(Chapter 2 background story)
My bestie diamond👆
(The dates may be a lil messed up but it's hard to put the time with dates cause it's fiction. Also this chapter is now edited if any mistakes please comment or text me)

Nikki POV~
I woke him up and told him to get dressed he look at me like I was stupid so I grabbed his stuff off the floor and mine while throwing it all at him saying hurry up rushing him while putting on my underwear and bra with my long shirt. Then I processed to get his shoes , car keys and whatever else he brought over with him.

Once I got him out the house quickly I turned around and the girls was right their laughing say "so it's not like that" my bsf diamond said.

I laughed then relied "well it wasn't until it was anyways leave me alone let me live".

Jackie said "can you please just tell me y'all love story and tell me why the heck y'all broke up again well ended y'all engagement y'all was my favorite couple and y'all was in love like really in love. Y'all gave me and my boyfriend hope"😩.

My bestie then added on "pretty please I know y'all love story but you still haven't told me why y'all broke it off and what the hell happen".

I rolled my eyes, "Ok if y'all wanna know so bad I'll tell y'all I think I'm finally ready to open up about it" I said.
Then took a seat on the cozy couch.

" I loved Armon so much even more than I do now and I still love him like a freakin lot we where 17 going on 18 when we met I hated him i used to see him around all the time with different women. I thought he was the worst but soon after it's like something clicked he change out of nowhere he was the best I was crazy bout him and he was even crazier about me a few months after we met I got pregnant he was by my side though the whole thing."

"Then once I had our beautiful baby boy we made a big big decision that we should, or I should move in with him  it was kinda hard for him to be a dad but he got the hang of it quickly it sounds like everything was peaches and cream but later on me and Armon decided to just be friends and I would stay with him our love was drifting I started to see the men I saw when I met him like he was starting to be with a lot of women again and getting all drunk just being an ass".

"Now I'm 19 our son is around 1 and Armon had a girlfriend named angel and she broke up with him 2 days before his birthday I could see it was kinda effecting him and we still lived together so i wanted to do something nice for him. I cleaned up really nice and my son went to his grandmas. I cooked his favorite meal whore his favorite dress he loved on me and we talked and drank all night we ended up having sex it didn't mean to happen but I woke up booty naked it was like he appreciated what I did so much he thanked me a lil to well😂".

They both busted out laughing "I bet he did" my bsf said .

"Y'all were so cute y'all just need to get back together" Jackie said.

A tear rolled down my eye "I don't think that will happen this time what he did hit really close to the heart. They both tried to conferred me but I could see the curiosity it their eye so I began to tell the rest of the story while looking down I glanced back up and saw a worried , anxious and relieved look.

"That morning we just talked about what happen and we're we going to move forward in our relationship or just be strictly sex or just keep that one good night in our memory's and forget about what happen.

We couldn't let our love go to waste so we picked up we're we left off at but just our love was back and stronger than ever. We went on so many dates, picnics and he took me shopping a lot" I said the paused trying to catch my breath cause that was a lot to say.

"Continue bitch I need to know what happens next" Jackie said with her eyes straight looking at me.

I continued "When I was 21 we moved into a big beautiful house then he cheated on me with the same girl that broke up with him a day before his birthday jasmine I was hurt but some way I don't know how he worked his way back into my heart". "Then in between my legs thats how I got pregnant with my baby girl Mia we were so happy.

When I had her  he finally proposed and made a promise to never leave me or the kids, to keep me happy and always provide for our family, he would always put us first, lasty never do anything to hurt me and to keep his promises" .

"AWWW I need an Armon that's so cute I'm to single for this" diamond said falling back into a pillow being dramatic, we all laughed.

"Were at the breaking part in our relationship because every promise he made he broke" I said getting teary eyed. 

I never told nobody this but 3 months ago I was really sick and we decided to go to the hospital and I found out I was pregnant and I thought we were both  happy.

Soon found out he just wasn't ready for another baby that fast I just had Mia a 6 months before so it wasn't a big deal but I realized that he started staying out late and I just was at home stressed with the kids a lot but I was ok with that cause I was under the impression that all the long nights he was gone he was at work but soon found out it wasn't". I stoped an got a sip of water and got us some napkins cause I knew we were all gonna cry my friends were cry baby, ghetto thugs😂.

I continued "Then 3 weeks later I was feeling really really sick like terrible and one day I was taking care of the kids and I realized I was like wet and felt down and I thought maybe I was peeing on myself I was bleeding so I called my mom to get the kids she rushed me to the hospital. I kept calling Armon but it kelp going to voice mail I had to worry about me at this point they rushed me in the emergency they basically I was out of time I lost the baby I had a miscarriage.

Armon was no where to be found I called his work, friends, mom just everybody I would think of my phone went dead so I had my mom phone I called him one last time and he answered. I was relieved before I could get my word fully out I was cut off by a female voice saying "please stop calling my boyfriend" (beep) she hung up on me"

My throat got dry I held back my tears as long as I could at that moment I couldn't pretend anymore all the anger, stress, sadness and hurt came out. I realized Armon didn't care about me or about my health he only cared about his self . I couldn't stick around any longer and take this that day I went home and packed some clothes. I knew  couldn't stay anymore no I didn't leave that night but my kids stay with their grandad while I got my mind together and rested".

At the end of the story I looked up and we all were crying but my bsf the most cause she was a cry baby and I knew she was hurt cause I never told her this stuff not cause I didn't I was just to hard too😔. They look at me with the blood shot red eyes.

No one said anything for a long time we just all hugged and cried I finally broke the silence and said "but I'm ok now I forgive him and I know we're going to move past this but it's takes time our hearts are healing but we won't be moving past it relationship wise but one thing I do know he's a great father and I never ever had to question his love for his kids so on that note theirs nothing more to say goodnight my cry baby's".

Before I could get up they both squeezed me tightly then I said "I love y'all"

They both replied "love you too" letting me go slowly but still trying to hug me. While walking back up the stairs I realized how good it left to just tell somebody and get a good cry out

>I don't know why I stayed so long I guess it was love , maybe it was the way he always provided for me , he knew how to treat me. What if I told you I loved him cause he made me feel safe. I think it could be the way that he makes me feel when we're together or even how he acts when he with the kids and me. Maybe it's that we made two beautiful kids together I don't think nobody or nothing could replace that feeling.💭

> I just don't know why he would do that to me still to this day I don't know why? I never asked tho. I just hate that I love him so much  I just can't leave him alone I try and try but nobody give me the same feeling he does. Sometimes I wish we never met but if we didn't nun of this would be possible it would be no Mia and Aj.💭