Dear Diary,

The moment I became a writer, I am nothing without a purpose. I write stories out of killing time since I was so bored and that's the reason why my works doesn't have much reads and votes.

I am just a hobbyist until I met her. Even through online only, I can't stop my heart from rapidly breathing yet I always kept my cool because I don't want to show this embarrassing side of mine but she is so irresistible that I can't stop thinking of her every night.

And every night in my sleep, I always dreamt of her in my arms always and felt the warmth of her hug in my chest and said, "God, I am so thankful to have her at my side."

But it saddens me so much because that will always happen in fantasy and not in real life because I knew that it is impossible even for me to reach out to her.

Yet my friends cheered me and encouraged me to reach out for her, so I tried to give it a shot. Being too nervous, I told them that it was a bad idea yet they didn't hesitate to give up so one of friends had an idea.

Her idea was to do "Truth and Dare" and for me, I was totally against the idea but on the bright side, it might caught her attention. So I figured that it might work.

I still have work to do, I guess I will continue this for another time.

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