Confession

I felt like whatever kind of heart I had was burried deep inside of my chest as I tried to fight back the urge to cry. This couldn't be real. There was no way Ouma was dying. I...I won't believe it.....this can't be real....I...I only just found him again and he is already going to leave me.

"That's a lie right?" I said and Ouma shook his head "no, I wouldn't lie about that Kiibo. Even I have some standards" I bit my tongue "when were you going to tell me Ouma..." I asked and Ouma seemed to be gripping his hand "never...."

Never? Doesn't he know how much I care about him?! How much I missed him in my life?! Was he really going to just up and leave me alone?! Was he planning on dying wihout me even knowing that he was gone? That was just cruel!

"That is cruel Ouma, so what you just wanted me to go on with my life never knowing what happened to my best friend?" My crush...."well what else was I supposed to do?! Tell you that I'm weak and make you slave over taking care of me when I know I'm dying and there's no way around it?!"

"You could have at least told me so I could be here to support you! So I could help you!" I shouted "HELP ME WITH WHAT?! DO ROBOTS ALL OF A SUDDEN HAVE THE POWER OF HEALING?! HOW WOULD YOU EVEN HELP ME KIIBO YOUR A ROBOT YOU CAN'T EVEN DIE!"

What....of course I can.......but not like him....heck not even of old age....in fact as long as nothing happens to my AI....I won't die......

"Ouma please! Let's just put this behind us for now and...and just hang out like we used to!" Ouma raised an eyebrow "what?" Yeah what the heck am I doing?

"Let's go outside, maybe go to that ice cream parlor we used to go to after school? Remember I used to always buy you your panta flavored one till they ran out?"

"It's winter." I smiled "doesn't matter if I only got a little more time with you I'm going to make the best of it!" Ouma sighed "what the heck....." he then rolled his chair over and grabbed a jacket from a nearby closet.

"Ok let's go your buying no excuses and if there's ice on the sidewalk I'm blaming you" I laughed a little "that's fair, come on" I opened the door for him when a short man showed up blocking the door "Haj move I am actually going out for vitamin D for once in my life"

"Shuichi told me about your meltdown" Ouma rolled his eyes "go make out with your boyfriend or something I'm going to actually have fun for once" the man rolled his eyes and left the doorway and Ouma grinned in victory.

-/-/-

"When was the last time you even got out of the house?" I asked him once we were a decent distance away from his house, "huh....I don't actually remember. I've been watching anime the whole time cause I don't want any cliffhangers before I go cause I will never get them answered"

"Seriously?" I asked and Ouma nodded "what else am I supposed to do? Troll forums?" I shook my head "no...anyways wow I think I've seen most of your siblings, but where's your parents?" Ouma stopped dead in his tracks.

"I don't care about them they are the definition of a**holes" woah he's calling his own parents that? What did they even do? "What did they do?" Ouma gritted their teeth "my parents just upped and left us, like I might see them once every few years. All they do is travel the world wasting money and dragging us in debt, so much that all my older siblings have to work at least two jobs in order for us to live and the debt keeps growing cause they keep having kids they don't want and gambling our lives away"

"That's just awful" I said and Ouma nodded "yeah and the fact I got medical problems isnt helping, honestly that's going to be the best thing when I die, they won't have to pay my medical bills anymore or feel like they have to keep us all together" I raised an eyebrow.

"What do you mean?" Ouma sighed "some of my older siblings are engaged and I'm hoping once I'm gone they can split up my younger siblings and move in with their fiances so that they can actually afford things and they don't live in the ghetto anymore, I think the only reason they haven't is cause they want to be with me 24/7"

"And you don't like that?" Ouma shrugged "I mean I prefer it to my parents who don't care at all that I'm going to die, in fact they look a little thrilled at the chance of the potential on getting money off of it, I just want them to stop crowding all around me wanting me to talk about it cause I kind of already accepted it"

"Still....how long do you even have?" Ouma shrugged "depends on how much stress I get I guess to make it happen sooner but my doctor said at most a month left" I stopped.

One month....and Ouma will be gone forever....I.....what will I even do without him? I mean he's my first and only friend....and....and I don't want to be in a world where he isn't alive-

"Woohoo the icecream shop! Now peasant get me a Panta flavored icecream!" I nodded snapping out of my thoughts. I don't want his last moments with me to just be me crying.

I nodded and quickly came back with his icecream. I never got one when we came here, I still can't eat. I mostly came just to hang out with Ouma.

"Don't know why your hanging out with me still" Ouma admitted "I mean if I were you I would hate me"

"Good thing I'm not you then, and your actions are understandable" Ouma sighed "Still....why would you even like me in the first place? I'm annoying, childish, I act like a brat and complain when I should be grateful I even have what I got, I avoid people and annoy people just for the fun of it I'm so worthless I probably deserve this-"

Ouma stopped because all of a sudden I started hugging him and I felt like I could have been crying if I had the function. Luckily the sudden downpour of rain made up for that.

"Don't you dare ever talk about yourself Ouma, don't you dare say your worthless because your not"

"I am Kiibo...really....I still don't even get how you can still stand to talk to me!" I felt my voice raising as I grabbed his hands "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!"

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