Suddenly the shaking above me stopped and lessened to a light shiver. His eyes were warm again...scared but warm...red and puffy...lips swollen...and he was breathing so hard it was as if he ran a marathon. Despite the last hour...the shivering scared person above me...I could tell that it was Jimin.

He let go of my shoulders and places his palms flat on the bed holding himself up above me. He lowerEd his head and I could feel the tears falling onto my skin as he cried.

"Jimin." I whispered putting my fingers through his hair. "Look at me."

He shook his head. I don't know if he was ashamed...scared...or what he was feeling, but I needed to make him feel better.

"Jimin please." I moved my hands to his face gently lifting his chin and when his eyes finally met mine all I could see was pain...sadness, regret. Even more tears fell from them and each one dripped onto me and they burned into my heart. "Jimin...it's okay."

"How can you say that?" he whispered back to me his voice broken and low.

"Because it wasn't you..." I replied.

He dropped his head again in shame and I heard him let out a few more sobs. He didn't move from above me. His knees placed on each side of my hips and his head hanging above my chest. We were both naked...vulnerable and I knew he needed a minute to regain himself. I gave him the time he needed and I just dragged my nails over the back of his neck and up his scalp trying to calm him, desperately trying to ease his pain.

Finally...over minutes that felt like hours, he spoke. "Did you mean it?" Not looking up to me yet. "What you said...did you mean it?"

"Every word." I replied without hesitation.

Finally he looked up to me. "Please don't lie to me...I won't be able to take it." He said softly between sniffles.

I took his face between my hands and looked him in the eye. "I have never been so sure of something in my life."

He let out a part sob, part breathy laugh, as he finally smiled down to me. He dipped his head low and kissed my lips. It was so soft, so delicate. His lips moved slowly and I knew he was holding back. So I moved my hands from the sides of his face to the back of his neck and pulled him down so his body was laying on top of me. I deepened the kiss sticking my tongue in his mouth caressing his. Finally he responded to my advances and moved his arms do wrap them around me from under my arms and around my back. He kissed me back with a passion I have never felt before. He poured all of his feelings into the kiss and after a while I felt him start to harden.

He pulled back from me and the dominate teasing man I knew Jimin to be became flustered before me moving his head to turn away from me. "I'm sorry." He whispered. "Um...I will...I'll put my clothes back on."

He went to get off of me but I gripped his arms tightly and shook my head. "Don't be sorry." I whispered and kissed his lips. "I need it too."

He leaned back down on me his face hovering above mine. "Are you sure?" he said in a low voice.

I nodded and lifted my head for my lips to press against his. He immediately used his knees to open my legs and to get in between them. I helped by opening them up so he could fit comfortably. My breathing became panting...and the anticipation was overwhelming.

"Are you really sure? I don't want to force you."

"Please Jimin...do it. I need you...I need to feel you." I begged him.

He nodded and positioned himself in the right spot rubbing himself up and down my slit to lube up his head. Once he was ready he pushed into me, and the feeling was different. It was beyond what I could imagine it could be. The pressure was strong and once he was all the way in we both let out a pleasurable moan in unison. He kept his right arm around my neck with his fingers holding the ball of my head, and his left arm held him up so he could control his momentum.

His thrusts were strong and his mouth hung open. I was also in a state of bliss...the warmth that shrouded my body was an experience I have only ever felt with him. His closeness, his skin, his touch, his lips, it was him and only him.

He dipped his head capturing my lips with his and I moaned into his mouth as he hit my sweet spot dead on. He let go and pressed his forehead against mine hard and he held his balance with me. His movements became faster and more precise as he was able to bring my inner coil to tighten. I could feel his abdomen tighten as well and I knew we were in the same motion. Every stroke and each movement he brought me along with his bliss. He did so without looking away from me. He kept eye contact through the entire action and when our climax was at his peak he took his free hand to cup my face. He continued to push and pull into me with determination and force and finally with one more snap of his hips we spilled over into each other singing our pleasure.

Once we were done and he stopped his motions he tucked his forehead into the crook of my neck. He kissed me several times softly with his plump lips giving me a wave of euphoria. When his kisses stopped he kept his head tucked in my neck and whispered something that had the power to paralyze me where I was.

"I love you."

He didn't whisper it. He said it loud...and proud as if he was waiting to say it for so long.

"I love you, Quinn...I love everything about you."

He pulled up from my neck and looked at me. His hands skimmed through my hair and he pulled his hand to place against my face. I couldn't hid the tears that spilled from my eyes and I pulled him down to kiss him.

"I love you too, Jimin."

He kissed me again softly and then rolled to lay on his side. We got under the covers and he held me tightly to his chest. "You're not afraid of me? You...still want..."

"Shhhhh. I still want to be with you."

He held on even tighter to me as he placed kisses to my shoulders. "Thank you."

"We...we will need to talk again tomorrow." I said swallowing. "We will need to get you on the medication...you will...you'll have to move back into the house..."

"Okay." He whispered.

"I'm sorry Jimin...I'm so so sorry." I said starting to cry again. "I should have listened to you...I shoud...I shouldn't have..." but I broke out into hard sobbing after that.

"Hey." He said softly. "Hey, shhh." He turned me around to face him cupping my cheek in his hand kissing my nose and eye lids. "You didn't know. You had faith in me...please don't cry."

He held me that night. Tightly. We both cried and allowed all the events from that night to wash away in the sorrow. Moving forward we would be happy. I'd be damn sure of it.