Kyungsoo's POV

"Good morning officers!" I approach the police car near Chanyeol's house

"Oh, you are his doctor right? Is today your appointment?" One of them asks

"No but I just came here to check. Since he missed 2 of our consultations lately. It has been over a week. Did he go somewhere?" I ask

"Nah. I heard he just stuck in his god damn house for over a week now. No one knows if he's even alive haha."

"I see. Wonder if he's sick"

"And there's another young boy that kept coming over to his house?"

"Oh, yes. He came for some research."

"That boy also stopped coming over for a week now"

"I see. Thank you officers! Aww.. nearly to forget. Here!" I give them some bread for breakfast and coffee "I grab on the way. Have a good day ahead"

He didn't leave his house.. huh.

That day, I found out that, chanyeol already is having interest in Baekhyun.
That's very risky for Baekhyun or even.. something to worried about.
No matter how nice chanyeol is acting, he's still, a psychopath deep inside.

And only, I can handle him.
I shouldn't have introduced him to chanyeol from the first place.

I ring the bell first but he's not coming out to open the door so.. I just thumb in the passcode and go in.

The house feels full of humidity as soon as I go in.

All the windows and curtains are close ... and I see him sitting in the living room couch.

Being a psychiatrist... i feel like a failure.
Because I can never figure him out.

And today... I'm quite taken back.. to be honest. And scared.. to see him like this.

He looks dead.
Hair growing on his chin, dark cycles around his eyes and droopy eyes as if he completely lost it.

I think he has been sitting here for a week? Without even moving.

Plus he seems to lost weight ... a lot.

"Chanyeol?"

He's not answering and just keeps staring straight.

"Can I open the windows and curtains?"

"....Soo?" He says but.. his eyes are just in a same place. He's not looking at me or move a little

"Yes chanyeol. I'm here"

"Come..............Sit beside me."

I just do as he says and go and sit beside him.

Looking close, his lips are dry... he is not even drinking water? He looks like he's about to collapse.

"Soo" He says ... and his voice changed too... like his throat is dry and cracked

"Yes chanyeol?"

"Greet... my mother. Isn't she pretty?" He says and shivers went down to my spines
For the first time... I felt scared being with him.

"....Imm... she is"

"Mother.........this is Soo. He said..... you are pretty"

"Chanyeol, I will give you something to make you feel relax. Can I?"

"Useless.... Medicine again"

"Can I? Chanyeol? Please?"

"Okay....... Mother.... See you"

His hallucinations has gone insane and he lost all his sense now.
I think he needs to be hospitalised but, at home is fine too.

I take out haloperidol injection to ease him but my hand keeps shaking.... <a::n:: I'm not a medical student so, the information might be wrong since this is just a fiction>
He could attack me anytime .... But okay kyungsoo ya... he's quite weak right now.

"I will do the injection now" I say and inject

He once told me that he dreamt about his father strangled his mother.
Is that just a dream or? It really happened?

As I said, I am a failure for him.
I can't .... Even make him open up to me.

He's a schizophrenia patient which is a severe chronic psychiatric disorder.
Symptoms he shows usually are hallucinations, delusional, thinking dysfunction and even rare symptoms like less facial expression and speaking a little.

But for his case, even Suho hyung does not know much.
The case was handled with high security and secrets.
His father... when I search him up with the name Park, he is really a high rank congressman and citizens are rooting him to participate in next year presidential campaign.

Why do I have this feeling?
That his father..... will dispose him soon.
Because chanyeol will be the only flaw in his life.

While I was thinking, his body drop into the couch and he finally falls asleep.

I should call one of the nurse to bring the glucose drip for him.
He is very weak and will be sleeping for awhile from now on.

I should close my clinic for a few days and nurse him

*sigh*

"There really isn't a way out for you anymore, right? And you are too aware of it too, I can feel it. You always look like you are waiting for your judgemental day as if someone is going to make decision to end you.

I sometimes wish, you were a normal person just like every friend I have. I wish how good-looking you are when you smile brightly.

You are lonely that you were being abandoned. I hope you do not face the tragic ending. Chanyeol ... until then, I want to be with you. Would you let me?"
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<3 days after chanyeol passed out>

Baekhyun's POV

"You sure you are not going to that psychopath criminal anymore?" Suho hyung asks

Today, I'm visiting to him since he said he's cooking dinner for me and his off day.

"Hyung... he has a name" I say

"Like we need to care"

"He's getting better I guess.. he looks normal"

"That's how every psychopath looks like from outside. They are monsters in disguise"

"Hyung... aren't you too much? He has a bad past you know?"

"Baekhyun ya, all psychopaths have their traumatised past okay? Only some of them are born psychopath. May be that Artist Murderer is also a born psychopath"

"No!"

"Byun baekhyun? Why are you covering up for him?"

"Don't ... say it if you don't know"

"Me knowing he killed 3 people is more than enough. You are talking like you don't even pity those poor victims"

"They were .....! !...." I raise my voice.... They were his lovers...

"Baekhyun ya..... have you been being brainwashed by that psychopath's words?"

"Hyung!"

"Snap out of it baekhyun! He's not a human"

"That's way too much hyung... you never know how humane he is"

"He's a monster.. under a human skin."

"Hyung... I will just go back for today." I say and rush out of his house

Haaaaa.... This is the first time I got angry at suho hyung seriously.

It has been over a week that I got that message from Park Chanyeol.
I texted back asking why and tried to call him but his phone is power off.

Is everything alright?
It's not like he's passing out in his house right?
There's even no one that will care him.
He must be feeling lonely.... Since he was young, it seems like no one actually was there for him.

He might be gotten used to the loneliness that he don't even feel anything.
That he became empty.

"I want to see him now... should I go to his house?" I say to myself and without even thinking twice, I take taxi to his house

Will he be happy to see me?
Or will he get angry?
I wish I could bring some drop of happiness to his life.

I wonder if he ever cry out loud and pour out all those frustrations?
May be he needs to do that.

"Driver nim, can you drive faster?"
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I quickly get out of the car as soon as we arrive.

*Ding Dong*

Is he not at home?

*Ding Dong*

Come onnnn

*the door opens*

And.... I frown as....

"What brings you here?" Kyungsoo hyung asks... he's in his causal wear.

"Why are you here?"

"Why is that even a question?"

"I'm here to see Park Chanyeol ssi. He's inside right?"

"No guest allowed these days"

"What? Why?! Did something happen to him?"

"Yes. And it is because of you"

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