So! Hello again my fabulous peeps who are surprisingly interested in  my life stories.

So if i may say, people don't care for me. i still don't care. they wanna hate, let them hate. imma be a whole preacher for life. no church. ok so im on a computer so it is difficult to do things because i have no autocorrect. when i am on the computer, i don't care about grammar and spelling mistakes.  so like, in class my teacher is legit yelling at us while someone taps obnoxiously on the computer. omg.... ok so anyways,

my friend, zoey, is/was in some drama. some girl, i talked about her in the last chapter, taylor parker. she was saying that zoey isn't real country and blah blah blah. So, she needs to shut her fat self up and be quiet. maybe get some exercise.

any who. i feel like a crack head who wants to scream out cuss words but doesn't because she needs to keep her calm and sanity but she doesn't know that people will love her sooner or later. she has a crush on a girl and a boy but they both have a mate. Aniyah has a bf but she said that if she didn't she would go out with me. when will their relationship end? probably never. she posted a picture of my friend, addie, and i on instagram. she was all like " ok ok ik that vannah and i have a cute relationship and all like when i put my hands on her hips or when she lays in me... bla  bla bla.... then she was like but you two are like friend goals. yes, vanna is cute and whatever but i have a bf." she had me depressed even more because this other crush of mine, warner, whom i have spoken of with his girl. he moved back to our table and bla bla bla, she followed. she KnEw i liked him. so why would she say yes? i literally went from sadness to anger in a span of like 2 minutes and wrote like  a whole essay on my mirror.

anyways addie had commented on it and ws like, i don't like her like that and freak you. i don't like addie like that either so haha aniyah.  i honestly hate myself, idk why, i just do. my freinds are lke the only noes that love me. im ok with that. i barely ever see my dad. he has a b* of a girlfriend. they got ingaged, then broke up. i hate her. Candice. Die in apit. i am waiting for a day where i have enough and i sit ther e and cuss her out whether it be on the phone or in person.

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