Warning if you are emotionally damaged and or dealing with suicidal thoughts please read at your own risk. I don't want to trigger any decisions for you to take your own life. Remember everyone is important and serves a purpose. Like my friend Esmee says your #1 sperm and was lucky enough to even be given life. Anyway I just needed to get this out there. Now let's get to the story.

P.s. The girl at the top is what Hope looks like.

??POV
As I wrote my last goodbyes on a sheet of paper I told myself " This is it. I'm ready. I'm doing it this time." I tied the rope to the fan and stood on the chair and had my head in the loose. Just one step off the chair and I'll be free. Free from the pain, free from the teasing, free from this world...forever. I heard a voice say in my head

"Are you sure you want to do that?" I answered

"Yes...it's the only way I'll be free." The voice asked

" What about the people who love you?" A tear ran down my cheek I yelled

" No one loves me...if someone did than I wouldn't be in this situation now would I?" The voice said

" Is that so? Well than let me show you what will happen if you do die?"

Everything turned very bright

I saw me in my room with me on the chair and the rope around my neck ready for me to drop. The note I wrote on my desk that held my last goodbyes. I asked " So your going to show me what happens if I die?" The voice answered " Yes..just watch" I listened and watch as I dropped off the chair and struggled for air but in minutes I was dead...gone...forever.

Just my body hanging from the rope that was connected to the fan. My mom came home and called my name a couple of times but no answer came to her. So she went upstairs and opened my door. She saw my body and fell to the floor crying she quickly pulled out her phone and called 911 she yelled into the phone " My baby girl is gone...she hanged herself..please Help my baby."

She then dropped the phone and cried until the police arrived. The police and my father came and they handed my mom I had left and she hugged it tight and cried until she was shaking.

My whole school had found out along with my dad and siblings. My mom takes depression pills because she blames herself for it and she won't work. My dad works 3 jobs and has to constantly care for my mother. My younger sister has been cutting ever since my death. My best friend shot herself because she couldn't take the pain. The girls that bullied me are seeing counselors because they are sducidal now because of my death. I looked at all the pain I caused for everyone around me and I was crying.

I said " I didn't want this..I just wanted the pain to stop." The voice said

"It will stop...trust me. You just need to seek help and want to live."

I said " I want to live!!!

I opened my eyes and saw I was in my room with the lasso around my head. I backed out of the lasso and stepped off the chair and onto the ground and fell to my knees.

Hope POV
I looked at the girl who was on the ground crying. I stepped on the ground and made myself visible. I lifted her head up and asked " Do you understand now?" She nodded her head and I sat down and she quickly hugged me. I patted her head and hugged her as she cried I said " It's ok. Remember everyone is here for some reason and serves a purpose. " The girl cried out

"I promise I will remember."

I said " Good that's all I need to hear." And I disappeared because my job was done. I did stay a bit longer and I watched her rip up the 'death note' and throw it away. And I saw her mom come in and she ran to her and gave her a hug while crying and explain to her mother what was going on. I said to myself " She will be fine. Good job Hope."

You are probably wondering what I am, I guess you could say I'm a guardian angel or one of God's daughters but that wouldn't be exact. But this is basically what I do, unfortunately some people are just to far gone to be saved that even by seeing the result of their death they still kill themselves. I've seen many go the youngest I've seen go was 10 and the oldest was 60.

I'm not the only 'guardian angel' that does this there are others. I wouldn't really call us guardian angels because we have our own stories and punishments. But that's for another time.

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