It has been over a week and I still haven't gotten a schedule for another appointment.

Damn!
Even tho I have his contact number, I am scared to contact him first.
I'm afraid he might get pissed that I contact him first and cancel our interview sessions.. uwahhhhhh

Life really is not easy huh.

But this whole week, I have been re-reading his case files and his background with help of Suho hyung.

I wonder if psychopath killers look as calm as him?

He seems more normal than normal people.
You know what I'm saying?
And he's super handsome!

Urgh. Can we change our face and our height? You know? Me = the grass?

*sigh*

"Ya! Aren't you listening to us?" My friends say

"Sorryyy, I was thinking something else"

"Shall we do our assignment in a cafe?" One of my friend ask

"Sure.." I say

Assignments and thesis ... plus exam is coming up.
Urghhhhhh why am I in this state?

We get into the nearest cafe and..

"What are you drinking?" My friend asks

"Hmm, what should I drink huh......" I look up to the menu board and

"Espresso please" I hear a familiar calm voice in a counter beside ours

I quickly turn and .... "Ah!" I gasp

"What? Someone you know?" My friends ask

It's... him.... What a coincidence?!

Our eyes met but, he turns away and pay for his coffee and after that he go and sits alone.

Did he just... ignore me??????!!!!! Whattttttttt

"Are you sure you know him? He just completely ignored you" my friend says

"Aish! Shut up." I say

He doesn't need to embarrass me like this duhhhhhh
Saying hi won't hurt him, does it?

"I will have hot chocolate, and go sit first, I will go and talk for awhile" I say and go ahead to his table

I see him staring out of the window pane and like that... just staring
I wonder what is he thinking... I really wonder.
I am standing beside of the table for awhile now and he doesn't notice or... he's pretending....

"Hello"  I call him

His eyes finally lie on me... he finally looks at me.

"Yes?"

"Why did you pretend as if you don't know me?"

He looks at the direction of my friends and "You, are not alone"

"Well, saying hello won't hurt you right?"

As always ... his composure is calm. As if he's not interested to have conversation with me.

"And .... Isn't it over a week already ? When can I have my 2nd interview session?"

What are you thinking really?
Say something?!
He is just staring at me as if he's going to pierce right into my soul.

"I will text you."

"Then, I will be waiting. Don't forget me.. okay?!"

I say and quickly walk away from him
Huuuuu..... it was really scary to talk to him

He looks so cold to me.
Right... there's no way he would be buddy-buddy with me hahahaha

I'm an interviewer and he's a ..... murderer.

But he really sounds so close to Kyungsoo Hyung.
He called him.... Soo.
They must be really close
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The day I met with him at cafe.. later that night, he sent me date and time for 2nd interview.

And it's today so, I'm waiting in front of his house since it's quite like... not time yet.
Urgh.
He told me to meet at 2pm and it's like 1:56pm.

It's so cold.

And I see a police car parked near his house and there are two officers in the car

So that's who he is being watched huh.
Come to think of it... I don't see any CCTV cameras inside his house.

Oh.. it's time

*Ding Dong*

Hmm... he's taking longer than usual.

*Ding Dong*

He's not a....

"Sorry" he says as soon as he opens the door

And..... his hair is dripping wet and...

"You cut your hair" I say

"Soo said it was long so, he cut it for me. Come in" he says

Again.
Is that what psychiatrist be doing with his patient?
Kyungsoo Hyung... don't you think you are too close to him?

"You were showering?" I ask as I follow him into his house

"Yes"

"I thought you weren't at home"

"Why wouldn't I be? I was waiting for you"

*Baekhyun blushes*

Ah.... Why the weather is quite hot suddenly... hahaha.. it was so cold outside

We sit down at his usual dining table.

"I did some research of your crime scenes."

"Imm"

"So we will start now"

"Yes"

"As I said I saw your crime scenes.. were you perhaps an art student?"

"No. I wasn't the art student."

"Then, what are the meaning behind these painting? And also what are the drawings on their bodies? Those engraved paintings."

"Those aren't painting"

"Nae? You just did according to your mood then?"

"No. They are numbers"

"Pardon?"

"Hebrew letters. One of the Jewish languages"

"You study those ancient languages?"

"Yes. I was major in philology"

"So... they were never the painting to begin with?"

"Yes. They aren't"

"So what do those mean?" I ask

To engrave on those bodies... what exactly does they mean?

"They are dates."

"Dates of what?"

"Of the day I met them and, the day I killed them"

Our eyes meet and lock for awhile.
I think my thoughts and my body are drifted apart for awhile.

I watch water dripping down from his hair.
He doesn't even dry it properly.
And he really.... Looks good... with this short hair too.

"Byun Baekhyun ssi?"

"Ah... Nae... sorry... the woman.. you murdered in 2014, in bathtub. Was she your lover?"

"Yes"

"So the first victim, 18years old boy. Was he your friend?"

"No."

"So, what was your relationship with that boy?"

"He was the first person that I went out with"

"W...what do... you mean?"

"He was my first lover"

He... dated a boy?
And a woman too?
Gender doesn't matter to him?
Or, he cannot differentiate different sex?

Don't tell me... so the last victim was also.....

"Last victim..."

"All my victims were my lovers"

I couldn't say more words and... I keep my head down for awhile....
I can't even think for more questions or... what to reply.

"You look nervous again. Do you want to rest for today?" He asks

He was.. bisexual?
Wait... no baekhyun... you are not supposed to be thinking that....
Question.... Questions

"Then why did you kill them? Didn't you love them?"

"I did."

"Then why? Because they told you to break up with them?"

"Byun baekhyun ssi. Do you know what people are incapable of?"

"Of what?"

"They cannot love someone more than their lives & they cannot lose their lives for others"

"Huh? What is that ... no! You are wrong! There are parents who..."

"Not in my life Byun Baekhyun ssi! I have never seen, not even parents." He raised his voice which makes me flinches and.... Tremble

"I... I'm sorry.."

"If one cannot love someone more than their lives, that means they are going to leave you in any seconds"

He .... Really is .... A psychopath.
Not even parents?.. does he have a bad childhood? Because of those traumas?
I thought his parents would treasure him since ... you know... they are doing all they can not to send their son to prison.

"Park chanyeol ssi"

"Can you go back for today? I want to rest"

"I didn't mean to offend you. I didn't have a nice parents from the start. I am an orphan. I just said it in a general. I really don't want you to misunderstand of my word"

"You must had a nice childhood then. Better have none than have bad ones. I don't misunderstand you but, please go back for today"

"Nae"

He stands up and walks away.
He really looks not okay... what should I say... I mean...  he looks empty.

I really didn't understand his killing logic but.....
Isn't that fair for his lovers? I mean, the victims??
Everyone is of course... scared of losing their lives.
There won't be anyone who would love a stranger with all they have and all of their lives.

but....
I really didn't understand a bit but...... when he mentioned about his parents... he didn't say it directly but.... Urgh

Where does he go?
I quickly follow him in and ... which room... fuck.. I know he would really hate me coming into his house like this but....

Ah... I see him inside his bedroom... since the door is slightly open

I see him lying down in his bed... closing his eyes.
I quietly walk into his room

His face always shows like he's empty inside.
He's like a person without a soul.

And I see... Kyungsoo hyung's watch on the side table. I know because it was a gift from me and suho hyung last year
So, a psychiatrist can come into patient room huh.?

*woosh*

"Ah!" I groan since I was pulled down onto bed and he's... on top of me

"I.... I'm sorry... I wanted to apologise you properly again. I don't want you to cancel our upcoming interview sessions. I just don't want you to feel offended"

He's gripping both side of my shoulders very tightly like.... It really hurts.

He leans in close to me and... wait.. what is he going to dooooooo!!!! He leans towards my ear and whispers "Don't ever wander in my house again. I will let this slip but don't do this again. And about interview, I will text you as usual. Now leave"

I know his voice was Low but.... When he whispers right into my ears..... shivers went down my spines and.... My face getting hot

He releases his grip and I quickly get up and run out of his house

When I get out of his house, the rain is pouring down.

"Ah haaaaa.... Nothing is going right today." I say to myself

*Message in group chat*

'Let's gather at my house today around 6pm. Let's have homemade hotpot' - Suho hyung

'Okay. I'm coming' - kyungsoo

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