"See Baekhyun ya.... It changed. There are polices guarding outside his house now. And only authorised people can go in and meet now" Suho hyung says

He drove me to Park chanyeol ssi's house because I was crying out and begging him.
Begging him was useless.
This isn't all 100% police act but Park chanyeol ssi's father's.

"Hyung... please... let me get into his house... please help me.... Hmm?"

"Baekhyun ya... you see there right? Even tho I'm a detective.. I still can't do that. It's not my schedule time today"

"Hyung!"

*knock*

Someone knocks on our car window and.... It's Kyungsoo Hyung

He also comes into the car in a back seat and "I don't know why you two are here but, go back. It's no help"

"Hyung! Kyungsoo Hyung...please... help me meet with him.... Hyung..."

"Baekhyun ya!"

"I love him..... I love him so much that I can't leave him alone like that"

"Baekhyun...." Kyungsoo hyung says as he sighs... "this will be the last time I'm helping you about him"

"Kyungsoo! You can't!" Suho hyung stops him

"Anyway.. aware that both you and chanyeol are in danger" kyungsoo says to me

"Don't Baekhyun ya... just.. stay out of it.. hmm?" Suho hyung stops me

Kyungsoo steps out of the car

"Hyung..... I can't stay.... Away from him anymore.. I'm sorry" I say and get out of the car

"I will try but I can't grantee" kyungsoo says as we walks towards the polices that are guarding in front of his house

"Oh... is today for consultation?" One of the polices asks

"Yeah but, today my assistant will go in only" kyungsoo says

"Assistant? What's his name? I will check on the guest list"

"He's not on the list."

"Then he can't go in"

"I'm his doctor and I'm sure he's the one that park chanyeol needed for the mental consultation today"

"I'm sorry doc. We can't do that. Please inform Master P..."

"I will tell Master Park myself so move your ass before I tell him to make you lose your job" Kyungsoo Hyung says

Wow.... He really looks fierce....
Wait.... He knows Park chanyeol ssi's father?
Tell him by himself?

"Ah... Nae... please go in" the police finally allows me to inside

"This is the last time I could help you. Good luck" kyungsoo hyung whispers into my ears

Without being able to question him back, I run into his house as fast as I could

"Park chanyeol ssi?!!" I barge into his house

Where is he?

"Park Chan....."

"Byun baekhyun ssi?" He comes out of his room

I can't help but... run and hug him.... And hug him tightly as much as I can...

"Why are you.. here?" He asks

"I love you... I love you..... I am going to stay with you...."

Now he's going to push me away..
or push me hard again?
Like last time?

But.....
He hugs me back.... Tightly....
Ah.... I love this feeling....
He's.... So warm.....
He smells so nice too.... I love him... I feel very safe.. I know this is the weirdest thing in this earth... being safe in arms of murderer people would say..

But this is a man I love.. this is a man for me...

"If we can't runaway...let's stay here together... forever....I am not leaving you anymore" I say

He doesn't say a word but... his big arms wrapping around me like and embracing me warmly and tightly

"No matter what?" He asks me as we break out hug

"No matter what"

He finally kisses me ... like madly.... Like he also has been missing me a lot....

Credit to @twoucan (Twitter)

I wish he knows this is love.

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After awhile..we calm ourselves down as we settle down on couch.
He just causally puts my body on his as we sit down.

"You again suffering from insomnia right?" I ask

"Yes. The thoughts are loud" He says

"Are you thoughts normally.... always talking to you? Is that your mother or your ex lovers?"

"All of them"

"*tch* so they get to talk to you everytime"

He smiles a little "You are like a kid. But adorable"

"I know I'm adorable"

"Yes you are"

"You know park chanyeol ssi... we haven't known each other for long and we don't even know much about each other... but.... When I'm not with you, I felt like I am missing the biggest piece in my life."

"Let's get close to each other. Let's try to know each other. We have all the times just for us. Isn't it?"

"Imm.. let's do it"

Park chanyeol ssi kisses my forehead lightly as I nuzzle in his touches

"So... let's start.... Mountain or beach"

"Beach" both of us says

"Hehe... so.... Coffee or tea"

"Tea" Park chanyeol ssi says
"Coffee" i say

"Ah... I knew it... so...hmm....Travelling or Stay in"

"Stay in" we both says

"Hahah... we are very lazy people hahaha... and ... Sweet or spicy foods"

"Hmm... I don't quite like many flavours food"

"Ah.. Right. For me.. hmm... I don't like it if it is too sweet or too spicy.. Just normal"

"Imm. So, what is your favourite food?" He asks me

"Me? I'm not a picky eater. Why?"

"Because I'm going to try your favourite food with you"

*Baekhyun blushes*

"I like tteokpukki"

"I See"

"Not very spicy one tho. But nowadays there are many new flavours like carbonara or rose tteokpukki"

"Let's try then"

"Hmm... so.... There's one shop like a block away from here. We can go there. Or we can get a take out and eat at home"

"Okay. Let's do that"

"And .... Park chanyeol ssi. I have something to ask you"

"Yes?"

"Like.... When did you start ... you know feel like you have this romantic feelings and... how do I look to you?"

"It would be when I open the door for you for the first time."

"Since first time?!!!"

"Imm. Your skin looks so smooth and pale. I wanted to cut your skin at that time"

"*tch* that's all?"

"At first, that's all. But later, I got to see many more of your emotions and i get smitten by how your lips form whenever you smile. Your half-moon-like eyes . The rectangular lips when you laugh. Your round nose. The habit of you tapping on your palm when you are nervous. That shyness and consciousness of yours. And everything Byun Baekhyun ssi"

"You..... sure .. are a sweet talker huh" he's just making me blush

"You make me feels like I'm just a one normal human just like every other. And I kind of fond of that feeling"

"Because you are. It's just you are not aware of yourself and the society is not aware yet"

"I long for you, Byun Baekhyun ssi"

"I love you"

I just won't care anything anymore.
I don't care about the deadlines... thesis or school itself....
I ignore my phone completely and I don't even know if people are calling me or texting me.
I know I'm being like a stupid adolescent but I just wanna spend every seconds with him.

My heart aches a little from the word he said I make him feel like he's normal.
It really hurts me actually.
He's not a monster after all.
He's someone who could be cured.
I am not in a right mind to think the possible ways to save him right now but.... I think I will have to find soon.

I need to save him.
Saving him would save me too.

As long as I could, I will stay with him.
Even if it is forever.

Credit to @twoucan (Twitter)
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How many days has it passed?
I am not sure.
I am not keeping track of the days.
Everyday, we would sleep together, make out, have sex, eat together, wash together, cuddle and talk together.
The topics are very random.
There includes things about his victims, people from my orphanages, about his butler, about families who came to me to adopt me, his homeschool experience, my school memories, random people he observed in a day at a cafe, a random friends I got to meet at a party..

Everything random about him and I.
And I am never getting bored of any topics and any second.

As if we are just married.
We are just deeply into each other.

He seems to be forgetting everything
And for me too, no doubt right?
I'm just having happiest days and hours, seconds of my life.

"Byun Baekhyun ssi"

"Nae?"

"Can you go and buy Tteokpukki right now?"

"Hmm? Now?" 

"Yes... now"

"O...okay.. are you coming with me?"

"No, I will be waiting here"

"Okay... I will go buy quick and come back"

"No" he says as he pulls me into a hug "Take your time"

"Haha... but you are going to miss me right?"

"That's right...... I am going to miss you a lot Byun baekhyun ssi"

"Eh... so should I not go?"

"No, you have to go"

"Okay... then will you let me go now?"

"Just for a bit... I want to hug you. I love you, Byun Baekhyun ssi"

"Wha...hahahaha... you know you are too cute? I love you sooooo muchhhh too... then can you give me a kiss?"

He breaks the hug and kisses me... "I really, truly love you. Please remember that I am... not a monster. And that I really love you"

"I know..you are so cute like this... I will come back quick and let's cuddle more okay?"

"Imm" he says and he pulls me into a hug again

Is that because I haven't left his side for awhile now? He's so clingy and that's sooooo cuteeeee UwU

I love him so muchhhh

"Okay. Go now" he lets me go from a hug "Goodbye" he mumbles

"What? What goodbye haha... see you soon!"

"Imm" he says and smiles at me.

Hehe, we gonna try my favourite food together finally!

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