Just before the chapter starts I just wanted you to know there is mensonigs of medicine and suicide attempts in this chapter I'm not a psychiatrist so I don't know if these are acuruet ok on with the chapter also there is swearing in this chapter

Pidges pov
I sat on the chair outside Lance's room  thinking . When I thought I heard a bang come from Lance's room so I go in . I go in to see Lance on the ground bleeding out . He tried to kill him self  from ripping his cannula out and stabing his arm , I shout for help. luckly  Keith walks in but just leaves . Shiro , Matt and alura helped him back to his bed and bandages him up . 

Lance's pov
I woke up  in my bed room ,I don't remember much about  what happened. The door opened.  pidge walked through in .I say

L: pidge please you have to remember  he's not he's not

P:I know Lance but you need to be quite about it ok

L:okay

P:good .Now what happened when you got were unconscious in the dinning hall .

L: I was talking to someone and he said that my mom wanted me dead and that I should kill myself but I know my mama loves me so then I hit him .

Pidges pov
He hit him I'm not surprised .
I left the room to get his meds when I saw Keith with his head in a cupboard , he seemed to be looking for something so I said
P: what you looking for

K:(hits head on cabinet) my god pidge I'm looking for Ziprasidone(an bipolar disorder med btw don't quote me on theses)
Ok
P:yeah you got any Fluoxetine (Prozac)meds (a type of anti depressants)  in their

K:yeah here I've got to go to  my  patient since they've not had any medication yet

Pidge:Ok I'll talk to you later

K: oh but how's Lance

Pidge : I'll tell you later now go 

As I start to walk back I remember the time Keith  tried to kill him self but lotor saved him .

I keep thinking of that time until I'm at Lance's door .
I look at the 4 pills in my hand .
And walk in too see Lance starring at the corner of the wall . I put his pills on the small bedside table and walk up too him and place my hand on his shoulder.
Lance jumped and turned to face me . He new Tear stains down his face .
Pidge:whats wrong also here take your medication
Lance : why are you giving me this shit ,I'm perfectly fine . Mentally and physically unlike lotor that arse .
Pidge :I'm sorry but you need to take them anyway, to make it better  .
Lance :no it's fine
Pidge : fine then
I look at my phone and tell Keith I need him to come help with giving a patient there medication . I get the response yes in a mater of second, I message him the room number and I'm 5 minutes he's knocking saying he's coming in
Keith: right let's get this over with
Pidge :wait Keith
I watch Keith face drop when he saw Lance but he kept a brave face and told him
Keith: right now you need to take these pills ok
Lance : oh my fucking God keith I'm sorry ,  I'm so sorry
I watch as Lance stated to weep openly and  Keith huged him and shoved the pills down his throat and said
Keith: I don't know what your sorry for just go to bed
Pidge:yeah you really need some sleep
Keith got up and stared to leave the room but before he could  I grabbed his arm  and whispered
Pidge:I need to talk to you about shiro
He looked at me and nodded.
I look at Lance to see he's fallen asleep  .
I left the room  and went to the break room and sat on the sofa .
About 20 minutes later Keith walks in saying our shift ended and that we can talk in his room .

*In Keith's room*
I walked in Keith's room and sat on his bed next to him .
Keith:I can't believe I did that to him ;I let him bleed out and almost die
Pidge:I know but let's not get into that now since shiro ...
Keith :what do mean ! And what's he done
Pidge:he's hit/beaten me up !  Keith that's not shiro

A/n

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