Badly
It was a little awkward...I won't lie. I was sitting next to Taehyung and Jimin...Namjoon sitting next to Jimin. He knew something was going on...he's not stupid...
I couldn't stop thinking about how Jimin's mouth felt on mine. His tongue was amazing...the whole situation was erotic...I forgot that my body could feel that way. I could still feel him...still sucking on my skin...almost like a burn, the phantom feeling of him on me was there...and I couldn't help but rub the bruised spot he left under my right breast.
He noticed...and I heard him giggle shifting his body towards me a little more than it already was. The movie was loud and the rest of the guys were laughing not paying attention to each other. Jimin was about to lean to whisper in my ear but I stood up instead.
"Taehyung...will you come with me to get popcorn for everyone?"
"Sure."
You both walked to the kitchen and Taehyung grabbed a few bags of popcorn starting up the microwave. He turned towards you and eyed you suspiciously.
"What?"
"Why are we really in here?"
"Popcorn of course."
"Bullshit." He responded walking closer crossing his arms. "It doesn't take two people to make popcorn so you must have not wanted to be in there but also didn't want to be alone by coming in here."
Shit, he's smarter than I thought.
"Is it Jimin?"
I looked at him with wide eyes. "What about Jimin?"
"Was it Jimin you wanted space from?"
I didn't want to lie...I wanted to confide in someone. "Maybe..."
"I knew it!" he said excitedly smiling and clapping. "Have you guys done anything yet?" He leaned his elbow on the counter and placed his face in his palm looking at me.
I sighed heavily and placed both my elbows on the counter across from him...my head falling to both of my palms. "Tae...Oh...I'm sorry..." I immediately lifted my head giving the most sincere expression.
"No! It's totally okay...I don't mind the nickname...Tae, Taehyung...it's still me." He said with a smile.
"I like your thought process and your positivity...its good to see that boxy smile on you...Tae." I said winking.
He laughed a bit and pulled the popped popcorn from the microwave, he grabbed a few bowls from the cabinets as he spoke. "So what is he doing? Are you reciprocating his feelings? Has anything happened yet."
"That's the thing, nothing should be happening. I'm his DOCTOR."
"So what?" he said pouring the popcorn. "Does that mean that you don't have a right to fall in love?"
"Woah woah woah....love?"
"Oh stop...its clear how you guys feel about each other...well to me anyway. Jin has his own love stuff going on for him to notice, Yoongi doesn't care, Hoseok is either locked in his room or locked in the dance studio, Jungkook is too naïve to really notice something like that...but Namjoon...you don't want him to get suspicious."
I swallowed hard. "Why?"
"Well he's the only one in the house that would rat you out." He said shoving a handful of popcorn in his mouth.
"He would?"
"Oh, without a doubt." He said with his mouth full. He swallowed and continued. "And I don't mean Namjoon so much as I mean his alter. He knows how important you are to all of us and if he gets wind that there is anything going on between you and Jimin he'll hold it over your head to get something he wants. Or he will report you just to cause havoc...he's fun like that." He said rolling his eyes.
"Ummm...."
"He saw you didn't he?"
"No. He just saw Jimin leave my room...he told him that he was making sure you didn't sneak in again."
He shoved another handful of popcorn in his mouth as I spoke, replying with a mumbled "what a dick." Just then someone came into the room.
"You guys are missing the whole movie...what are you doing in here?" Jimin eyed the popcorn that Taehyung was cradling in his arms. "Hogging all the popcorn?"
"No we were just talking about how we need to make sure Namjoon doesn't know there is something going on between the two of you."
If I wasn't in such shock myself that Taehyung just said that, I would have laughed at the expression that was plastered across Jimin's face. His eyes were wide, his body went ridged, and his breathing became irregular as he stared at Taehyung. Taehyung stared right back as he continued to shove popcorn in his mouth as if what he just said wasn't an issue.
"Uh....what do you mean?"
"Oh stop...I know...you both need to be super careful no one else figures it out...especially Namjoon because you know he's a rat...well...his alter is." He said between chews.
"Tae, there is nothing going on between Dr. Hudson and I."
"I'm not my alter...just so you know...but you can call me that anyway." He shoved anther handful of popcorn in his mouth. "And don't lie...you've been stalking her every move since she got here." He mumbled. "Remember, sapphire eyes...drowning...soooo pretty...blah blah blah." Jimin didn't move, he was just as shocked as I was staring at the taller man for calling him out on his feelings. Taehyung moved from his place in the kitchen to walk to the hallway that lead back into the living room. Right before he stepped out of the kitchen he turned to me. "Are you coming?"
Mouth a bit open, I made my way towards Taehyung following him back into the living room to finish the movie. He passed around the bowl and Jimin came back into the living room sitting next to me. The movie wasn't quite over yet, and we sat there in surprisingly comfortable silence apart from the occasional laugh that would come from one of them. I was starting to feel the fatigue from the early morning and my eye lids were getting heavy. Soon enough...I fell asleep.
I woke up hours later still laying on the couch a blanket over me and someone holding on to my waist tightly. The pillow my head was on was no help since it was blocking their face.
I swear if this is Jimin again...
I tried to turn to see who was behind me spooning me like a child...but when I looked down to the hand that was on my waist I immediately knew who it was.
"Tae." I whispered trying to gently wake him up. I pushed back on him a bit with my shoulder and tapped his hand. "Tae wake up." I said a little louder. I heard him take in a deep breath through his nose and let out a low groan as he stirred a bit. His arm tightened around my waist pulling me closer to him as he spoke.
"Babygirl...why are you waking me up...I was having a good dream."
"Tae? Is that you?"
"Duh..."
"Why are we cuddling on the couch?" I said as I snuggled back into the pillow. I was fine with the alter being this close now, Tae would never try anything with me...not after the friendship we have developed.
"Because you're fun to snuggle and I was tired." He said half awake.
"I'm just happy you kept your hands to yourself."
"I didn't have to." He said as he lightly stroked up my side from my hip to my ribs.
"Behave Tae or else I'm moving."
He chuckled quietly and snaked his arm back around my waist and stomach pulling me into him. He placed his forhead against the back of my head and I could feel him breathing on my neck.
"Babygirl, go back to sleep."
"Only if you call me Dr. Hudson."
"Are we still on that?"
"Yes."
"Uggggh....fine...Doc, please go to sleep. I'm tired and warm and don't want to move."
"Fine." I pulled the blanket over my shoulder and relaxed into him and the pillow.
I forgot how much I loved sleeping with another person. Nothing sexual...nothing akward...just simply sleeping in the comfort and warmth of another person was so relaxing. It made me feel like I was at home. I'm not sure how much longer we were there for before we heard a loud glass shatter on the floor. We both jerked up a little groggy only to find Jin running down the stairs tears running down his face. The mirror that was in the hallway was no longer there, I assume it caused the noise. He ran over to where Tae and I were and stood in front of me.
"N-noona...can...can I be little wif you?"
He looked so broken...so sad. My heart ached for him a bit...when he was in little space you couldn't help but see a child, not the handsome man I met on my first day.
"Of course you can baby boy." I opened my arms for him and Tae sat next to me a concerned look on his face.
"What's wrong Jinnie?" Tae asked brushing his fingers through Jins hair as Jin sat on my lap. He curled his arms around my neck and cried into my shoulder stuttering as he tried to talk.
"I w-was in my r-room playing with m-my stuffie, and J-Joonie came into my room and I yelled for him to GO AWAY and h-he..he said..." he couldn't even finish his sentence he was so upset. He sobbed on my shoulder as I held him. Tae was being so great...he was rubbing his back trying to calm him down whispering to him that everything would be okay.
That's when we heard Namjoon.
"WHERE DID HE GO?!"
Tae and I both looked up and Jinnie wined a bit cuddling closer to me. Namjoon stormed down the stairs darting his head back and forth looking for Jin. When his eyes stopped on Jin I saw his demeanor immediately change. He stopped in his tracks, his eyes unfurrowed, and tears started to pool.
"Jinnie...Jinnie baby I'm so..."
"GO WAY." Jinnie shouted into my neck interrupting him.
"No Jinnie please..." He came right next to me focusing only on the crying little in my arms. "I didn't mean what I said...I love Little Jinnie...I just wanted to talk to Big Jin for a minute."
"I said I no wanna be big...go away."
I'm not sure what Namjoon said to Jin to make him so upset, but I sure as hell wasn't going to let Namjoon say it again.
"Namjoon." I said and his eyes flickered to mine. "Tomorrow during your session Jin agreed to join us for the second half...you knew it was coming...I don't want you to talk to Jin or Jinnie until then do you understand?"
He was about to say something when the sobbing little in my arms scooted away from Namjoon and into Tae's arms to get further away from him. Namjoon looked defeated and a tear dropped from his left eye. He looked back at me and nodded. "I'll go clean up the glass." He said leaving the room after. Tae was able to calm Jinnie down and that's when I checked on him.
"Are you okay Jinnie?"
He sniffled. "Yeah, I better now." Wiping the snot of his nose.
"Do you want to tell me what happened?" Tae was still rubbing his back to comfort him as I spoke, but Jinnie shook his head no.
"Joonie was just being mean...and I know Big me doesn't want to talk to him right now cuz Joonie hurted my feewings ."
"Well you remember that Jin has to be available tomorrow for the second half of Joonie's session right?"
He nodded. "Yeah I know...I will be there. But don't worry Noona, I'll be big."
I smiled at him and ruffled his hair. "Thank you baby, now go back and play...Joonie knows not to bother you for the rest of the day." He nodded and hopped off of Tae's lap. He turned back towards us speaking again.
"Thanks Noona...thanks Taehyungie."
We both smiled at him as he bounced happily back up the stairs and I heard his door shut. I let out a deep breath and leaned back into the couch. Tae made himself comfortable laying his head on my lap again. We didn't say anything and Tae put on a movie as I played with his soft hair. I couldn't help but think about Namjoon...I think he is suffering more than he is leading on. I hope he opens up to me...he needs me...badly.
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