My Life
(You Can Play The Song Anytime, but a good start would be now.)(If the song ends, please play it again so you could feel the story)
Peter was all alone. In the world full of judgemental, hatred and pain.
All the Pepe he thought he could trust was just hear to break him down. Break his heart. Build up walls. Ignore him. When they used him. Ignore him when they got tired. Leave him hanging.
He was just a poor boy. No one to love. No one to cuddle with. He just wants someone to love him. To care for him. To understand him. To care for him. To give him the love he deserves. But no. God forbid him.
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Peter was tired of faking it. Tired of the smiles he plasters on his face. The fairness of his cheery voice.
And now, he looks at the view inform of him.
A heart breaking sob. A heartbreaking moment. May was lying on the ground. Not breathing. Nothing. No sign of life. May was gone.
He wasn't able to say his good bye. He wasn't able to graduate without her. He wasn't able to make her proud, he hasn't reveal that he was Spiderman. He wasn't ready. He hasn't revealed that he was... He was... He was finally going to a collage. He hasn't done, he hasn't created happy memories.
May was gone! The only living family he has is now gone! How can he live now?!
Peter carried his aunt outside. Ran to the hospital, everywhere just to get his aunt.
Believe in the hope that his aunt was alive.
But when he got there. The doctors wouldn't help him. Just ignore him.
So he went out, carrying a lifeless May in hand. Searching for help.
Until he dropped to the ground. May was at hand. Sobbing his eyes out. His aunt was dead.
His aunt was gone. He was all alone.
Alone in the world of hatred and judgement.
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Few weeks after May's death Flash got worse.
Giving him insults about how his homeless and how he has no family left.
And everytime Flash say this words. He ends up crying. He ends up beaten. He ends up broken.
Broken.
This simple word describes his life. Describes how he lives.
But then again. He was nothing.
He deserves to die. Like the rest of the city says he doesn't deserve to be a superhero as he would kill instead of save.
How he was a menace.
So he decided to say his goodbyes, this very day that he would graduate.
Say his goodbye to the world.
Say his goodbye and how he would join May and Ben up there.
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The Avengers were waiting proudly, not for Peter but for a new boy they found. So when the boy went up they went to the stage and put the medal on the boy.
Peter was watching this unfolds. Watching at how his family forgot him. Replaced him.
How his family would cheer for another.
How every tear are going down his face right now.
All the years that they've been through. All the pressure they've gone through.
All the memories inside they're minds. Disappeared like dust.
So when his name was called out, he didn't expect boos from his family.
Ned and MJ were looking at him, assurance that they'll never leave him.
So when he looked at everyone.
He was the only one to out the trophy on his head. Receiving a boo from a specific person.
Tony Stark, the father he thought he'd love.
But he held the tears at bay. He held the trophy in his hand firmly.
But he couldn't stop the tears from flowing down.
Tony stopped. Seeing how Peter was crying in front of the people. In front if the students.
How the trophy broke when it fell from Peters hands.
How everything went down.
How he changed. How he noticed May wasn't there.
How he noticed that Peter was taking a deep breath.
Tony's eyes widened in regret. He forgot about Peter.
And he saw how much he affected Peter.
Peter wiped his tears away. He started speaking.
"A few weeks ago... My aunt died... I couldn't save her. I tried calling for help, calling for someone. But in the end, she died. She left me in this world." the Avengers stiffened. How could they not notice it?
"I ask myself questions everyday, if it's worth living anymore? If it's worth anything to be honest. I lost people in my life that I held dear. My parents, uncle and aunt. I don't know what to believe anymore. I don't know if I could live anymore." Peters hands were shaking.
His friends realized that this was Peters way. Peters way of saying his goodbye.
"No Peter! Don't!" Ned shouted, MJ ran towards Peter.
Peter looked sad. He webbed the two friends at the ground.
His eyes held the sadness and regret.
His eyes held tears. And now, he let's his walls crumble down. Let's the world see who he really is.
"I'm Spiderman, and it's hard living everyday knowing that people hated you." Peter laughed quietly as people were shouting at him to go away.
"Dont worry, I'm not gonna be here anymore. This is the night Spiderman says goodbye. And the night I say goodbye." Peter said.
Pete held a gun. His hands clay and sweaty, tears streaming down his face.
He smiles at is friends tears streaming down his face. "Ned, MJ I'm sorry. I can't hold on anymore." Tony realized what Peter will do
Peter Shit the trigger. He waited for the impact to see a red bubble invading the shot.
He looked at Wanda before falling onto his knees.
"Why?! I wanted to die so I could be with May and Ben!" people were quieting down. They didn't see it before hit Spiderman was a just a kid who lost everyone of his loved one.
Tony went up. "Peter." he started.
"Mr. Stark, get away from me!" Tony had his heart broken by Peter. Peter was sobbing.
His cries were visible.
"Peter please." Peter shook his head.
"No Mr. Stark, you listen! I've been waiting for you! Waiting for you to help me get back on my knees, help me move one! Keyword is waiting! You never came! You never helped me! I got tired! The. I remembered, why would I even put my trust in you?! All you ever do is break promises, be a playboy! I hate you! I hate you! You just left me when I needed you. While I was there helping you when you needed a shoulder to cry on. Where were you when I needed you?!" Peter cried.
Tony just stood there.
Stiff as he remembered.
"See, you can't even talk! I'm right I should have never out trust on you and what you so called family cause you'll break it into pieces." Peter spat.
He looked angry and betrayed.
"But even though, I can't forget everything. So let me just die!!!" Peter shouted.
"Peter..." Tony went closer and hugged Peter.
"Peter please... I live you as a son." Tony said.
"If you did you would be here right now, and when I needed you." Tony remembered.
"I am here right now. Please put that down and let's start again." Peter looked at Tony.
"Hey kiddo. I'm Tony Stark." Tony introduced himself. Lending a hand.
Peter was hesitant. He bit his lips and smiled.
"Hi Mr. Stark, I'm Peter Parker." Peter took the hand and hugged Tony.
"We will heal your heart kiddo."
Peter just mumbled.
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