I was awake...but way to comfortable to open my eyes yet. Maybe if I pretend to be sleeping I will fool my body back into intense relaxation. I turned over to get into a different comfortable position and as I did I felt a warm solid body next to me and heard even, deep breathing. My eyes shot open and it took a minute for them to focus but there in front of me was Jimin's face; eye lashes brushing against his cheeks, his hair in all disarray, and his plump lips slightly parted as he breathed. I gasped in shock seeing him so close and rolled off the bed hitting my head a bit on the ground.

I heard Jimin groan slightly. "W-wha...Quinn?"

"Ow..." I sat up and rubbed the little bump on my head.

"Quinn? Are you okay?" 

When I opened my eyes again he was knelt down in front of me with one hand holding on to one side of my head and the other at my shoulder.

"Jimin...what were you doing on the bed?"

That smirk that fit him so well danced across his lips again. "Well it is my bed sooo..."

My eyes opened wide and I turned to look into my surroundings. I was in his room. Shit. This isn't good. His bed was the same style as mine, king size. But his bedding was black instead of a deep perple with red sheets. The décor of his room was very modern. Reds, whites, silvers, and blacks were painted all across his walls and throughout his bedroom furniture. It was very classy and his carpet was a dark gray color. It wasn't as dark as you'd think a room with these colors would be. It was very welcoming. There were abstract paintings on the wall and quite the equipped desktop in the corner on a very large desk.

"Well then why was I on your bed in the first place?" I asked a little annoyed.

He sat back on the floor with me one leg bent with his arm hanging on it. Damn...he looks good even when he's annoyed.

He scoffed looking away. When he looked back at me I felt a chill go up my spine. "Don't you mean... 'thank you Jiminie for getting me off of Tae's pervy lap and on to a comfy bed'"? He asked raising an eye brow. "Besides, I figured you could use a nap since you didn't get much sleep last night. You know...dreaming and all."

I ignored that last part. "Taehyung was doing just fine with my head in his lap...there was no sexual tension...no inappropriateness...."

He rolled his eyes. "Whatever. You still owe me a 'thank you'."

I narrowed my eyes at him. My head was still a little sore and then I suddenly remembered the day. Sunday.

"What time is it?" I said hurrying to get on my feet.

He got up with me smirking. Fucking stop that! "It's not one yet...you weren't in here for very long."

I ran my hand through my hair taking a deep breath. I still had a few hours. Damn...how does someone fall asleep twice and feel like they slept forever in a span of 3 hours. Jimin cleared his throat and I turned my gaze back to him.

"I'm waiting for my 'thank you.'"

"Thank you." I said with heavy sarcasm, but he smiled.

"You are a great cuddle buddy by the way." he said winking at me.

"Jimin...next time you just...just leave me on the couch. Okay?" I said walking towards his door.

He stepped in front of me causing me to bump into his hard chest. "Why are you leaving so soon?" he asked stepping forward causing me to step back. "You have plenty of time to hang out with me before you go meet Jin." He licked his lips and my heart skipped a beat. Fuck.

I continued to step backwards and shortly my back met the wall. He closed the space between us with long steps and he was so close to my face I could feel his breath on my lips.

"Jimin...what did I say about this?"

"Nothing." He said with a smile. "You never said anything about being close to you." He placed both of the palms of his hands against the wall one on each side of my head. He leaned his entire body forward and his nose grazed my cheek. "You only said I wasn't allowed to kiss you." He said as his lips ghosted down to my neck. Pushing his body against mine I felt my body heat up and my blood pressure rise. My breath became irregular and I became stiff as he continued to ghost his lips down my neck to my shoulder. "Is that rule only for your lips? Or can I just..." and before he finished his sentence he places his lips at the base of my neck. His kiss was lingering and gentle...I almost stopped breathing. I don't understand how he can affect me in such a way. I lose total control of my body when he's this close to me...when he touches me.

"J-Jimin."

"Yes, Kitten?" I could feel him smile against my neck as he responded.

"P-please...let me go...I need to get r-ready for my s-session with Jin." 

He didn't move though. He stayed there...and his breathing started to become heavy. After a moment he moved his hands to my shoulders and lightly traced them down my arms only to stop, gripping hold of my hands. He pulled his body away from mine lifting my hands to his face. He place gentle kisses across my knuckles before looking up and locking eyes with me.

"It's hard to be this close to you...and also be so far away. As cliché as that sounds...it's exactly how I feel. I'm so close..." he said as he closed his eyes. He let go of my wrist and wrapped both of his hands around the back of my neck holding me still. He pulled me forward a bit placing his forehead on mine and continued his thought. "...but it's not enough...." He opened his eyes and looked straight into my eyes.

I was paralyzed where I stood, only hearing the sounds of our breathing. I kept my eyes on his...his stare was so intense...so intimate. It made me forget my surroundings...it made me forget everything. All I knew was I was alone with Jimin...and he was touching me...the tension between us was almost too much. I wanted nothing more than to reach out to him and pull him against me again. But before I had the opportunity he pulled away from me.

It was physically painful to watch him step away from me.

"I think it may be a good idea if you go now Doctor Hudson." He said as he backed away further from me slowly. His tone was low, it was almost growl.

I slowly walked towards the door stopping before I opened it. I stepped back towards Jimin and he watched me cautiously. I grabbed hold of his hand and pulled him closer to me. I gave him a light peck on the cheek. "It's hard for me too Jimin...You have no idea." His expression was sad when he turned to me. I let go of his hand reluctantly and slowly turned away from him walking out of his room. I walked out of his room straight to my office unlocking the door. Once the door was closed and locked I slid down the door with my back against it...curling up in the same position I was in on the first day I was here.

I cried. Oh...did I cry. So many thoughts running through my head it was giving me a migraine. Seven patients to help was overwhelming to begin with...but adding my feelings for Jimin and my friendship with Taehyung is complicating things even more so. I always tell people that crying is okay...crying is good for the body as it was a natural stress reliever. And right now...I felt like I would never stop. I just hope that once I do, I'll have a much clearer mind, and a relaxed body.

It was a full hour before the soreness of my throat went away and I was able to wash the tear stains from my face. I decided to text Jin.

Dr. Quinn: Jin, when are you planning to come to my office?

Jin: I can come now?

Dr. Quinn: Perfect.

I took a deep breath and shook all my thoughts from earlier in the day putting them in the back of my mind. I needed to focus on Jin. I need to give him all my energy right now. I don't think he needs to be here, in this house anymore. But he needs to believe me. He needs to trust me.