivers, and paths for people to enjoy.

He parked near the other few cars that were parked and you helped yourself out of the car this time, beating him to it.

"This place is so pretty," you said, the smile that creeped up on your face being noticed by Jungkook who was instantly happy with himself for choosing the right place to come.

"I thought you'd like it," he said smiling as he rubbed nervously behind his neck, "you're really in to this sort of thing."

You smiled genuinely at him. "Thank you," you said while pursing your lips a bit when he immediately started grinning hugely when you spoke to him.

Your breath hitched when he took your hand quickly. Before you could flinch away or say anything at all, he dragged you onto the grass and in the direction of the little amounts of people that were crowded around the slushy bar.

You were too fascinated to even notice your hand gently holding Jungkook's hand back.

Feeling slight separation anxiety when they started to move away from the slushy bar and towards the path, you pouted. "What about the slushy?" You asked sighing.

He chuckled.

"Later, I promise. I want to show you something first," he said smiling while looking back over at you.

You didn't say anything as he simply continued to hold your hand and move past the people gathered with their family and friends.

One family in particular were trying not to smile when noticing the two of you walking into the forest. Your eyes widened as you shook you head at that. "Oh we aren't-" you struggled, "we're just walking. He's about to show me something."

They simply chuckled and you flushed before unknowingly moving closer to Jungkook who was simply focused on finding his destination.

Getting pretty deep into the forest, they reach a sign that indicated a trespassing law and you froze when Jungkook was about to move past it.

"Is this where you're planning on killing me or something?" You asked terrified of the sign and at the fact that they were far in the forest while the sun already prepared to set.

He smiled lightly at you as he tugged at your arm.

You lamely and hesitantly followed him. Hand becoming sweaty against his. Neither of you noticed however when simply in awe of the forest's beauty.

"Where are you taking me?"

"You'll figure out in about five."

"Kook, I swear if this is some sort of murder and ditch mission-"

He laughed, amused.

You were dead serious however.

-

Moving past a few twigs and now suddenly entering an open space, your eyes studied the scenery. Eyeing the large circular patch of grass centred with an incredibly huge rock right in the center, your brows furrowed.

"Wha-"

He moved forward. And since your hand was still in his, you moved forward yourself.

"I found this place a long while back, maybe even near my trainee days," he said smiling while looking up at the sun that was close to setting. He grinned at the clear beautiful view you got of the sky from here.

"I used to come here to think, motivate myself..." He grinned. "I also came here with tones of problems and issues in my life that needed some help sorting," he sighed out and you quietly listened to him speak.

He moved towards the rock. You stopped when he stopped. Swallowing when he looked over at you, you tried not focusing on how beautiful he was.

"I've never even thought of bringing anyone I knew here," he said softly, staring you directly in the eyes. "It's kinda always just been somewhere I would let no one intrude...a part from you now clearly."

Your lips parted at that. Eyes soft.

He let out a cute chuckle before looking over at the sky. Moving in to you, you gasped when he suddenly held at your hips and picked your form off and up from the ground.

"Jungkook!"

He placed you into the rock, your eyes were wide. Instead of looking at you or processing what he had just done, he moved and jumped onto the rock beside you.

You tried to get in control of what you were feeling before glancing over at him. He was looking up at the sky.

You followed his gaze.

It took ages for him to say something as he glanced over at you smiling while watching the sun set.

"I care about you," he said lightly causing you to slowly look over at him.

"...a lot, I care about you a lot," he added hesitantly. He was confused over the fact that he had actually just shown you this place.

"And I don't want to lose you...especially over some stupid remark I made without thinking," he said softly as he glanced down over at his feet.

You nodded slowly before looking up at the sky again.

He didn't say much after that, simply watching the side of your face as you smiled again over at how gorgeous the sky looked.

His confusion grew over the fact that he kept having the urge to look at the side of your perfectly lit face. Butterflies erupting within all organs associated with keeping him alive.

He licked his lips a bit before forcing himself to look up at the sky himself.

-

Yoongi's brows furrowed when his doorbell rang. Confused at who would come by so late, he let the track he was writing to play as he walked over to the door. Lazily opening at it, his brows jumped at who he saw crying at the other side of it.

"What do you want?" He snapped, his form tense immediately.

"You," Racy whimpered as she instantly threw herself at Yoongi, her lips crashing hard against his.

His brows arched at that as he quickly pulled away from her. Pushing her back from him.

"WHAT THE FUCK?" He asked pained, his heart aching at just the touch of her lips against his.

"I can't stop thinking about you," she cried quick, "I can't stop hating myself over how I hurt you! I've been in denial for so fucking long but not anymore. NOT ANYMORE!"

She clung onto him again as she crashed her trembling lips against his again. His upper lip twitched as he pushed her back more harshly now. She simply stumbled back but caught herself.

His eyes watered now.

"Leave," he said darkly and Racy shook her head. She wasn't going to leave. Not tonight, not tonight.

"No," she said softly.

"LEAVE!"

She jumped high at his voice roar but didn't dare move out of her spot.

"Make me," she spat, crying like no tomorrow as she stared at him just as angry.

"I don't get why you're so mad either! You fucked up yourself! Your half- responsible to blame for what happened!"

"Don't you dare pin what happened between us on me," he spat back, tears daring to fall.

The track was softer when compared to the sounds of their yelling.

"I'm sorry," she whimpered, "how many times do I have to apologize?"

She was broken.

He simply had his teeth grind against each other when watching her cry.

"Racy please just go," he now begged, his throat suddenly aching him.

"No."

He moved towards her, grabbing her arm as he helped move her towards the door. She was struggling and yelling at him in the process. As they it to the door she yelled a loud, "NO!" Before slamming the door shut and leaning against it instantly.

She kissed Yoongi again.

He pulled away quick, full out crying now.

"You're with Taehyung," he said through his teeth, "fuck you. Leave me alone. This isn't right."

Racy whimpered. The thought of being with the one she hurt, with the one she truly loved clouding her mind.

"No," she said shaking her head, "no I'm not. Taehyung and I are done. I can't...knowing that I'm in love with you."

Yoongi's jaw clenched at that.

"Shut up."

"I love you," she whimpered and his face scrunched in pain.

"No you don't," he whimpered out now, "please stop."

"I love-"

His lips crashed harshly against hers. Whimpering instantly as she begged to taste him, her arms hugged at him immediately.

He seemed to angrily take her arms off, his upper lip twitching against hers before harshly pulling them behind her back, her torso pressing into his now. She whimpered.

"Fuck me," she mumbled through her tears.

He simply harshly kissed her back, all anger, all hurt and suffering being expressed through his mouth.

Tossing her onto the bed, he hastily found himself to hover over her, his lips harsh when attacking her neck. Her mouth gaped open as her head arched back, "Ahh!" She whimpered before kissing desperately at his neck herself.

She knew he was angry by the way he suddenly started to make her loudly whimper and moan.

What they didn't know of was the camera stalking and moving about from outside his window, trying to get a better view of the scene from past the curtains that blew from the wind.

The windows were open.

-

It had been well over thirty minutes.

You had lost track of time and your issues with the boy as the two of you simply enjoyed everything around yourselves.

He drank his slurpee as the two of you walked.

You could tell your lips were blue by the way he chuckled when staring at you.

You playfully shoved him a bit while walking, "oh shut up period mouth."

His face fell at that as he gagged in slight disgust and you grinned hugely, giggling over him exaggerating just so he could make you laugh.

He smiled before stealing a sip of your slurpee. "Hey!" You called out, laughing as he pulled away and waved his hand a bit, "ah that's okay, mine is better."

"Wanna try?" He offered as he poked out his straw so it would be easier for you to take.

You nodded slowly, biting down at your lip a bit.

He smiled sweetly at you as he shook his drink, urging you to take some then.

You shook your head, pushing his drink away.

His brows furrowed at the action, a small smile still present on his face however as he simply went to go drink from his straw again.

"Kiss me."

He chocked on his drink, gawking over at you instantly, "HUH?!"

"You know, mouth to mouth action, maybe a little tongue if you're lucky," you piped grinning smugly.

He looked like he had just got hit so far up between his legs as his expression grew pained.

"Please tell me you're joking," he said breathless.

You grinned, "of course I'm joking."

His brows jumped at that as he let out a breathy laugh of relief.

"Ahh! Y/N! Not cool."

He was smiling as he went in for another sip of his red crush slurpee.

You timed your next remark well, smiling like an idiot.

"I was joking about the mouth to mouth part," you stated quick, "now your mouth on another set of my lips..." You trailed off and laughed loudly when you practically saw red crush pour out of Jungkook's nostrils.

He had snorted the drink.

You were giggling as he tried to wipe at his nose. Helping his disgusted form out with your napkin that was around your icecream cone, he was pouting.

"Ew dude I feel it at the back of my nose," Jungkook said, his nose getting squished by you playfully causing his voice to change. You laughed, repeatedly blocking his nose with the tissue and he laughed himself.

"How cute," a female remarked from beside them while walking away for the cart themselves.

Both looked over at her and she was smiling while walking with an individual who seemed to be her husband. "Honey aren't they just adorable?" She asked her husband who nodded, smiling a bit himself. He saluted at Jungkook a bit as he walked by. The woman smiled at the both of them, "I hope you two stay happy and well with one another."

Your expression fell at that.

Waiting for Jungkook to panic and correct the woman who thought of them as a couple, you were surprised when he sweetly said "thank you" instead.

"Why didn't you correct her?" You asked breathless before wiping more around his mouth now.

"Was there a point?" He sighed out, lightly smiling over at you, "and bedsides, it's cool to know that if we were together we'd be adorable."

He had a teasing expression on his face. Normally you'd roll your eyes. Instead, today, right now, before the boy you were slowly starting to fall for even after scolding yourself repeatedly for weeks to not, you remained quiet and in awe.

He moved away from you and you took a while before walking beside him again. Smiling sweetly over at him when he looked your way.

-

Back in the car, it was incredibly dark now. The forestry and long steps of grass simply making him more anxious over how gloomy the place looked.

"This is going to be fun to drive back in," he mumbled back and you laughed.

"Aw don't be scared," you said as you ruffled at his hair, "I'll protect you."

He groaned at you ruining it but couldn't help but laugh at the smug look you had on your face.

"Suddenly not scared at all now," he chimed and you grinned.

Moving to start driving again, they used the time to sing loudly in the car.

He was uncomfortable at first when you put in one of their albums as he felt off about jamming in the car to his own music.

You simply started singing immediately, your tongue tangling at certain parts of the rap causing Jungkook to smile lightly at he took over those parts.

You laughed before shoving him lightly every time he did.

The both of you just continuing to fool around in the car.

He was being a gentleman as he dropped you off to your place instead of taking you to his, seeing that there would be many teasing them as soon as they entered. Promising you he'd drop your car off, you nodded, trusting him. Smiling sweetly and thanking him when he helped you out of the car, you were carrying your bag now, walking towards the porch steps. He was walking beside you.

"It was fun tonight," you said slowly while puckering your lips a bit, trying not to smile.

"You stayed with me for more than two hours," he said grinning hugely knowing what that meant.

You flushed a bit. "Yeah will I figured I'd use you for a ride home instead of finding a way home myself," she piped grinning and he laughed.

"Hmm."

"Yes," you said laughing yourself.

"I'm glad you decided to stay," he said softly, serious now.

"I'm glad too," you softly replied back, smiling reassuringly over at him.

Jungkook knew he was suddenly grinning like an idiot.

Smiling as you awkwardly said your goodnight by chuckling, you froze to look at him when he gently held your forearm.

About to ask what was wrong, you watched as he leaned in slowly and pecked your cheek. Lingering, he sighed against your cheek, his forehead gently resting against the side of your temple.

"Jungkook..."

Nose nuzzling your cheek, he took in a sharp breath for a second, breathing you in.

You felt yourself getting hot.

"I um, I should go."

He seemed to be dazed out of his mind, nodding a bit before moving his forehead gently against yours, his nose brushing yours.

Your eyes shut as he lightly leaned in and kissed you.

You kissed him back immediately.

Before he could deepen the kiss, you swore as you gasped while moving back.

His eyes shot open wide themselves, unbelievably surprised over what he had just did.

"Fuck! I'm so sorry I-"

"It's fine," you chimed quickly, flushing bright red, "it was nice. That was nice, thank you."

"You liked that?" He asked curiously and you nodded, jumpy and awkward suddenly.

He swallowed, awkward himself. "Alright, great pointers for the future," he said chuckling nervously and your brows jumped.

"Future?"

His eyes widened. "I didn't mean the future with you or us k-kissing in the future! I just, I just meant in general," he was struggling so hard.

You nodded quick.

"Makes sense," your voice was extremely high, "I wish you luck buddy."

You punched at his shoulder a bit.

He grinned nervously before lightly punching you back on your shoulder, "thanks pal!"

"May you get all the thirsty hoes," you preached as your fist of fury went high in the air.

He was already walking backwards at this point, "and may you get all the fuckboy dick pics!"

"Looking forward to it," you sang out as he struggled a bit while going down the porch stairs.

"Yeah! Rooting for you and the cock-hunting."

"Thanks friend!" You yelled out as he laughed very loudly. The nervousness ringing along with it.

You swallowed so hard when he disappeared from the driveway. He was waving at you as he drove back.

You nervously made an action with your hand that resembled a dick going into your mouth and you watched as he almost crashed into your neighbours car.

Noticing what you were doing, you slapped your own hand away from your face, letting out a gasp.

"Oh my shit oh my shit!" You were freaking out while trying to move inside the house.

Once inside, you rushed for the bathroom and instantly threw up.

Blue crushed slurpee coming back out the way it had entered was the saddest feeling you had ever really felt in a while.