Ryan's pov

I woke up to hearing yelling sabre was yelling at shark and Matt about it was his fault but for some reason my body wanted to tell them to SHUT THE HELL UP but I couldn't because he was trying to control me but he's too weak that needle that the doctor put in my arm must have made he weak very weak because he's not talking anymore"SABRE SHUT UP YOUR GOING TO WAKE RYAN UP!"shark said in an angry voice"oh yea..."sabre said kinda sad I took off my air mask and told them"p-ple-ase m-y c-chest h-ur-ts"RYAN!!"they all said I was so tired but I managed to stay awake shark hugged me and Matt hugged me from behind but sabre stayed away from me"s-sab-re"I asked kinda shaking from the cold AM I GETTING SICK OR SOMETHING? anyways sabre wouldn't come never me he was like 4 inches away from the door"I-I'm scared"ugh of what sabre"shark said very mad"of Ryan I feel like if item near him I'm gonna end up turn into that thing again"that's when I felt like HE just disappeared and when Matt and shark was looking at sabre very confused I took the chance to go into my mind(logic)

~~~~~~in Ryan's mind~~~~~~
"Hey Anti where are you"
"*sniff*n-o go a-way"
"Anti?"
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT!"
"Anti are you okay why are you crying?"
"I-I'm not c-crying"
"Then what were you doing"
He stared at me then more tears started to form in his eyes after he looked at my heart locket that sabre gave me for my 13th birthday party "Why are you looking at my heart locket"Anti just stared at me"why am I here......"He said

~~~~~in the Anti void~~~~~
P-psycho sabr
D-sark shark
M-murder matt
R-Ryan
R-Huh where am I
P-WE NEED TO FIND HIM
D-what do you THINK WERE TYING TO DO HERE SABRE!
P-Grrrr...
M-So what are we gonna do
D-I......ugh I don't know
P-*sniff*what is that smell it's smells like...flesh
P-WHO ARE YOU YOUR NOT RYAN
R-I'm am Ryan
P-NO WHERES ANTI RYAN
R-Anti he's in my mind but I saw him crying he said"why am I here"and I came here
D-but Ryan can't be in your mind he has to be in here with us HOW DID HE GET IN YOUR MIND!
R-I DONT KNOW DONT ASK HE CAME IN MY MIND A COUPLE DAYS AGO
P,m,d-..........
P-w-why are we in here DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG WE HAVENT SEEN HIM WE HAVENT SEEN HIM IN 11 YEARS*starts to cry*I WANT TO SEE MY FRIEND AGAIN.....please just one last time.....*looks down and falls on knees and crys into hands*
D-*hugs sabre*please don't cry we'll see him soon I promise.....
R-...hey what if......can you guys open portals to other places
M-um...no
R-can you guys do anything here?
P-there's nothing here just a deleted space but without.....Ryan it's.....just so lonely I just I miss him....so much
R-maybe I can teleport him here.....be back soon

Alright I'm done writing today happy 4th of July see you later bye
-Ivy359