I turned around and saw Dean Winchester standing right behind me, watching my struggle of trying to find something to eat.  I almost screamed, thinking it was an intruder, until I saw it was him.

"What are you doing still up?"  Dean asked me.  I could he was suspicious of my motives of being in the kitchen.

"I am reading a journal.  And while reading, I thought I needed a little snack, so I can out here and somehow, woke you up." 

"Uhh...the strange Angel that is apparently me, Emilyanne.  It's weird, the writing is similar to my handwriting, and I also was able to open it with the key to it.  What are you doing awake?"

"Researching your 'brothers,' the Archangels. I am trying to pinpoint the reason on Lucifer's fall."

I then looked down at the journal in my hand, seeing that it could help the both of us out with our respective quest.  "Maybe this could help."  

I put my angel necklace in the keyhole, and then gave it to Dean.  By this time, Sam and Castiel came up to us and were staring at me opening the journal.  They were  looking at me as if I was a lunatic fringe performing a magic trick.  I said to them, "Now, I just gave you the key and the journal to Emilyanne's life.  The necklace is my lucky charm, be sure to bring it back to me!"

I can understand why they all thought I was crazy because Dean's response was, "You're trusting us with your/Emilyanne's secret?"

I laughed, "Yeah.  I don't remember any of it, so why do I care?"

"Okay.  That's the last response that I would expect to receive when reading someone's journal."  He turned around and headed back to his brother and protector.  I turned around and started to head back to my room, because I wanted to catch some shut eye.

I was about to walk into my new room when I felt someone tap me on the shoulder.  The voice said, "Acutally, Tris, since all three of us are busy researching, do you mind reading your journal out loud?"

I turned around and it was Dean again, "Sure.  Just give me a few minutes to catch up to you guys."

I started to hobble back down to the library area, where the research was taking place.  I made it there about a minute after Dean entered, a comment coming from him, saying, "Nice pace there."

"Quiet down now."  Sam then handed me the journal that his brother placed on the table.  "Alright, now where did I leave off?  Right, Day One."

So, I flipped to the pages of the beginning and proceeded to read it aloud for the men.  I stopped after the end of the entry.  While I was reading, all three of them had stopped reading whatever they were reading before and paid attention to me.  Castiel was the first one to speak up, saying, "You don't remember anything at all?"

"I don't even know that this is me.  I wish I could answer my own questions, but I can't."

"Read on, then, Ani." He smiled at me and so I continued to read:

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Day Two:

Well, I discovered the type of flower that I was looking for.  It's called a Legendary Flower, because it has the power to cure almost everything that Dad can think of that is bad.  It can cure physical sicknesses and some mental ones too.  

I like this flower because of Cassie.  We were playing tag in the Garden one day, when he decided to go dive off of a waterfall.  Since littlies don't understand the concept of flying quite yet or how to self heal, he got injured.  Nothing life threatening, just some cuts and bruises, after I had examined him.  First, how did I find him?

I heard him screaming, "Ani!  Ani,"when I was looking for him.  I saw him trying to swim in the pond, but his wings were getting heavier,  so I jumped into the pond.  

I remember falling into the pond, thinking how freaking awesome this is.  But, at the same time, it was terrifying.  Finally, the water grabbed me.  I managed to pull Cassie out of the water and onto dry land.

That's when I saw the blood and proceeded to scream for a Medic.  Generally, the nearest Medic would come over.  No one came, because I was a Medic.  I saw the white flower glowing with a form of light around it.  Sure enough, Cassie was cured of all of his injuries.  He then crawled over to the patch of flowers and picked two of them.  He then managed to walk, after realizing that he was cured, back to where I was standing.  He pulled on my dress and said, "Here!  Here is the thing that cured me!"

"Why thank you, Cassie."  I picked him up in my arms and he proceeded to put the flower in my hair, as if to hold it back.  He held onto the other flower as he fell asleep.  I then walked out of the Garden.

Ever since, I have at least one of those flowers with me at all times.  I also found many other flowers, ranging from a sunset colored rose to lavender colored.  Peaceful and relaxing flowers.

While I was picking flowers, I saw the Five Eldest underneath a willow tree laughing and talking.  They were all happy, a rare moment where they weren't busy at all to relax and have fun.  I wish I could have captured the sight of that.  I decided not to disturb them, since I was an outsider.  I also didn't want to ruin what little family time they had.

They all seemed relieved of something, what the something is anyone's guess.  But the willow tree is of great importance to me.

Why?  Put it this way, I have the power to see the future.  I gained this power by being able to time travel into different universes, into the future.  When I come back, I often end up seeing how I changed the future, generally for the better.  These 'visions' often cause me to faint for long periods of time.  But, after I wake up, I know how the future changed.  I store those visions in that tree.

The good thing is that the Eldest can't access the visions.  I only know the password, and Cassie might recognize the song.  One of the passwords reminded me of the Eldest right now.  I found this lullaby in a world with a strange book called The Hunger Games.  I love singing it to Cassie, and it's a peaceful song. The password will be below.  This one gives a being access to all of the visions in that tree.

Rue's Lullaby (Deep in the Meadow)

Deep in the meadow, Under the willow

A bed of grass,A soft green pillow

Lay down your head,and close your eyes.

And when they open,the sun will rise.

Here it's safe, Here it's warm.

Here the daisies guard you from every harm.

And here your dreams are sweet, and tomorrow brings them true.

Here is the place where I love you.

Deep in the meadow, hidden far away.

A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray.

Forget your woes, and let your troubles lay.

And when again it's morning, they'll wash away

As I read this part, I started to sing along to the melody

Here it's safe,Here it's warm.

Here the daisies guard you from every harm.

And here your dreams are sweet, and tomorrow brings them true.

Here is the place where I love you.

Here is the place where I love you.

I stopped reading after the end of the lullaby.  I had to stop, because one question came into my mind: How does she know one of my all time favorite songs?

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A/N: Wow!  This isn't even all I wanted in this chapter!  So...I guess this is part one???  Maybe....or there could be more...who knows?

Well, part two of the entry is up next!  Thanks for reading!  Over 200 views is amazing! Thank you thank you so much!  Even just one view is amazing to me! Thank you so much!

~Shannon