Soo..... I'm having a break because my big sister is in hospital what of course brings me to a line of depression......... I also been going mad because I can't visit her and I don't want to accidentally start blaming you guys, it's just I have never been at home without my big sister..... I'm just worrying like about if she dies because I have had loads of losses and I don't want a other one well I need to go cry......