Jimin: Hey Quinn, I got Namjoon back into his bedroom. He bought a fifth of Jack Daniels but I dumped it down the drain once I got him to go to sleep. All is good.

Dr. Quinn: Thanks for letting me know Jimin, I was starting to get worried. Did he say what happened? 

Jimin: No. He said something about Jin and "not understanding" but his alter doesn't talk about things typically.

Dr. Quinn: Who went to bed Namjoon or his alter?

Jimin: Namjoon.

Dr. Quinn: Thank you Jimin. Sleep tight.

Jimin: Goodnight.

I put my phone back on the charger and ran my fingers through my hair. I am so relieved that they are back. I am going to have to try to talk to both Jin and Namjoon about what happened. Hopefully they will tell me something. I laid back in my bed thinking about what Jimin said to me. Of course I could feel the electricity between us...the sexual tension...the flirty behavior. But I'm his doctor...thank god he understands that. I refuse to allow my feelings for one person put everything I have worked for over the last 8 years in jeopardy. I will not do that...I won't lose my license. Jimin is going to have to wait...and I couldn't help but smile to myself...something told me he was going to.

I drifted off to sleep and as I woke up I felt especially tired. I didn't even realize someone was knocking at my door until I started walking to my bathroom. I opend the door to see Jimin in front of me.

"Yes?"

"Jin sent me to let you know that we are on our own for breakfast today...so Taehyung tried making eggs. No one else in this house knows how to cook...do you?"

His eyes were pleading me to say yes. I laughed a bit at him. I nodded and the relief was clear on his face.

"I will be down in about 5 minutes Jimin...let me change."

"I can always wait here." He said raising an eyebrow.

"No." I said bluntly. "Wait downstairs."

He nodded and made he way towards the staircase. I brushed my teeth and washed my face changing into a white sun dress. When I reached the kitchen my eyes widened and I panicked a little. Taehyung was trying desperately to flip an egg and I heard him swear under his breath. I walked up behind him careful not to scare him and gave him a stern look.

"Oh...hey Doc...ummm Taehyung was trying to make an egg...and then he...failed misurabley and im not doing any better..."

"Tae why don't you let Taehyung come back and I will teach him."

I saw him smile brightly as he closed his eyes and tilted his head back slightly. His smile didn't falter as his eyes met mine again.

"You're going to teach me how to cook an egg?"

"No, I'm going to teach you how to make a full hearty breakfast."

He giggled and nodded. We made scrambled eggs, bacon, toast, pancakes, hash browns, sausages, and freshly squeezed orange juice for the entire house. Taehyung listened intently, laughed, and he wasn't that bad of a cook once he knew what he was doing. We had fun and once we cut up some fruit and placed everything on the table Taehyung went to let everyone know that breakfast was ready.

Everyone came down...accept Jin and Namjoon.

"Jin hyung said he wasn't hungry...and Namjoon hyung said he wasn't coming down."

I sighed deeply before standing up. First, I need to talk to Jin...he will be more likely to give me answers. I knocked on his door softly only to hear him shout "Go away." But it didn't sound like Jin...it sounded like Jinnie.

"Jinnie....baby its Noona..."

"N-Nooona?!"

I heard shuffling and quick steps before the door swung open and a crying Jinnie jumped in my arms. He pulled me in his room by my waist and shut the door behind us. He cried deeply and loud, I could feel the sadness in his body as she shivered against me. After a while, he started to hiccup from crying and I needed him to calm down before he got sick.

"Jinnie...I need you to take deep breaths...if you continue to cry like this you are going to make yourself sick."

He started taking deep breaths trying to calm down...eventually the sobbing became quiet but when I looked at his face tears continued to drain out of his beautiful eyes.

"Jinnie what is wrong?"

"J-Joonie doesn't love me...he...he never says he loves me." He stuttered.

"You think someone has to say they love you in order for them to feel that way?"

He sniffled and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand. "H-how else would you kn-now?"

"Actions Baby Jinnie...when someone loves you they show you with their actions. Who do you run to when you feel alone?"

"J-joonie."

"And who comforts you when your sad?"

"Joonie."

"Who plays with you when you are little?"

"Joonie does."

"And who does Jin love with all his heart?"

"Namjoon."

By the time he said his full name he had stopped crying all together, but the expression of despair was still there.

"Jinnie, have you or Jin ever told Joonie how you feel?"

Tears started to pool in his eyes again as he nodded. "L-last night...Jin told Namjoon that he loved him and...and Namjoon didn't s-say it back..."

"Did he say anything?" I asked as I stroked his soft raven hair.

"He...he said that he couldn't feel that way. That...it wasn't okay for a man to love another man....Noona?"

"Yes Jinnie?"

"Can I please be big?"

"Yes you can."

He closed his eyes for a long moment but then when he opened them he let out a long breath and locked his eyes with mine.

"What's going on Jin?" I asked placing a comforting hand on his shoulder.

"Namjoon wont admit his feelings...and I'm tired of waiting around for him."

"What feelings?"

"He's gay Quinn."

I knew it...I knew there was something going on between him and Jin. But I let him continue.

"That is why he dropped out of Harvard. That's why his alter showed up. His father would disown him if he found out the truth. His perfect brilliant son falling in love with a man." He shook his head and scoffed as if sad for Namjoon. "He ran away from him...he left the college...to run away from a MAN he fell in love with." He was talkinging without breaks. It was like Namjoon's whole story was coming out of Jin like word vomit. "His alter surfaced to hide away his true self...he...did things that he normally wouldn't do...things that he knew were 'exciting' but stupid at the same time. Stuff he had never done before because he was his father's perfect son. He would never have the confidence to come out to his father. So when his alter surfaced...." He stopped and finally looked at me.

"It was a scape goat for him to forget his 'perfect' image." I stated thinking about now how this all makes sense. "Jin...When we have our session tomorrow there is something really important that we need to discuss...it will be mostly about you but it will also be about Namjoon. Now I think you need to take the day and relax...calm yourself."

He nodded and took a deep breath. "I'm not really that hungry right now though, I think I'm going to go back to sleep, crying so much gave me a headache."

I left him to go back to sleep and walked towards Namjoon's room. I knocked lightly and there was no answer. I knocked again and again still not receiving an answer.

"Namjoon...if you don't check in with me I will be required to call the hospital...I don't want to do that."

I heard what sounded like footsteps and the door opened slowly.

"Doctor Hudson I am fine, thank you for your concern, it's just been a restless night for me so I am going to stay in here for now. I promise you I do not plan on doing anything reckless."

"Can you alter promise the same thing?"

He didn't say anything, only pressed his lips together unable to answer me. I sighed. "Namjoon I will leave you be for today...but I want you to understand we WILL be talking about what happened last night at your session. And we will have a group session, with you Jin and myself."

His eyes went wide and he swallowed hard, but he didn't protest. He nodded and gave me a forced smile.

"Also, I don't want you not eating. I am going to send Taehyung up here with some breakfast and I want you to eat."

He nodded again and thanked me. Taehyung brought him and Jin both some food and I was glad they both took it. He came back to the kitchen letting me know they both promised to eat some of it. Taehyung, Jimin and I cleaned the kitchen and they did the dishes as I went up to my office. I made notes of everything that happened between last night and this morning. Though they were going through a hard time...hard times lead to breakthroughs...and I think I know how to help Namjin.