C - Byun Baekhyun ssi?

B - ah.... Park chanyeol ssi...

C - yes?

B - can .... I mean... can ... *hear noises on Park chanyeol side*.... Are you outside?

C - Yes. I step out since Soo asked to have lunch with him

B - .................

C - Hello?

B -  why?

C - Pardon?

B - didn't you say.... You won't meet up with others...

C - Byun Baekhyun ssi..

B - Byun baekhyun ssi ... Byun baekhyun ssi.... Byun baekhyun ssi!!!!! Why do you keep acting cold to me!!?!

C - Please calm down first

B - how! After .... After we two did that.... How can you just act like nothing happened? What did I even do wrong? Why are you acting so disappointed in me??! I just wanted to be someone who understand you... to the point no one can! Is it that wrong? Huh!!!

C - Byun baekhyun ssi

B - I'm at university. The place that you came to find me for first time. I'm sitting and will be waiting for you on this bench. Until you come. So .... Come now! Just.... Don't be... with kyungsoo Hyung....

C - It's cold today. Go back home.

B - If you don't come... let's never meet again

I then end the call.
I'm so..... childish.... And...
I'm so angry!!!!! Why every time... every second I left him alone... he go and see kyungsoo Hyung

Whenever I ask what are you doing...
everytime... every fucking time..
Soo this... Soo that.... Soo called.. eating with Soo
And fuckkk Sooo!!!!!

I'm so..... stupid.....
when did it all started? When.... When did I start interested in him?
Or... when did I start like him...?

For god sake....
He will come right?
I hope he does...
Please.... Don't abandon me
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It's 8PM..
The weather is cold ... no... it's getting more freezing...
And I'm still here ... sitting on this bench.
Waiting.

He doesn't come.
I am just like all those bodies he spent a night with... huh.
Dammit... this must be my fate... not having people around me... since I was born.
I even fought with the person who cared  me most..suho hyung..
And another person who cared most had started to treat me like an enemy.
May be I shouldn't have even born from first place.

Yeah.. he's just an emotionless criminal.
After all...

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                        Third Person's POV

C - It's cold today. Go back home.

B - If you don't come... let's never meet again

*end calls*

"Sorry to make you keep waiting.. have you ordered yet?" Kyungsoo asks chanyeol after he had a call outside of the restaurant

"Soo"

"Imm? What do you want? Something vegan?"

"I think I have to go now"

"What? Where? Are you not feeling well?" Kyungsoo asks and ... he sees Chanyeol holding his phone ... "or did you had a phone call? From Baekhyun?"

"Yes. I'm sorry. I will leave now"

"Chanyeol! Don't go.."

"And, I believe I can stop taking sessions with you. I found someone who could heal me" Chanyeol says as he leaves the restaurant

He stands by at the platform and waits for taxi to go straight to Baekhyun.

But.....

A black sedan stops in front of him and ... a bodyguard comes out of the car.

"Please get in. Master ordered me to bring you" the bodyguard says

Chanyeol knows who's it... so he gets into the car.
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After that, he is taken to somewhere very far from Seoul.. like an outskirt.

It was a long drive may be around 3 hours and they finally arrive to the vacation villa.

"Master is waiting for you inside" the bodyguard says

Chanyeol steps into the house and.... He sees his father sitting on sofa.

As soon as he sees chanyeol, he throws papers at him

"Should I just chain you to your house or lock you up somewhere? You seem to be wandering around too much. These reports are such a pain in the ass you know? The more you move, the more reports I receive. Do you think I'm that free for some monster like you?!" His father says

Chanyeol just keeps silent... in his mind, the only thing he's thinking about is Byun Baekhyun .... That he might be still waiting for him.

"Next year, I'm going to participate in presidential election and you know what? I'm going to win. But.... But you... you are getting in my way. Don't you think?"

"I don't think no one knows me"

"Yesss it's just because there is not much attention yet on me!! There will be more and tons of attention in the future and they are going to dig as much as they can to bring me down! That's how other parties work! You uneducated fool!"

"What do you want me to do?"

"You are smart.. just like your mother. So, here" his father throws him file onto the ground "Read them"

Chanyeol pick it up and take out the papers inside.

"I had picked the psychiatric hospitals around the world. Would suggest the one in Michigan, United States one. Choose and prepare to leave in 2 months time. I will give you new identity. You will no longer be my son but, I will give full financial support until your last breathe, isn't it very nice of me?"

"I don't want"

"Ha.. what the fuck did you just say?"

"I will just continue stay at my house here. Please give me new identity so that no one can dig ab...."

His father walks straight to him and punches him.

"Dogs don't talk back!!" His father shouts "Why are you still standing? Knee down"

Chanyeol just listens to his father as he get into his knees

"So, what the... you know how to reject my kindness now huh? You just want to stay at your house? Don't you know that house is under my name?! And do you think those patrol polices want to keep follow and watch you for the rest of you life?!" He says as he kicks chanyeol again and again

He keeps kicking him so many times.. even tho, there's no whimpering sounds coming out or Chanyeol didn't even flinch in pain.
His father brings the iron golf club and starts hitting Chanyeol who is just there kneeling down.

"Master. Calm down" one of the closest wingman of Chanyeol's father comes in and stops him.

"If you choose Korea, that means you choose to end your life. Think again. And go back for now."

Chanyeol gets up and stands close to his father and with his Low and deep and lifeless voice ... he says

"Mother also greets you"

It gives shivers to his father... but chanyeol didn't look back and leave the villa.

The car earlier is still waiting for him to drive back to Seoul so he gets into the car

"To your house?"

"No, to xxxx University"

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Chanyeol really hopes on the way that Baekhyun is still there but....
When he arrives back to Seoul, it's already 9pm bad Baekhyun is not there in a place he told him over the call.

*Dialling*

'The number you have dialled is power off. Please try again later'

Chanyeol is looking for him inside the library and.. he still can't find him...

With the nervousness he bears inside and getting more anxiety, he starts scratching his neck with his nails... even tho he didn't even realise himself...
That's the rare habit of him only when he's under an extreme stress.

He quickly go back to his house but, the lights are closed and no trace of baekhyun.

*Dialling*

'The number you have dialled is power off. Please try again later'

He gets more and more stressed.... And may be the feeling he's bearing right now is the fear.
The fear of losing Baekhyun.

'If you don't come... let's never meet again' - Byun baekhyun

That words keeps ringing and ringing in his head and... Chanyeol's eyes are starting to lose control and he cannot think straight much.

His neck is already bleeding from continuous scratching.

*Dialling*

'The number you have dialled is power off. Please try again later'

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Baekhyun's POV

"It was fucking freezing" I say to myself as I get out of hot shower

"Ahh... very tidied" I lie down on my bed and check my phone

Ummm... it's out of battery... *sigh*

Good thing then.. I will just sleep unbothered...
I will focus on my school works more again.
I have been very... out of my mind.

I can't believe he didn't come... at last...
This is the end *sigh*

"Why did I stupidly fell in love?"

What the... love? My ass!
It wasn't love... it is true that I was interested in him... want to help him.. want to be touched by him... or ..... do those.... Things with him.....

And..... I could.... Give my life to him...

"Urghhhhhh this is not loveeeee"

There's no way.. I would be in love with a criminal...
I'm not that fearless
You are not fearless Byun Baekhyunnnnnn

*!!!!BangBang!!!!*

I flinch as I hear loud banging on my door

"What the..." don't they know how to ring bell?

*!!!!BangBang!!!!*

I rush to the door and open.. I'm so ready to swear w.......

I freeze at my place as .....

"Park Chanyeol ssi..."

He's breathing heavily and faster than usual.... His eyes... are losing focus....

"Why are you here?! When you s........." and my eyes laid onto his neck "B...you are bleeding!?"

He rushes towards me and pulls me into a hug... a very tight hug.....I can feel lots of.. desperateness from him....

"D...don't leave..... Don't ... leave me" he says ... his voice is shaking... how unusual... "Don't leave me.... Don't leave me...... Don't abandon me"

It's the moment when he said that word....

'Don't abandon me'

I feel like... I know what he's feeling... I knew it...
I know that feeling.... Very well....

"D..don't abandon me too" I say as I start crying out loud.... I let it all go.... I don't wanna hold back feelings anymore...
With him, I can be sad, lonely, insecure... because he understands me.
Because he's the only one... who could.

And, I could feel him because....

Both our bodies and souls were abandoned and are lonely in our own world.

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