What if?
Reminder: Another Sad Fic. May or May Not Make You Cry.
I'm tired of faking it everyday. I'm tired of making it seem like I'm a happy bubble. I'm tired of what I'm pasting in my face. I'm tired of everything so what if I just stop?
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I'm depressed.
I have anxiety attack.
Sensory Overload.
Everything. I'm hurt on the inside.
I hide through the most faked smile I put up everyday.
I can see it in everyone's eyes.
I'm just a burden.
A person who is a bother. I'm just a nobody.
This following days just proved it. Proved everything.
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Happy shouted at Peter. "Would you just ducking shut up for once?!" the man shouted. Peter said the divider back up and slid into his sit. He took out his phone and jacked the earphones in and started to listen to music.
Holding his knees at his chest he sighed and tried to sleep.
He was annoying. He said to himself. 9
He was dropped off at May's house and when he entered May slapped him in the face.
"What the fuck is this?!" May shouted at him. He touched his cheeks as it stung. May let out a string of words before telling Peter... "Get the fuck out of my life." Peter let the tears fall, begging May to not too it, only getting a slammed door right on his face.
Peter went to the tower and it just got worse there.
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Flash got worse, his bullying went to the max where he punches and kicks him. Though the teachers know the truth they put Peter in detention every time.
The Avengers stopped paying notice after a boy entered their life.
Peter stopped loving. Natasha, she was the only one who notices him. Natasha was the only one who cares. Everytime the new kid would spat with her she would release everything. The kid ended up with bruises.
Bruce and Thor also notices Peter.
They see the sadness in his eyes. The bugs and his weight has gone down. Bruce helps him with his studies, Thor helps him smile.
The two male avoids the new kid, whenever the kid asks for help or a tour of Asgard, Bruce would say. 'Don't have time, I've got to help Pete with something's before leaving and going to Peters table while with Thor. 'We don't allow small mortals and the ones that I do not seem worthy into Asgard. Even if you lift my hammer you are still not deemed worthy.' the god would always answer.
The new kid named Josh was always glare at him. Ruin his works, his portrait to the Avengers, but the rest doesn't pay mind to Peter. Only selected few.
That's when, Peter decided enough is enough.
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He started writing letters, for people he loves.
For May, the Avengers, Ned, MJ, Flash.
(Suicide Warning.)
He stood up and grabbed a knife, slicing words in his body. Painful words that would mark him.
Blood pooled out but not to many, it was already healing.
He took a chair, stood on it and a rope was dangling off, he surrounds his neck with it and pushed the chair, his body was now hovering over the ground, as he pushed the chair Natasha entered the room.
Before Natasha entered the room and while Peter was writing letters Thor had gotten enough.
"WOULD ALL OF YOU JUST FUCKING SHUT UP FOR A MINUTE?!" Thor boomed loudly. The Avengers quieted down a bit.
Thor glared at every avenger in the room minus Bruce and Natasha.
"I thought I was the dumbest of the group but even the genius himself is dumb. Haven't you notice a spider kid? Haven't you notice your son Stark?! You've put Peter in missery! He slices himself, cuts himself, did suicide multiples time but he can't do it because he thinks all of you will care again! But fuck all of you! Can't you see!" Thor was so angry that lightning was releasing from his body. "If Peter will do suicide again, you will regret meeting me." Thor glared before Natasha entered the room again. Carrying a pale Peter.(she's a strong woman)
Thunder boomed outside. It started pouring hard. Oh you don't really want to anger a god.
Bruce put Peter on a stretcher and headed down the medical wing.
Storm started brewing up, the hurricanes started appearing.
"If he doesn't get out alive, you will rot in hell. And if he does, I expect all of you to say your sincerest sorry. If you don't. We'll see about that." Thor threatens.
Everything became calm and the Avengers were frightened.
They started remembering Peter
Oh god, they dissapointed Peter, when Peter needed them, they were with another.
It's just that the kid they met had a good family. Good relationship, grades and everything. They didn't notice Peter.
They immediately went at the medical wing and looked through the mirror, Peter was talking with Natasha and the rest. He was talking happily.
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A week had passed after the Avengers realized Peters presence, so as a solution, they started hanging out with Peter. The thing is...
For Tony: 'I'm busy, plus Bruce is teaching me my subjects. Go with the boy instead.'
For Clint: 'I'm to busy doing projects and studying to play pranks with you.'
For Bucky: 'Though your cookies are good, my cooking are better.'
For Steve: 'Face it, your really boring.'
For Sam: 'Don't you hate my talking? I'm doing a favor and shut up.'
For Wanda: 'Can you please talk clearly, I don't understand you 100% at a time.'
For Vision, well Vision and Peter doesn't really talk much.
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Peter wanted them to apologize. Sincerely. Not when he is doing something or they are just plainly annoying him.
He wanted them to feel what he felt when they were ignoring him.
Tony, being the genius he is, for got Peters birthday.
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Tony woke up with the rest of the Avengers to see a nice made meal, and as they are, they all headed to eat the food.
To be stopped when Thunder faces them.
Thor glared at them. "Your gifts?" he asked.
"For who?" Clint asked. "Oh, you know the one that committed suicide?" the rest gave a nod of acknowledment.
They immediately went out. Tony was left behind and thought of a video presentation.
He got it done. And they started eating.
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Peter looked uncomfortable. He doesn't like material gifts as his present. He thanked everyone minimally.
Peter cried when he saw what Tony made a video presentation. It was about the boy Josh.
Peter looked up to Tony.
"I just wanted a small sorry..." Peter said before running away.
Tony got a hold of his arm and hugged Peter.
"I'm sorry Peter... I've been so caught up. Busy that o neglected you. The video was messed up by I don't know who. It was about you. I love you Peter. As a son. I wanted to give you this." Tony handed Peter a paper. Written: Adoption. For Guardian
Tears sprung into Peters eyes again, as he cried into Tony's chest.
Peter said....
"No....
I want you to be my parent. Tony." he finished. Ting cried tears of joy and hugged Peter back.
Was it a good birthday gift? Yes, yes it is.
I'm sorry for the late posts, I just finished this yesterday. Haven't put much thought in to it though. Sorry if it's short and sorry if it's boring, a lot of stuffs going into my mind right now. Sorry for it being boring. Vote and Comment on what you think thank you!
I'll tell you my schedule for uploading this book. Since I have another book starting up. Which you probably should check out if you didn't. The one shots will be uploaded maybe twice or thrice if I'm really I'm a good mood, a week. Except Monday. Monday is for my other book. And I don't pretty much upload during weekdays, I'm writing down Wattpad or creating a story at the time. But if again and I'm in a really really good mood, there will be uploads for this book.
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