I finally got to follow him to university.
I know I'm kinda being spoiled and burdened to him but...
I don't wanna left alone... again.

"Yeol ssi, you can wait in canteen. It's like... the hall at the end of this corridor. You can right?"

"Don't worry baekhyun ya, I will wait there"

"Okay.. see you" He says and leaves

Baekhyun said he has to meet with his professors here for job.
Such a nice school.. wonder if I studied here
Still... I can't recall any memories.

I ... *sigh*  even if I can't remember anything, I want to stay close to Baekhyun... I want to be his closest friend ... but he's .... Kind to just everyone.

I grab a coffee and sit in canteen for him.

I never wanted to know how did I end up so far from my home country.
I never wanted to know how I got so many scars on my body... the one in the heart place too..

But now I'm curious about everything that had happened to me.
Why Baekhyun came to find me so late?
How was I sent away? And why?
And.... Why Baekhyun feels so familiar to me?

He smells so nice and ... I really feel like I'm home when I'm with him. And I am happier.
But, he's so cold to me... and... he always look sad whenever he looks at me...

"Please come back quick" I mumble

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After about half an hour, I see him walking into canteen with 3 other boys. More friends .... Huh.
And he's smiling....
He never smiles like that with me..... may be we really were in bad terms .

They finally walk towards me and

"Sorry, you waited long .. right?" He says

"No... I'm okay baekhyun ya"

"This is Juno and Hyunwoo.. you have met the two of them before. They are my close friends" baekhyun introduces

"Helloooo... it has been so long right? Nice to see you again" Juno? That guy greets me

"Nice to see you again" That guy Hyunwoo greets too...

"Nae.. nice to see you"

"And.. this is Hajun ssi.. and Hajun, this is Yeol ssi" <A:N: Hajun is a boy from Chapter VI, they met outside of school library and gave baekhyun a smoke. They had became close over time>

"Nae.. nice to meet you too" I say

"You are so tall.. haha.. nice to see you Yeol ssi"

"So now what?! I wanna drinkkkk let's goooo hmmm???" That loud.. I mean Juno ssi whines

"Ya.. it's only 4 pm.." baekhyun says

"Well, we can start drinking slowly" Hajun ssi says

"Yesssssss... let's gooooo" Juno ssi shouts

"You are too loud" Hyunwoo ssi says

No matter how much I try..... I just don't fit in....

"Yeol ssi, do you want to go back home first? I will drive you back if you wanna rest" baekhyun asks

"I can come with you, baekhyun ya... no... I wanna come with you"

He stares at me for awhile... with those sad eyes.... And flashes a weak smile... "Okay. Let's go"

"Woohoo... let's go!" That Hajun guy pulls Baekhyun as he wrap his arms around Baekhyun's shoulder and walk away first

"Dontget...soclose withothers.." I mumble

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After getting to a bar, they all started ordering a lot of alcohol and start drinking.
These are just so bitter that... I don't like it.

But baekhyun seems to be drinking a lot... his face is starting to get redden... and he's sitting quite far from me and... he's sitting so close to that Hajun ssi.

I really don't like this.... I don't know...
I should be trying to blend in with them but.... I feel like.... I don't want to.
I just want to go back home with Baekhyun and talks about things and asks him things.

What's fun in drinking this bitter drinks?
May be I don't use to drink that before I lost my memories too.

"Ah...haha... I... I gotta go to toilet" baekhyun says as he stands up and he's all wobbly..

"Want me to come with you?" I ask

"Nah... hah.ha...." He says

"I will go with you" Hajun ssi says as he go along with Baekhyun ..

I should have also said I will go with him.. and not the question..

"Park chanyeol ssi! Haha... you lost your memories huh... Why mhmmmmm" Juno ssi definitely called me..... by that name but.. Hyunwoo ssi quickly covers his mouth

"Sorry... he's drunk. Don't mind him" Hyunwoo ssi says

"Perhaps.... Am I... Park Chanyeol?"I ask

"Whatever Baekhyun told you .. you should just listen to him" Hyunwoo says

"...Nae..." and why are they taking long? I will go and check if he's okay

I stand up and follow him to the toilet... is he puking?

"N....no!... Hajun.... S..stoppp!!! Noo..." I hear Baekhyun's voice

I quickly get into the toilet and... I see him being pushed to the wall as.... That... that.... Hajun is .... Kissing Baekhyun?

T... they are both... men....

"No! Get... get off me!" Baekhyun continues to scream

I am just froze at my place... I... don't know..
What's .......

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Baekhyun's POV

I should have realised that... Hajun was into me...
I can't... I can't push him.... Fuck he's so strong and .... I'm drunk....

"S..stop!!" I struggle

Chanyeol ssi.... Help me... please help me Chanyeol ssi..
But he is not.. Park chanyeol anymore...
Even He sees me right now... he will just be disgusted...

"Stop!"

Hajun stops as we both hear his voice..

Chanyeol ssi...
He came.... He came for me.... He's ... here..

"He is saying stop... isn't he?" Chanyeol ssi says to Hajun

"What the... what's with you? It's none of your business" hajun says

"I said.... He is saying stop" I hear him says... fuck... I'm so dizzy that... I am about to fall asleep...

And.....

And.......

I fell asleep......

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"Hng..... my head...." I wake up... but... fuck... I'm still drunk?

I open my eyes and...I am still in my car?

"Awake now?"

"Ha!" I quickly get away from him... I was sleeping in his arms.

"I.... Where are we?" I ask

"Still at Bar parking lot, baekhyun ya. I don't think I can drive and you just passed out so..."

"Ah... sorry.... I will just call the assign driver."

"Park chanyeol... is me, right?" He says

"I said it's ano...."

"Juno ssi... also called me like that."

Damn that big mouth Juno... *sigh*

"It's...."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"It is not important"

"Why? And why do you look sad whenever you look at me right into my eyes? Why are you so close to others and not me? Are we..... I mean.. were we... lovers?"

"Ha..ha... why? Because you just saw me kissing with another man? Yeah... I'm gay, Yeol ssi. And .... I didn't say that Park chanyeol ssi is you because.. there is no point to. You can't remember anything anyway... right? Whatever I am searching in you.. I won't be able to find it again because... Park chanyeol ssi I want is gone and dead and you are just.... Just like someone who just look like him..."

"I can be whatever you want to be.... If we were lovers... I can try to be one too... if it's for you..."

"Stop... it's not like you can kiss me, right?"

He seems to be taken back...
Yeah...
He's just.... A different person now

"Wait in here" I say and get out of the car

I light up my cigar and call for the assigned driver
Park chanyeol ssi, I now smoke and drink a lot too...
I kinda.... Need you to get me back on my path again.

That Juno.... *sigh*

The assigned driver finally came after my 3rd cigarette
And Yeol ssi didn't come out of the car as I told him
I'm all sobered up now... I should apologise to him

The drive to our home is quiet now..
I just stare out of the window...I wonder if he's sad by what I said...
I feel sorry..

"Ye....." I turn to his side and.... He quickly gets close to my side as his forehead touches with mine... and tips of noses touch too..

"I knew it. You are burning up. You are sick already?" He asks
His face.... Is so .... Close

"I....... Am fine... it's .... Because of the ...alcohol.."

His body also moves closer to me and... his bigs arms wrap around me....
What's ... he doing?

He then... kisses my cheek.. and says "Lean on me and sleep. I will wake you up when we arrive" and he pulls me into his arms

What... what was that?!!!
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We arrive back at house and driver went back.

This is so awkward.
He's holding my hand even in the elevator.
What's wrong with him?

As we arrive on our floor, he pulls me by my hand as we get into our house

The door close behind us and ... he pushes me against the wall...

"Y...Yeol ssi.."

"Call me Chanyeol... because that's who I am... right? Please stop being sad... please stop keeping distance from me... please stop getting close to others rather than me... even if I can't remember ... I think I can be your lover"

"Ha! Are you drunk? Please go and rest"

"Baekhyun ya.. look at me" he says with his soft and Low voice

I just keep looking down .. "Let my hand go"

"Baekhyun ya.. please"

"Just.. let m..."

"Byun baekhyun ssi"

That... his tone of voice.....
I quickly look up to him and... "Finally.."He says and leans in and kisses me

On my lips... this time...
I... I miss this...
I really... miss his kiss

He puts my hands on his shoulders as he pulls me closer to his body
I'm so hungry for this kiss... I think I lost it when he calls me by my full name as he always did ....

"I must have loved you a lot... my heart... is about to explode from beating." He says as we break our kiss

I got my sense back and .. step back..

"I.... Good night .." I say and quickly rush into my room

I quickly take off my pants and go into my bathroom
I got... to excited.... My ... my dick is so full... and it feels like it's about to explode..
I wanted him to touch it... I wanted more....
*sigh*
Calm down.... Calm down baekhyun ya...
Let's just... calm down....
I want to touch myself but..... no.... No........ *sigh*

I wash my face to cool myself down.. but.... I should drink some more and get to sleep 

I get out of my bathroom and ..... I see him sitting on the edge of my bed

"Cha.... What are you doing in my room?!"

And .... I can see his eyes looking down to my....pantless legs...

"Ya! Look away!"

"Ya? Baekhyun ya... I wanna stay with you tonight"

"Wh....what's that come from?!"

"Please... hmm?"

"Go... go to your room .."

"Please... come here... come to me" he says as he opens his arms

Tonight.... He's really looking like his old self...
I don't know.. may be because I'm still drunk?
I move closer to him and... he pulls me towards him

I get onto him and..... man... I don't know anymore..
I wrap my arms around his neck and start kissing him

His hands touches along my tights and reach to my ass
His big hands caress my ass cheeks

"Do you still love me?" He asks

"S...stop asking... what's wrong with you?"

"Answer me... do you..." he says as he thrusts one finger into my ass.. "Still love me?"

"Nghnnnn.... W...wait...."

He slams me onto bed and ... he gets on top of me as he takes off his shirt

"Answer me, baekhyun ya... do you still... love me?" He says and puts my legs on his shoulders

"I...... ah....nghhh..."

He keeps thrusting his fingers ... but... it's not enough... I want more...
I Want his....

"S..stop.."

"Why?"

"Give... give me yours....."

"Don't you need to loosen up? Why? How many times does this ass been used? Hmmm?" He asks

The way he talks... makes me more excited....

"Answer me, baekhyun ya" he asks as his fingers move inside me

"Haaa~~ n...no... no one.... I haven't... nghhhh... done...."

"Baekhyun ya.... Baekhyun ya.... My Baekhyun ya...."

He keeps ... calling my name like that .... As he loosen my hole with his fingers...
Is it because he's drunk?
Why is he....
And this position is very... strange..
my legs in his shoulders and ... I can't even kiss him..
But he's staring me down.... And arousing me....

"Put....put it in.... Put in it quick.... Please.... Park chanyeol ssi.... Please put yours in... now.."

"You are so adorable"

When he says ..... that..
chills went down to my spines..... he.....
that's how he used to call me.....
yes baekhyun.... Why are you running away?
This is Park chanyeol.... He just lost his memories.... He is still your love...
Why are you searching Park chanyeol when he's right he.....

"Ahhh...haaaa~~~ it.... Is...... very.. deep" he just shoved in his all length

It's... so.... Big.... ..

"Baekhyun ya.... It's feel so good inside you" he says and rams into me again

"Ughh.... Ahh..."

"It's hot.. and... haa.... Really tight.."

"Wait... Chanyeol ssi... it's too.. deep hnngggg....ahhh......"

He keeps thrusting fast... I can feel his big and hard dick going in and out...
Alcohol is making all my senses active that I'm feeling literally everything

"It's... it's getting... weird ..... ch.... Nghhh....ahh...."

"You like it... right.."

"Kiss... kiss me.... Kiss me .... Please ... kiss me..."

"Yes sir"

He says as he finally leans in and kisses me....

"Don't hold back... I wanna head your moans" he says and starts slamming his dick into mine

"Haaa... ch.... Ahh... ha.... Ahhh..."

"It's... tight..."

"W.... Wai.... ahhhhh..."

"I'm close...."

"Cumming.... Ch...hanyeol ssi.... Chan..yeol.. ssi... ahhhhh....nghhh"

He finishes ... inside me...
I can really feel his warm liquid inside my ass

"I'm.. sleepy.." I say

"Good night... let's sleep together from tonight onwards" he says as he kisses my forehead

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