A/N: Hey guys... I'm sorry for the lack of chapters... It's just that, there's family issues in the house. And I can't focus well enough, and last night. Well, yesterday was our Christmas party and I kinda forgot my cousins exchanged gift. And when my parents found out mostly my mom, she shouted at me. Saying I'm a disgrace, I don't learn anything, saying words that hurts the most especially when she said that I'm gonna be the cause of her death. And I was eating, silent. Trying not to cry. And my dad, instead of protecting me he was just outside. No caring at all. I feel like I'm  not loved byy family at all, and last night, a depressing thing came over my head. I thought, what if I just hang myself. I thought I'm gonna have a happy Christmas. A happy New Year. But instead it's gonna be a sad one. Full of me trying my best, doing good but all my parents see are bad. I just want to feel loved. Feel loved by my family. But the only family I have is my friends and you guys. I don't want my friends to know this. To know how pathetic I am. I can't even stop the tears from flowing down right now. This past few days because of the stress of my exams, project and family issue, depressing thoughts came, what if o do suicide, what if I left, I mean what if I live on the streets. Besides, my family doesn't love me anymore do they? No. I guess not. Well on with the story.

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Death, what does it feel like? Is it painful or peaceful? I'm about to find out I guess.

Peter Parker said to himself as be sat on the roof of his apartment building.

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This past few weeks were stressing, and probleming...

Flash was being an asshole.

Ned was avoiding him.

MJ was also avoiding him.

The Avengers did the same too.

May kicked him out.

And Tony, the one he wNted comfort said the most painful words. "Your a disgrace."

Peter remembered all of this and started crying. He went to a secret place. A secret room.

And went to get the rope. Peter smiled to himself, he took the mask on the desk and wore it. He spoke to Karen immediately.

"Hi Karen." his voice soft as he spoke to the computer AI. "Hi Peter, how are you today?" Peter smiled at the voice of the AI.

His gonna miss her. "It's going alright," Peter sighed. "Hey Karen, did you know why I named you Karen?" Peter had a tear slipped from his face.
"I do not. You have never informed me of the detail." Peter let another tear slip down his "Because. You remind me of Plankton wife, Karen, even though Plankton does stupid things like me, Karen's always there you know." Peter smiled as he cried, letting the tears flow down.

"Karen, I want to thank you for being my guide, my best friend. Thank you for not leaving me." Peter said through his tears.

"Peter, you seem to be in distress, would you like me to call, Mr. Stark?" Peter laughed at Karen

"Still caring as always." Peter smiled.

"I just... I'm gonna miss you Karen. I'm gonna miss you so much!" Peter hugged himself. Tears flowing down his face. "Peter..." "Karen!" Peter cried. Hugging himself harder.

Peter ripped the mask off of his face. Afraid he wouldn't do what he wants to do.

He just let the tears flow down.

He stood up and tied the whole on the ceiling. He smiled sadly as he tied his head up. He closed his eyes and pushed the chair off of his feet, now his hanging loosely.

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In the tower, Tony and the Avengers were lounging in the room. They were watching a kid video. When FRIDAY stopped the video and said "Karen sended this video. Please watch carefully."

The video showed the conversation that happened.

"Hi Karen." his voice soft as he spoke to the computer AI. "Hi Peter, how are you today?" Peter smiled at the voice of the AI.

His gonna miss her. "It's going alright," Peter sighed. "Hey Karen, did you know why I named you Karen?" Peter had a tear slipped from his face.
"I do not. You have never informed me of the detail." Peter let another tear slip down his "Because. You remind me of Plankton wife, Karen, even though Plankton does stupid things like me, Karen's always there you know." Peter smiled as he cried, letting the tears flow down.

"Karen, I want to thank you for being my guide, my best friend. Thank you for not leaving me." Peter said through his tears.

"Peter, you seem to be in distress, would you like me to call, Mr. Stark?" Peter laughed at Karen

"Still caring as always." Peter smiled.

"I just... I'm gonna miss you Karen. I'm gonna miss you so much!" Peter hugged himself. Tears flowing down his face. "Peter..." "Karen!" Peter cried. Hugging himself harder

The video was cut short.

And the Avengers were crying, tears streamed down. Tony stood up.

"Let's go."

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The team arrived when Peter was being carried by May. "Oh Peter, I was so scared that you'd die that I did a rational decision. I'm sorry, please wake up."

Peter was breathing, slowly.

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While the Avengers were watching, May was following Peter. She cwouldn't help it. Peter... She did a rational thing. Not even thinking.

But when she said what she didn't mean. Peter was gonna be in more danger. But Tony Stark would handle her right?
But she got from Pepper that Peter wasn't going there anymore.

That just got her worried more. Panic attacks were more often from her.

So when she slammed the door open and Peter was hanging, she immediately got him down and did CPR. And everything.

She even wore the Spiderman mask just to check Peters pulse and was glad it was still there.

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Back to now, all the Avengers can do was watch in shock.

There laid the one they thought of family, almost dead.

Tony took him from May's arms and flew off to the tower.

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A few days, Peter was now waking up. And saw that Tony was there right beside him.

"Peter..."

Find out in the part two!!!