I sprawled myself on the sofa in the living area in Kai’s room.

My legs dangled on one side, and my head rested on the other. My fingers fumbled with the pendant while I read a book from his library. I knew I was too comfortable for my own good, but he assured me I could lock it from the inside, and only he had a key to open from the outside.

The doorknob twisted. The hair on my body stood up, and I braced myself in case anyone other than Kai was behind that door.

“This night was stressful with all the questions I’ve been asked,” he complained once he entered the room

Kai locked the door behind him, soothing my apprehension. He dropped his blazer on the hanger and tossed his loose necktie to the floor as he walked towards me. The book I was reading fell on my chest to give him my full attention. I was in shorts and a thin crop top. I got up and helped him unbutton his dress shirt with a lip caught between my teeth.

“To what do I owe the pleasure of finding this angel in my room?” he inquired, doing the last button of his shirt.

I giggled. “You said we could spend time together,” I reminded him.

I slid the shirt off his broad shoulders, leaving him in his white singlet only. It dawned on me that I had never seen Kai’s chest fully naked before. I was starting to see a hint of a complex tattoo that began from his left shoulder.

When he noticed my eyes lingering, he turned around and completed the task alone. I felt as if I was trespassing, but it was just a tattoo. I wondered what it meant. Was it intentional that he never showed his chest, so I didn’t see that tattoo? Well, it was bound to happen.

I shuffled away from him. I stopped at his laptop, where he usually played music throughout the room. Kai was obviously into music, and he sounded stressed, so I thought I’d share my favourite calm pieces with him too.

“I want you to listen to this song I recently discovered. It’s very… peaceful,” I stated, focusing on the screen.

The song started with guitar and the sound of raindrops, which was what I liked about it the most.

‘She’ll come to me in a dream
And I don’t even know her name.’

I felt Kai’s presence behind me, alarming my being. His tall figure cast a shadow on the desk. I felt his arms encircle my figure, making the romantic song feel truer in my ears.

“It sounds soothing,” he rasped in my ear, and I knew he did it on purpose.

I turned around and hugged his neck, and my eyes caught his eyes in a heavy stare. My hands travelled to the hem of his singlet, hiking it up over his toned stomach.

I gulped, playing with a wisp of hair that escaped my braid. “What’s the drawing?” I whispered.

“Roots,” he answered with a small smile. “We always praise the flowers and forget what strengthened them in the first place. It’s also to remind me where I come from always —the ground. To stay humble.”

My words faded in my throat at the depth of the words. He was thoughtful and beautiful inside out. The singlet went off absentmindedly, and my fingers traced the continuation of the inked skin. I leant in to kiss it. Kai’s skin reacted to my touch fervently with goosebumps.

I licked my lips. “It’s magnificent but indeed painful to get.”

He hugged my waist closer. “I like physical pain… sometimes. I passed out in the gym many times, the same time around getting this tattoo.” He chuckled, but I grimaced.

I traced it downwards on his chest, and he shivered. “Physical pain is a coping mechanism, isn’t it? When did you get it?” I queried. We were fairly young and barely above the allowed age, and I wanted to know whether he had been through emotional pain.

Kai turned expressionless for a second but quickly slapped on a small smile. “Last year.” He leant in and kissed me again. “Now, enough questions.”

Again, more secrets about that damned year that I had no idea about. The song I played was about to end.

‘What a thing
To believe
In a dream.’

Kai walked us backwards till we both fell to the triple sofa. I straddled him, staring into his silver eyes with a racing heart. At that moment we shared, nothing or anyone else mattered. It was about us and our chemistry only. His hands snaked under my top, and I shivered at the change of heat. The fabric rolled over my head and off my body. He kissed my neck while he gripped my hips firmly and rolled his chest against mine.

He pulled away. “Have you been working out? You feel firmer, Mellie.”

I giggled. “Thanks to a week of hiking.” I squirmed on his crotch.

Kai squeezed his eyes shut, throwing his head back. My lips took the chance to latch on his neck, and my hands felt up his chest, getting louder sounds from him. I rolled faster, holding onto his shoulders, and his fingers dug deeper in my hips. He instinctively met my thrusts upwards.

“I came to find you half-naked in this outfit, and now you’re grinding on me. What do you want, Melanie?” he asked with a smirk.

He looked up at me with his grey eyes. Sweat trickled down his forehead, making some of his hair stick to his forehead. His lips were swollen, and his jaw clenched. God, Kai Kingston was officially mine.

I stopped grinding and held his cheek. I closed my eyes as I mumbled in his ear, “Kai…” I flicked the lobe in the process. “I want you.” I wanted us to have that connection and take our relationship to the next level. If there was anything else I could do to get even closer to him, I’d do it.

My words were like his secret button into a new, different mode. He turned us over and hovered above me. His eyes drank in the sight of my exposed chest. His lips met my erect nipple in seconds, and his hands had wrapped my legs around his hips before they sneaked their way to my core. Every touch was careful and slow, as if to give me a chance to reject it if I wanted to. I moaned when his colder fingers touched my warm, wet lips, all while he flicked and sucked on both my nipples.

“I…” I gasped.

“You what, baby?” he whispered tenderly against the valley of my breasts. “Say it.”

I breathed in. “I... need you,” I sighed, eyes shut tight and body arching wherever his hands or lips touched.

Kai kissed down my body until my navel, leaving my skin hot and sensitive behind. He stopped at my belly button, admiring the sight of the shiny piercing. “How much did it hurt?” he asked, practically hugging my hips to his face.

I loved this new feeling of discovering what makes each of us who they are on a physical level. I felt intimate and close to him. Knowing that after a physical level, there was a soulful one, made it even more important to me to ease the way up. I propped myself up and looked down at him. “Just enough.” I smiled proudly with heat-red cheeks. Looking at him from that angle made me even dizzier. “But the shiny result was worth the pain. I like it. I got it with a friend, but I live far away from her now,” I talked about my belly button piercing.

He nodded and proceeded to lick around it. The sensation made me fall back into my position and thread my fingers through my dishevelled braid. He continued to kiss lower and lower until he reached my most aching area. My shorts and knickers slid off together.

“Kai—” I moaned, arching my core towards his face.

Kai parted my legs and kissed the swollen nub. “The kitten is turning into a wild tiger,” he rasped.

I panted. “Oh... Fúck,” I cursed softly, unable to keep it in. Usually, I was good at suppressing my sounds and controlling how much sexual satisfaction I show, but when my feelings were mixed in with the lust, hiding the emotional and sexual satisfaction mix was a hard task.

He licked once, twice, then sucked until my eyes rolled to the back of my head. My legs wrapped around his neck, choking him deeper in my wetness. Kai kept flicking wherever I moaned most till I started shaking.

“I’d love you to come in my mouth, but I don’t want you to yet,” he teased and got off. My skin burnt where his touch used to be. I instantly hated the lack of touch and wanted us to reconnect.

Kai got a squared packet from his bedside table. I watched him discard the rest of his clothes to the floor—the trousers and silk boxers. His length sprung up, visibly needy. Feeling that I wanted to do something for him, too, or needed to, I sat on the edge of the sofa and ushered him to come closer. I held his shaft and kissed the weeping tip, then I passed my open lips all over his length back and forth, leaving a wet trail. Kai eventually held my head and took control of what he desired. He thrusted deep between my lips till I gagged and turned red.

He pulled out from between my lips and handed me a condom. “Work your magic, Angel.”

I tore the packet and wore him the condom, licking my lips as I looked into his lustful eyes. A smile spread across his lips when I was done, and he held my cheeks again in a hungry kiss. I was standing again against his skin. He urged me to hop on his hips, then he walked us until he laid me on his silky bed.

I squeaked at the change of temperature on the sheets. Goosebumps spread across my sensitive skin while I arched my chest against his. He sucked on my lower lip as if it was his last food, then licked the pain afterwards. I was getting abnormally addicted to the sweet taste of his plump lips, unsure if I ever wanted it to end.

When Kai finally pulled away, I took in a much-needed breath. He took in the sight of my sprawled body on the silk. My braid was untied, so my hair was surely all over the place, and my lips were feeling swollen. Feeling uneasy about his scrutinising gaze, my hands palmed his cheeks to bring him back to reality, and I gave him a sweet smile.

“God, you look like a real angel,” he observed, returning the same smile.

I blushed. “And you’re about to ruin me.”

He blinked at me. “Shít, your first time?”

I shook my head frantically. “I wish.” I giggled. “But... Our first time.”

Kai smiled, that signature pearly smile of his that calmed my nerves and reminded of who I fell for, and what I was about to let him do to me out of love. He proceeded to pepper my body with kisses downwards. I could feel my core getting wetter and wetter as my eyes fluttered closed and enjoyed the feeling.

He came back up and kissed my forehead. “Tell me whenever it hurts,” he assured, and I nodded.

His tip swept across my slit, spreading my wetness. My entire lower body was coiled with building tension. His face scrunched up as he eased the way inside me. My toes immediately curled, and I squealed. My walls clamped around his cock, receiving the size after a long time.

My nails dug in his biceps. “Oh, my God,” I cried.

Kai grunted, withdrawing then going in again. He moved in slow but sure thrusts inside me, prepping me to get faster later. It had been a while since I was overwhelmed with the sensation of getting filled. God, it felt good.

“Kai,” I pleaded, digging my nails in his hips to make him push deeper.

“I know, baby, I know,” he breathed out. He looked me in the eyes. “I’m going to fúck you hard now.”

Nothing prepared me for the sensation that followed of fully having him inside me. My solo sessions were nowhere close to the feeling. His size was too much for my unused walls that I screamed, getting stretched beyond what I imagined. He started to slide in and out of me, picking up the pace as my pain seemed to ease.

He growled, taking a leg over his shoulder to stretch me wider. I opened my eyes, which I didn’t remember closing, and witnessed his light brown strands wiggling around his forehead. His face scrunched up with pleasure, eyes opening from time to time to observe my features. The sounds he made pushed me closer to my edge, but I had to hold it back to get more of him.

When he thrusted harder than before, I yelped, “Kai, oh God, Kai!”

He grunted, the thrusts becoming steadier and faster. “The way those lips moan my name...” He leant down and kissed me. “Best thing I ever heard. Don’t stop,” he whispered in my ears, driving me crazier for him.

I pushed upwards, meeting his body-numbing thrusts. A wave of heat and wetness hit me as I felt my climax approaching. Each thrust brought me closer, but I didn’t want our time to end ever. I wanted the pleasure to last as long as it could, as if it were our first and last time. The room filled with our moans, the smell of sex, and whispered, dirty fantasies from both our lips.

I threw my head back. “I’m… I’m going to…” I stammered through thrusts as he increaded the pressure by rubbing my clit.

“I know, baby, I know.” He pecked my lips. “Wait for me.”

I held myself tight, accepting the task. My toes curled, and my body coiled, clamping both my walls and legs around him. He pushed inside me faster and deeper, hitting new spots. My breath hitched with each as our skins slapped.

Kai intertwined one of his hands with mine. “Now, baby.” He pushed in for the last time.

I panted as I willed myself to relax and fall into the bliss of release. I cried, and he growled, filling the latex around his releasing member with warm semen. We both panted, eyes closed and foreheads sweaty.

He kissed my temple and rolled me over him, not pulling out. “You look sleepy.”

“Mhmm. Been a while,” I replied with closed eyes, nuzzling into his chest.

He chuckled, caressing my hair. “Same.”

I pecked his lips, then got off to lie down close. The loss of fullness left me feeling weirdly empty. I looked between my legs and noticed redness. “Yeah, definitely a ruined angel.”

In the morning, we woke up to a ringing phone. It was the worst feeling after our intimate moment and a good night sleep. I couldn’t enjoy an extra morning nap in Kai’s soft sheets on a Saturday. Kai grunted, turning around to pick his phone. I was still half asleep, so I couldn’t decipher his words. Only when he jolted up, I willed myself to get up too.

He hung up and got closer to kiss my temple. “I’m sorry, babe. Mum invited Massie for breakfast, so she is coming. I’ll let them know this shall stop, though.” He cringed.

I nodded despite my disapproval. Massie was an addition to my apprehension list. She was caught in an unrealistic possibility. Kai and I knew we had to tell her.

Kai crawled closer and hugged my head to his chest. “Whenever you’re ready to tell everyone about us, I am too. Don’t think of my parents or Massie. I got them.”

I smiled, appreciating his courage. “I’ll go downstairs and take a shower. We’ll talk about this later. Hopefully, Mum will be convinced I was just out for a morning run.”

He leaned in and pecked my lips. “I got you. Always.”

. . .

the song is linked in the media. do you guys actually listen to the songs i embed?

how do you find the book so far? i think my writing feels condensed as i tend to focus on what's important only. i tend to skip scenes, briefly describe them, or basically jump in time to what's important. i hope no one minds!

while it's all rainbows and sunshine here, i can't promise it'll stay that way 😈 who do you expect will initiate the climax? and how?

till when do you think melanie can mislead her mum and Kai's?

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