Sure

I'm not sure if it was a good idea to agree to the walk. He wasn't holding my hand...he wasn't even looking at me. It seemed as if he had something he wanted...or needed to say. It made me a little nervous...and to be honest I didn't want to ask what it was...I'm not sure I wanted to know. We made our way over to the little pond and stopped at the shoreline. Neither of us looked at each other...we just looked out to the water where the moon was reflecting off the surface. It was truly quite beautiful. After a while the silence, though peaceful, started to make me even more nervous than I already was. Just as I was about to say something, I turned and saw him already looking at me. His eyes soft and his expression different than I've seen it before. It was almost as if he was in pain.

"Jimin what's wrong?" I asked with genuine concern.

"It's hard to look at you sometimes." He said it so bluntly that it took me by surprise. I looked away from him but he continued to talk. "It's hard to look at you because I know the feelings I have for you are real, but you are right, you are my doctor." I looked back to him. "What makes it worse is you haven't even been here a week yet...and these...these feelings...are so strong and I barely know you." He looked back towards the water. "That's why I asked you all those personal questions...I want to know you just as much as you want to know me...maybe in a different way but..."

He trailed off not finishing his sentence. I watched him as he spoke...I saw his perfect jawline move, I saw his Adam's apple bob, and I saw his eyes never move from the point in which he ws focused on in front of him. Once he was done talking he didn't look my way...he didn't move. I took a deep breath and looked back out towards the water. Just as things were getting peaceful he turned to me spinning me to face him as he grabbed my arm.

"Do you feel nothing? Really? You don't feel the heat when our skin touches?" He said as he held on to the back of my neck. He then pulled me to him our faces almost touching. "Does your heart not race with my closeness?" Still holding on to my neck he takes his other hand and pushes the hair out of my face. "Do you not feel the coil in your stomach as I do?" he said taking his hands and tracing them down the sides of my face and down my neck to stop on my shoulders with a tight grip.

I didn't know what to say...I was...lost for words...my head was pounding...I was thinking too many things and feeling that same electricity I felt when he first held my hand. I swallowed hard and couldn't bring my self to pull away from him...I couldn't look him in the eyes...I just focused on his lips...his very plump...very welcoming lips. He licked them seductively and I couldn't hold back anymore.

I snapped.

I lifted my hands to tangle in his hair gripping him hard as I pulled his lips to crash into mine. I know I took him by surprise because he momentarily didn't move and his hands lifted from my shoulders. Once he came back to reality and realized what was happening, he started kissing me back. He wound his arms around my torso holding me tight and close. His lips moved feverishly against mine and I didn't hesitate to return the passion. His tongue graced my lips and I opend my mouth into the kiss. He lost no time in exploring my mouth softly and adoringly, and I let him...I let my patient kiss me...kiss me harder...and more passionately than I have ever been kissed before. With one of his arms still tightly around my waste he brought his other hand to cup my face and tilted his head to deepen the kiss even more. The feeling of his lips against me made me feel like home. Like this was right...That I belonged to him..to his lips and his touch. I felt my heart flutter...I felt my mind go blank...his warmth reaching me in a depth I didn't know I had. Whatever feelings I had for him before this point...were now amplified indefinitely. He started to slow down his kiss. It was tender and loving now and I was starting to lose my breath. It pained me to pull away from him...but I was starting to be unable to breath. He didn't let me pull away by much...just enough where our lips didn't touch but our noses were still together. After a few deep breaths he pushed me. I thought I was going to fall, but he caught me and in one smooth move he laid me down on the grass and followed on top of me. His legs straddled my hips and one of his arm held him up as to not crush me. He looked into my eyes searching for an answer to his unspoken question. I leaned up and placed a small peck on his lips, lingering for just a moment, before I pulled back again.

"Jimin."

He cracked a smile finally hanging his head a bit before he looked back to my face. "I love it when you say my name." He said in a husky tone.

I smiled back at him and let my fingers comb through his soft hair. "Jimin we really can't be doing this...no matter how much both of us want to." I watched his smile fade slowly as I continued to talk. "I promise you though, if you make it out of this house..." He waited anxiously for what I was going to say...and for a brief moment I wasn't sure I was going to finish my sentence. "...I will let you take me out on a date." I smiled.

He let out a soft laugh as he put his fingers through my hair then placing his forehead on mine.

"I can accept that." He pulled up and looked at me again. "But can we please just have tonight...please? Just...just be with me...just for a little bit before we have to go back to reality...back to that house?"

I nodded my head and he leaned back up pulling me up with him. We found a nearby tree and he leaned against it pulling me in front of him. He wrapped his arms around my shoulder pulling my back into his firm chest and I laid my head back totally relaxed in his arms. We stayed there for quite some time just enjoying the sounds of the pond and the company of one another. Occasionally he would place a kiss on the side of my head or below my ear sending chills down my body.

After a while it started to get cold and neither Jimin nor I had anything over our clothes to keep us warm. We walked back to the house in silence the same way we did as we walked to the pond to begin with. When we got into the house we walked into the livingroom and we saw Taehyung and Jungkook playing their game again.

"Do you two do anything other than play that game?" Jimin asked.

"Jiminie...I had my therapy session today and then practiced the choreography with Hoseok...lay off."

"Okay Tae."

"It's Taehyung."

I raised my eyebrow a bit surprised that it was Taehyung giving attitude to Jimin. But I was happy too. I walked over to them and sat by Jungkook.

"Jungkook what time did you want to meet tomorrow."

He didn't move his eyes from the TV screen but smiled. "Any time really...maybe we can have lunch in your office like you and Hoseokie hyung did?"

"That works for me!"

Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook and I stayed in the living room for quite some time until we could hear shouting from upstairs.

"I'M TIRED OF THIS NAMJOON! GET OUT!" We heard a door slam and then banging.

"Jin! Please...don't do this...please let me back in! Don't shut me out...not now!" he continued to bang on the door until he seemed to give up.  Not many moments later we heard a loud crashing sound and then Namjoon running down the stairs.

"You guys need anything I'm going to the store."

"Namjoon you can't drive. What store are you going to go to?"

"I'll walk." He said shrugging his shoulders. Oh no. I don't think this is Namjoon.

"I don't really think that's a good idea."

"Try and stop me." He said leaning towards me slightly with big eyes. He turned on his heel and walked out the door.

I turned toward Jimin. "Was that...his alter?"

He nodded when he stood up grabing his coat from the closet hook. "I'm gunna go with him and make sure he doesn't get in trouble. I'll text you once we are back Quinn."

"Jimin, please remember if you're gone more than 2 hours I'll have to call the police and the hospital."

He nodded and walked out the door closing it behind him.

"I'm gunna go check on Jin hyung." Jungkook said getting up and running up the stairs. I heard him knock on the door softly and telling Jin it was just him. He opened the door and they talked quietly.

Taehyung looked at me and sighed deeply. "How was your date with Jimin?"

I narrowed my eyes at him. "It wasn't a date Taehyung we just went for a walk."

He leaned back in his seat and looked back at the TV. "Sure."

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