"Soooo....are you upset about something? Typically you dont ignore me...typically you're not this quiet?"

"..."

"Come on...talk to me...that's what we are here for..."

"..."

I rolled my eyes. "Tae, you will not leave my office until we talk...its your session today."

He scoffed and finally looked at me. "What?"

"Are you...upset with me?"

"Maybe."

I smiled. "About?"

"I just don't understand why you wouldn't tell me."

"Tell you what?"

"About you and Jimin." he said a little louder.

I froze. Shit.

"Taehyung....that really isnt something we should talk about. Here."

He looked up at me again.

"Right now, I'm your doctor. In two hours, I'll be your friend again." I smiled.

I think he got the hint because he smiled back and nodded. He took a deep breath and moved his body so he could face me easily. "What do you wanna talk about...Doctor. Hudson?"

"I kind of want to know where Tae is." I said with a smirk.

He looked at me wide eyes. "Ummm, he's here...I think."

"Can you bring him out?"

"Uhh....no I mean...he's here...I'm Tae."

"But you're Taehyung."

"Right."

"So....you're the same person?"

He nodded and bit his lip.

"So you cant switch back and forth with him anymore? Can you hear him?"

"Ummm well no...not like I used to be able to. It's different now."

"How so?"

"Um...well...like I think his thoughts...but now they are like...my thoughts." He scratched the back of his neck. "I don't know...it's hard to explain."

My god...did therapy work?

I tilted my head to look at him. "So what happens when you think about having sex."

He swallowed thickly. "I imagine Jimin punching me in the face."

I laguhed. "Why?"

"Because I've been thinking a lot about fucking you...and I know we are just friends and that...well you know...but you're attractive and the first woman I've been around in a long time."

I nodded. "But I mean...it doesn't make you want to hide...no regressing to another personality to take the reigns?"

"Like I said Doctor, he's here. Just in a different way."

I couldnt help but smile big at him, he returning the gesture. "Taehyung that is amazing!"

He chuckled a little and leaned forward. "The crazy thing is Doc...I cant even make him come...I've tried...he's just...not a separate personality anymore."

"How do you feel?"

"Amazing...free...liberated. Like I'm my own person."

"And what are your feelings toward the babysitter you had?"

He paused momentarily, I believe because he was thinking about that question hard. He opened his mouth to talk but out came breathy chuckle.

"I still don't have any bad feelings towards her. I know what she did was wrong, but I can't bring myself to want bad things for her." He sighed leaning back into the chair. "I hope she gets the help she needs and when she's out of Jail she can live the most normal life possible."

"Do you have any insight as to why you don't have any bad feelings toward her?"

"Honestly, no. But like I told you before, though it was a bad experience, the act itself didn't traumatize me...it was everyone else around me. She needs help too...no animosity is held here." He said pointing to his heart.

"I am very proud of you Tae. You have done so well...so well...in such a short period of time. It makes me wonder what the other therapist did that was so wrong."

His smile fell a little into a guilty smirk. "Umm...well yeah he uhh...he was more interested in trying to cure me...physically...than anything else."

I scoffed. "Stupid."

He raised an eye brow at me. "Umm well, Doctor, are we done yet? Because I really need to talk to my friend Quinn."

"It hasn't been two hours."

"So?"

I sighed. I was really done with him...I could wait until next week to tell him he will be getting his 6 month parole in a few weeks. "What is it you'd like to talk about Tangy Boy." I said in a teasing manner, as I put aside my notes and pen.

"HOW WAS IT?" He asked loudly again leaning forward.

I giggled. "How was what?"

"Oh dont you give me that...the entire house knows what you and Jimin did last week and the only reason no one has said anything is because they are afraid of Jay. Jay already beat my ass I'm not afraid of that cocksucker."

"Why didnt you say anything to me last week about it if you knew?"

"I figured you'd come to me about it....hello BEST FRIEND."

I giggled again, and sighed. I dragged my eyes back over to Tae and smiled. "It was amazing."

"I knew it!" he got up and came over next to me. "Does he have a big dick?"

"TAE!" I scolded.

"What? I need to know."

"Why?"

"I have my reasons."

I couldnt help but smile. "It's thick and long..."

He smiled mischeviously. "I bet that felt good didnt it."

I threw my head in my hands. "Oh god it felt amazing...so did his tongue...." I looked up. "But Tae I cant do this...I cant let it continue to happen he's my patient...I could seriously loose everything I worked for."

"Only if you get caught. No one here is going to tell anyone."

"I dont know that."

"Yes you do. Jin is so incredibly grateful to know what his alter isn't an alter, he thinks he owes you his life. Namjoon too. Ever since the intervention you gave him with Jin they have been inseparable and Namjoon hasn't slipped once. Says all the connection he had with his alter has completely disappeared. Hobi too. Once he made peace with his mother's death, he hasn't slipped once with his personality. Not once. Yoongi and Jungkook are getting better every day, and look at me? I'm proof that what you're doing works."

I sighed again. He was so sweet.

"NO one here is going to tell anyone...all of us owe you our lives literally. You've been slowly giving us our lives back and we can't be any more grateful to you. And the ONLY thing we can truly do to repay you is to keep this secret buried."

I nodded. He was right...I think.

He's absolutely right...you're an idiot.

I'm right to be nervous.

No you're not, you take everything to seriously.

This is a serious thing, are you kidding me.

Just talk to Taehyung...he's our outlet, our real friend.

Real friend. Haven't had one of those in a long time.

So TRUST HIM.

I swallowed thickly and looked into Tae's eyes. "There is this feeling I get when I'm around him, and it makes my chest tight, and my breath hitch. When he looks at me I never want him to stop. And when he touches me..."

"So why are you avoiding him?"

"I'm not."

"Please...you so are...he even notices...he says he hasn't talked with you since last week other than yesterday at your scheduled appointment. Why are you avoiding him?"

"I just want it to be real...and I'm scared that it's not. He says it is...he's been very sweet. But it's hard to justify what I'm doing. I'm the first girl he's been around in years...what makes him think that his feelings are real?"

"We've had other female therapists before. They were just too scared to be in the same room as him, so we had security."

"I heard about that...I didn't realize that was Jimin's doing."

He nodded. "Jay used to be frequent visitor here...he would...be advanceful. Thankfully nothing ever came from it due to the security and drugs they would dose him with to make him go to sleep. But that's been over a year ago. Jay hasn't been here in...a long time."

"Don't you think that means something?"

"What do you mean?" He tilted his head in confusion.

"The fact that it's been well over a year since his alter surfaced. Medically speaking thats a huge give away that the alter is in fact, gone."

He shrugged. "Maybe...."

"You don't think so?"

He sighed heavily. "I think that its a possibility that Jimin is 'healed' that Jay is gone. But I also know them both very well...Jimin is sweet and caring but Jay...Jay is manipulative and patient."

"Well I think Jay is gone."

He leaned back again relaxing into the sofa. "I just hope you're right."