(Chapter 1 our lil secret🤫)
(This chapter has just got edited if I need to change something comment down below thank you for your time)❤️

My name is Nikki I'm brown skin with short curly hair. I'm 22 and I have two kids by my ex boyfriend/ ex fiancé his name is Armon. I also have a lil sister her name is Nia she's 16 in the 10th grade.

My daughter is 9 months her name is Mia and my son is 4 his name is Aj. It's been 5months since me and their dad broke up but he seems consistent in their life.

Some times I feel bad that their father isn't around so much anymore they ask about him like crazy even tho they do see him enough not to

I used to live with Armon but once we broke up I couldn't take the drama of all that was going on I moved in temporarily with my bsf diamond she is  a skinny but kinda thick 20 year old pretty red head who had an abusive boyfriend recently but broke it off.

I would never wish that on nobody I'm glad she became strong enough to end it, but anyways for now until I find a place by a good school for me and my kids, I'm looking for my dream house I just can't wait till I find it. (You'll find out our love story later)

Night time

It's nighttime I was sitting down stairs with my bsf and my recently new friend named Jackie I just met her 8 months ago she is a pretty Mexican with braces that's 19, she has a boyfriend I really like him their really good together honestly. They have been together for the longest. Even though I think she cheated. She still wants to know why me and Armon happy home isn't so happy anymore I'm thinking about telling her. My timer went off to tell me it was time for my kids to be tucked away for night night.

I'm putting the kids to bed but my daughter is crying and all my son wants is his dad. So I just got tired of them and called Armon over cause even tho our relationship is over doesn't mean im gone to let him take the easy way out and make my kids suffer because of the stuff he did or the mistakes we made in life.

>would my life be better if we just never met idk but I guess it's going fine for now 💭

>It was fun while it lasted I think 💭

After two rings he answered

"Hello"

Umm your son wants his dad can you please come over and bond with them for a moment cause they won't go to sleep or leave me alone if you don't" I said while laughing

"Yeah as long as I can stay over" he said
>he's so irritating💭

"I'll think about it Armon just hurry up"I said getting a lil annoying

"Yeah yeah I'm otw they better be up when I get there to"he said jumping in the car slamming the door
>he better hurry up and get here💭

Anyways I turned on the tv for them she stopped crying and started watching tv laughing "y'all dad is on his way" I said walking out the room.

I returned to my girls, they looked sleepy asf

I told them if they tired go to bed but they instantly said they wasn't sleepy and set up straight. About 10 or 15 minuets passed while we was talking I was cut off by a car door slamming and them saying who is that. I got up and said see for yourself while swinging the door open before he even started nocking.

I watched them smile and turn to each other and laugh quickly I said "it's not what you think"!

At the exact same time they both said "yeah ok"I rolled my eyes

Moments later after they finished Armon said "hey y'all where the kids"?

>their so irritating I hate that they both think that me and Armon still got something going on like that's in the past I think 💭

Anyways I told him up stairs laying down and pointed. I look at my bsf trying to explain myself but was cut off by Jackie saying "girl don't try to explain yourself we know sometimes you get lonely at night"while laughing

I also laughed because these bit**es is crazy like they always assuming something. I didn't even try to explain myself cause they just don't wanna believed I'm done with him so I just walked up the stairs thinking.

>these girls is crazy I just can't wait till I find some one so I can show them I can move on and it's not that hard is it I thought  💭 ( p.s this is what I be thinking in my head)

Armon POV~
Armon in picture👇

I walked into the my son ran up to me smiling so hard almost harder than me. He said "daddy omg you came"

I replied "of course son whenever you need me I'll be here go get back in the bed lil man you been up to long you need at less 8 hours of sleep to be strong like me"

he said "ok" and did as I said. He got in the bed and begged me to read him a bed time story so I grabbed a book and began. After a while my son eyes were closed and then popped back open cause Nikki opened the door but I didn't stop reading I just glanced at her and kept reading.

Few minutes later he was sleep so I tucked him in his small bed and grabbed my lil baby girl and began to rock her to bed but it wasn't working.

"Did she already have a nap or something"? I asked Nikki

she replied "no so she should be tired". I looked at Nikki and back at the baby noticing how un sleepy the baby looked and how beautiful both of them were even with that lil baby weight Nikki had left over  and realizing what I've noticed plenty of times I really messed up.

I stayed silent for a moment then I got snapped out of my thought by the baby whining I quickly began to rock her while grabbing a bottle and began feeding her.

I had started seeing her eyes close so I cared for her a lil more and once I realized she was sleep I put her down in the crib and kissed her cheek gently.

Nikki POV~
Nikki in picture👇

I watched him care for our kids from behind he was so great with them I didn't have to do anything. I don't know but it's something bout a man when he good with kid it turns me on but I kept my cool. Once he put the baby down in the crib.

"Well daddy of the year award goes to you, you saved the day once again", I said while clapping.

"Don't thank me this just the lil stuff I'm supposed to do". He said then threw his hand up like it was nothing to him. I went over to the bed to sit were he was leaning.

We caught eye contact then began to kiss he started sliding his hand up my leg I pushed it away even tho I didn't want him to stop but I pushed him away I guess that's my biggest problem always pushing him away so I didn't make that mistake I pulled him closer and before I leading him into another room I whispered in his ear this will be our lil secret. Then we ended the night off having sex.

I woke up to pee I looked in the mirror "now why would you have sex with him omg I hate that I have a soft spot for him", I hit my head kinda getting annoyed with myself.

I stood there looking in the mirror and walked out the bathroom back to the bedroom.

I was stuck for a second just thinking about how I was going to get him out the house. I knew I had to get him out the house before these two bit**es  know what went down or maybe they already knew regardless what happen I will not speak on it I'm going to let it go I kept telling myself but I knew deep down I wasn't.

After thinking long and hard about what happen I quickly woke him up

To be continued