Crystals POV

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   Ugh i sit up and shut my alarm off. why do I have to keep waking up. I don't even like school anymore not after what happened yesterday. I get up and get in the shower. When i come out I get dressed in black ripped skinny jeans, a shirt with "Fuck Off" on it, and my leather jacket. I put a couple of bracelets on. I grab my bag and run down the stairs and grab an apple on the way out to my car I see Caleb right behind me.

   We were driving in a complete silence. I hated it. When we pull up I leave Caleb behind and walked into the school. I seen Alex she tried to talk to me but I just pushed her back and walked off. So i'm currently in gym and bored as fuck, all we fucking doing is standing here talking because Mr. Tom isn't here. I walked out of class and roamed the hallways until the bell rings.

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  So right now i'm suppose to be in lunch but I didn't want to go. So I went to the library because right now that's my only safe place. When I get there I go into my corner and sit. Why does this kind of shit always happen to me like i'm really sick of all this shit that happens. I fucking bet Caleb is sitting with Alex and Kyle i'm so fed up with people and another thing is that i can't do shit about it because Caleb said i can't interfere with any of his friends and he will do the same. It feels like my twin isn't even my twin yeah he was there to help me but that's only with family problems. I'm so done. Done with the shit that has happened in my life. Yeah. Sometimes I wonder if Caleb went to a different school to get away from me I mean he already puts up with me at home, so school must of been a get away for him right.

    I was to deep in thought that I didn't even notice someone sat next to me. I was about to move until I seen who it was. Blondie. " Hey what's wrong ?" Luke asked. " Why do want to know ? Side's its nothing you probably want to know" I say. " Because you look sad and I do want to know why your sad." Luke said. I turned to him and grabbed his arm and ran out of school. He tried to pull away, but my grip was to strong for him. I realized that it is about time I tell someone about my past.

    We get into my car and drive to my tree house near the park my father use to take me and Caleb. When we get there I take his hand and pulled him to the house. Something weird happened when I touched his hand I felt sparks, but I decided to ignore it. Well here goes nothing. "Can I trust about my past to keep it a secret and I want no pitty  either." I asked. "Yes you can trust me, but I can't promise not to give pitty." He says. " So my family was a normal family a loving mother and father, but that all changed when my dad died of stage 3 lung cancer. Let me tell you It took the hardest impact on me because I was a daddy's girl and it changed my mother and Caleb would never talk to anyone unless I was having nightmares about my dad." I said. I stopped when I felt hot tears going down my face, but I continued anyways. "So as I was saying my mother changed from a loving one to an abusive one who drinks and always would hit or kick me she always tried for Caleb me being older by one minute I needed to protect him. Every night I would take the abuse do he didn't get hurt he would just watch. At least once a week she would hire people to rape and abuse us me and Caleb lost out innocence by the age of 14. Do you know how hard it is for your own mother to tie the other twin up and make them watch whats happening and seeing your mother is doing it all for money to spend on drugs and beer. The worst part is that when me and Caleb were just 9 years old she started getting more for people to to touch us and to take pictures of us it was the worst thing ever. I ended up in the hospital five times from the beatings and shit like that. After that I fell into depression there was never an escape and one day Caleb and I got a call saying our mother died in a car crash and I know what your thinking how horrible right, but no do you know how much of a relief that was to have her gone. Now its just me and Caleb and sometimes I feel like hes gone too. Whenever I need him he's never there, even when my nightmares came back he was never there. He was either out at parties or fucking some slut and when I call for his comfort or scream from my nightmares he doesn't come anymore. This is why I have walls and became the bad-ass today. I also lost my two best friends and now I have no one." I say. I have tears running down my face it feels like a river. Next thing I know i'm pulled into a hug. " I know you don't want to hear this, but I'm really sorry this happened. Also I'm here for you don't you ever forget it. Another thing is I can be your new friend. Fuck all of them they don't deserve you and I know I just met you, but it feels like I've known you forever." Luke says. " Thank you I appreciate you so much for saying that and thanks for being my new best friend. Also It does feel like we have known each other forever." I say. Luke says " No problem." 

    We sit there together in a hugging position and we lay down on the bed in there and we talk. Luke and I got to know each other a lot more than we did before. Now we are sitting in silence and  I hear his breath even out telling me he fell asleep. I grabbed the blanket that I kept in the tree house and covered us up and I cuddled up to him and I fell into a deep sleep.

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 Hey how was it good I hope. Peace.